*___ A Walk to Remember

2007-08-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

went east pt this morning to repair my ericky~ poor ericky's applications going cranky and it jus cant operation! hmm.. anyway glad that this phone is still under waranty if not i cant imagine i have to pay $32++ for the service charge.. -_-

anyways thx dora for acc me.. ha~ but guess wad.. we went shopping for the whole afternoon~ ha~ and these are wad i've bought :P

btw guess wad.. i actually almost fainted! can u imagine!! this is the 2nd time i see stars -_-!! well tat could be im really having low BP~ or that i did not eat my breakfast.. but i haven been eating breakfasts for tons years and why wuld it happened today out of all days~ hmm~ anyways im feeling much better lah~ frenz asking me to see a doc.. but im really quite afraid of docs lah~ i know it might be a signal of some "illness" but i jus couldnt bring myself to face this situation lah.. but i promise if it still persists.. i will go ok~ hmm.. :P

anyway dora and i went 18 chefs at east point.. food is quite good and price is reasonable! seem like a mini "Cafe cartel" to me.. and guess wad.. the chef is milo beng's teacher~ woohoO! and i saw him in person though he din talk to me lah~ the service was good (maybe becoz dora, the regular customer was there) haha.. and we got free mushroom soups, garlic bread and ice lemon tea for FREEE!!!! wooHOO! :D thx dora! hahaha.. there is oso no service charge.. can u imagine! its super worth it lah~ give it a try when ur free... :) and the cheesy baked rice is a MUST try! its really quite good! slurp~~~~

after 21 years 8 months on earth... i finally got my 1st name card!!!!!!!!!!! woohooO~ can u imagine??? hahahaha... most hilarious ever... lst time i ever heard admin asst oso can have name card leh~ soo happY :)

good nite.. and take care guys! :P

2007-08-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Citi Clear Card - CHECK IT OUT! :)http://www.citibank.com.sg/global_docs/microsite/clearcard/index.htm

I have learnt my lesson.. i will not upload any photo of my card.. coz got the card number and expiration date.. ha~ anyway its really cool~ and i was quite surprised to receive quite a number of vouchers! going to redeem some of them this weekend! ha~ interested?? tertiary students are most welcome.. at lst im oso abit scared of the payment.. but well.. as long as u dun exceed the limit S$500 u will not rec any interest charge.. and jus pay as much as u spend.. if u nv use then dun have to pay anything! as simple as that! :) *happy*!

2007-08-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

shopping spree!!! bought 4 tees, 1 bag and 1 jumper! :) *contented*! ...

For $19.90..

for $35.90... abit ex.. but i seldom buy soo ok lah~ hee~

Tees @ $40.00.....

and photos with my dear frenz yday.... *ops! i think i din mention i had a new haircut! :)

@ shuen's bday~

anyways let me recommend u a good steamboat restaurant here.. its called Rajah Inn @ Tiong Bahru Plaza... steamboat buffet for only $19.80++ per pax.. so adds up to abt $23! super worth it!~ perhaps u can consider going during lunch time (which ends @ 5pm) coz its less crowded! its a contrary to the steamboat @ marina bay (although it only costs $10, the food are so-so only.. and no aircon.. super crowded oso), rajah inn is a best try! located within shopping centre is a plus point (becoz of the aircon).. alot of food varieties to choose.. even the drinks can be refilled and desserts as well! at lst i thot it was like only the yong tau hu kind of food.. but i was wrong.. its better than i thot.. ok i will upload the pics when i got them! ha~ each person will have his/her mini steamboat.. there's raw or cooked food~ as long as its on the menu.. u can jus place as many orders as u can~ *provided u can finish lah* (i have always been learning not to overestimate myself when it comes to food.. still trying to very hard to master it! ha~ "P) heard the boss is indo-chinese.. no wonder soo generous lah~ thumbs uP for rajah inN! will go there again~ *dora.. u missed it! haa~*

http://singapore.menulog.com/the_rajah_inn_steamboat_restaurant/#

criterias for bfs

2007-08-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

I have thot of blogging this topic on my way home... it jus happened when the hooters were talking abt "boy-friends" haha... and i was thinking what do women really look for in guys.. as in the criterias??? lol... and i googled earlier and here's my research... "P

Singaporean gals used to/still are looking for 5Cs (i supposed) when finding a boyfriend :
-Credit Card
-Cash
-Career
-Car
-Condominium

but the newest is 5Bs.. but forgotten.. isit something like.. BM, Bungalow.. ok found it...
BMW
Body
Brain
Billionaire
Bungalow

And addition with the 5K's.
Kiasu (scared of losing)
Kiasee (scared of dying)
Kiabor (scared of wife)
Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)
Kiachenghu (scared of government)
.
ha~ lame! so do you agree??

Japanese gals have the below requirements:
-high salary
-tall built
-high education standard

now my question is... wad are ur criterias then???

As for myself, jus like anybody, or most... these were wad i used to look for when i was younger:
1) Good sense of humour
2) Tall (at least 175cm)
3) Cute/"not too bad" looking
4) Romantic
5) Musically talented
6) Smart
7) Good dress sense
8) Easy-going
9) Filial
10) Able to "clique" with my frenz & family

Well.. as for now.. i was jus thinking to myself.. even though im already attached.. i mean why not.. and why cant i continue thinking and looking for the criterias... (attached doesnt mean married wad "P) ha~ oatmeal: dun get too offended arh.. jus my thots.. ops! :9

i feel.. the older u get.. the lesser u will have lesser expectations for ur other half lah... i feel im no longer tat dreamy.. i wun yearn for a perfect bf.. coz nv in this world will anyone be "Perfect"! if u think u are... well.. guess its time to wake up, brothers and sisters!~ "P ok.. i rem i used to play a game with my frenz -- write down 5 names of the opposite gender.. and oso the occupations.. honeymoon venues..5 of each,, soo lame right?! LOL! its childish i know..we were young back then la~ hahaha.. childhood mah.. soo i woke up until i met "JJ" hahaha.. =X ok kidding lah~

aiya.. so wad i wan to say is.. now i feel as long as the guy is sincere and treats me well.. no matter how tall he is (at least he muz be taller than me lah!~ hmm!)... how well dress he is.. these are all physical expectations.. the inner self is more impt than anything... btw recently i heard something i feel is very interesting and innovative and i would like to share.. "every decision is made by a choice!" no one can help u to make a choice.. its only urself.. ur own self.. ur inner self is the one controlling u.. soo no matter wad choice u are making.. u cant blame others.. coz ur the one who cause every decision to trigger.. and wadeva the consequences.. u.. urself.. ur choice caused tat to happen.. hope it doesnt sound difficult to understand.. i thot its quite meaningful.. ur choice to go to school.. ur choice to choose which course.. ur choice oso applies to daily tasks.. to shower/wash up b4 going out.. whether u smell its ur problem.. ur choice to eat/slp/pee/shit.. ur choice to making bigger decisions like to be a good or bad person.. to abide the law.. or to be against the law.. to steal.. ur choice to socialise.. to be extrovert or introvert.. to be friendly or evil..

back to the topic.. inner self is very impt..i think he muz still be filial to his parents.. and ai wu ji wu..my family as well... muz be aggressive but not too ambitious.. still muz be humorous but hopefully chatty and able to interact and get along well with my frenz... muz really be very telepathic with me and know how i feel... he muz be very fast in thinking...he muz be very sensitive to my feelings.. and very thoughtful at times.. he muz be a true MAN! u know wad i mean right, guys? sorry to offend anyone.. i mean im fine with homosexual frens... and i have alot but tat doesnt mean im ok to have one.. my bf has to be a MAN!... 100% str8 ok...! =X and if he is still musically talented.. know one or two instruments.. and able to sing well.. of coz its plus pt lah~ i happy he oso happy lah~

shucks! feeling slpY~
ok in comparation to gals to guys.. i have also googled guys to gals.. but i think this is more for americans??? singaporean guys will normally go for looks....pretty gals~ but most of the times.. always break up.. why? becoz they neglected the inner parts... blinded by the looks i can say..

Top 10: Traits Of A Great Girlfriend
She makes you want to be a better man
She loves you
She gets along with friends & family
She's nagless
She lets you be a man
She respects you
She's beautiful
She's sexual
She's intelligent
She's independent

http://www.askmen.com/dating/dating_top_ten_60/74b_dating_list.html

and all i can say is.. if guys wan gals to be beautiful forever... pls oso look urself into the mirror.. and doll themselves up.. keep themselves in good form b4 making that comment ba.. hmmm~ my conclusion is.. i feel.. seriously feel... this entry is that interesting aft all.. coz i lost my train of thots halfway through.. and feel super tired hahaha.. ops~ =X but wad i can say is.. i think oatmeal is good enough for me.. and i hope im good enough for him as well.. :P ok.. nites!

2007-07-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

many new updates but im soo lazy to type.. maybe i will jus upload some photo kiez.. "P

SHRI Gala dinner @ Orchard Meritus hotel.... 060707

*shy* mini makeover~ hahaha...

dear's bday @ kbox happy hour~ then present surprise @ home!!! :D

BLG's gathering... happy birthday to Hui and gracey!!! wow.. guess wad.. i realised hog's breath gives free desserts for pple of the birthday month and not the actual day! wahaha... tat means u can go there eat free desserts for the whole month! (lol.. if u dare lah~)

Guam dish ~Chicken Kaluguen~ but the Singaporean's version!!! it tastes soo yummy!! anyway its a regional sales performance competition. and all in charge has to cook one speciality in that country. soo.. since my dept is in charge of Guam.. we cooked this appetiser! tastes abit salvoury(becoz of the tortilas).. sour .. sweet... its really very appetising! easy to make too~ lol.. let me master this dish and i will cook for u someday! hhaha :P

i tried to dig out some photos.. this is one deco that we did for our ex-ceo.. the theme is NY. all last min work.. but thot it was quite decently done :P

this pic... boss' bday last year at a jap restaurant at intercontinental hotel... super ex.. and i thot taste ok only... maybe becoz i dun like sashimi.. =X

jayce's mei and mum went to queue up for these donuts at the newly opened "Donut Factory".. well.. i think there will be better.. tastier donuts and the service really needs improvement... i think wads interesting is the flavours.. well can have a try.. its not bad aft all~ can try queueing if u have alot of free time.. lol :P i like the mint one...

pok.. this is for u... as promised yday.. i will put up the song and lyrics here for u... i dunno if u can see the chi characters here........anyways here's the link.....

I'm thinking of you 我有你真好

你能让烦恼变得渺小

我遇见一个最懂我的人

我会提醒自己把这份爱收好

I'm thinking of you

我有你真好只要牵着你的手就知道

我不是一个人在这世界停靠

因为我拥有你在我心里

我早已经历永远和缺少因为我拥有你在我心

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/72176ht.htm

2007-07-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

i thot i shld have an update of my life here... ok so many things happened so where shld i start?? hmm.. play by ear then.......... i will just write wad i rem...

anyway i just went to the chinatown kbox with hootlee today.. i have nv had so fun for quite a long time.. i thot it was quite a good deal! $10++ for 3 hours ktv session.. the songs are really quite new.. to think they even have SHE's zhong guo hua.. just that it's a pity i din get to sing my fav "yuan wei ren tan ji ta"! -_-""" met gil and sh ard 2 plus.. to search for suitable specs.. i need a new one btw.. the one im having its abit too loose for me.. and abit uncomfy to wear already.. soo basically we went specs hunting.. saw one or two which we like.. but we will still look ard for ""better ones"" hey hey~ haha.. next for lunch.. sh bought us shun pan zi made by her mum.. really delicious! but after tat we ordered more.. can u imagine.. stingray.. sotong and guo tie for lunch? lol.. anyways thereafter we headed for courts to buy hui's canon camera!!!

today is basically a very FATTENING DAY for me!!!!.. yeah its alot of junk food for us today.. we went chinatown for desserts... mango with pamelo & sago.. peanut paste.. egg pudding.. chestnut desserts... and aft ktv session were more junk foods --- tang yuan.. seafood omelette.. satay.. fried kway teow.. soo can u imagine how fatty im feeling now??? the time now is 2:19am.. u shld be surprised y m i still awake at such time.. coz nowadays my slping time is 10pm! lol.... i find it amazing too but no choice.. i need to make sure the food are PROPERLY DISGESTED! lol.. (though im just bluffing myself..for the sake of bluffing! lol) so just bear with me.. i need to destress a little...

btw talking abt destress.... hanwei!!!!!! buddy~~~ i know recently ur very stress lah.. i heard from u and i also heard from the rest.. u can always meet us up ok.. talk to us! we will help u to destress.. WAHAHAHA... seriously~ :)

actually was pretty upset on fri... i was really stunned to receive this news from shaun that my gp teacher in jc.. mrs varella has cancer.. i was even more appalled to learn from mel that its the terminal stage.. but i think its yet to confirm right? my only wish now is to visit her asap... im quite eager to know how is she feeling right now.. and the only thing we can do is to pray for her to recover.. the chance might be slim but i believe there will always be a miracle.. but no matter wad happens..regardless good or bad.. as wad my colleague shared with me.. it will still be a blessing for her!

though i have bad news.. i also have good news...
my dear emily.. im very happy for her.. she's MARRIED!!!! and we just attended her wedding last monday! but i still cant believe the fact that one of my classmates is actually MARRIED and im only 22 this year! oh dear~ time really flies... thinking abt it.. twenties really pass very quickly.. the funny thing is.. i have been hearing from alot of pple asking me when is my turn to get married???! duhz~ not soo soon lah~ unless i "pregnant" oK! lol... i still need to complete my studies soo not soo soon yah~ few years later then ask me again ba~ hahaha... im soo broke now~ luckily pay day coming! but next month guess will be more broke.. coz soo many frens' bdays... -_-""""""""""""""" and i still gotta save up for my taiwan or vietnam trip during aug!!!

more updates..... ok.. i have bought myself several things.. like nintendo ds.... external hard drive (160GB) for 99 bucks only!!!... thumdrive for less than $30... two bags.. one from m)phosis and the other from vivo tangs.. some tops.. one DVD player for $50 only! (haha "P~) and dear bought me a swatch watch! thanks~ i think there's some more.. but i cant rem all at once... sorry for not bloggin for soo long... hee~ "P im contented with wad i have.. but i would wish for more... hahaha.. will change my wishlist sOon yeah~ hahaha.... my wish now is to redecorate my room! no need to refurnish.. just rearrange will do.. and throw away all the unnecessaries.. i think i will feel happier~ haahahah... i dun mind a queen size or sofa bed though.. hee~ or best a ktv corner hahaha.. =X ok im asking for too much~~~~ i think all i need is a break!! soo oatmeal.. we really need to plan the holiday soon!!!!!!

ahHH! another thing that upsets me... i made a very bad mistake.. i hate it when i did something wrong for my boss... coz he will really get pissed off with me.. this time was really bad.. and i really got a taste of how frustrated and angry he can get... (im getting on his nerve! and i suddenly had the thought of quitting aftwards -_-") it was a long story but im going to summarise.. basically i need to apply visa to korea for him since he's a filipino passport holder.. but i missed the dateline simply becoz the travel agent din advise me the change of policy for the korean embassay.. the processing time used to be 2 days but it was changed to 4 days (and they do not entertain urgent applications anymore!) and i wasnt inform regarding this matter! worst still.. normally i would send him an SMS to remind him to bring passport the day b4 (sunday) but i forgotten.. unknowingly.. i still felt alright becoz i thot it was 2 days so i can still remind him tomo.. but i was wrong.. the worst case was he will only be in town till thursday.. flying off on fri.. so i have no choice but to think of another alternative for this visa application.. since he's flying to manila for the next week.. i thot we could do it there.. at lst he did not agree to it but no choice... he din trust me since this matter.. he got my small boss to help him out.. and i was very upset and guilty abt it.. it's not totally but still partly my fault.. i lost faith in this job somehow.. *sad* sigh! pple might think my job is good but is that really so??? it ain't that easy afterall.. if ur facing 100% pressure... i might be having twice or thrice of us.. coz i nv know wad will happens.. esp dealing with travels... i really fear! i doubt u will understand how i feel~ anyway would like to thank those who stood by me when i was down... thanks for listening to my complaints! muackz~

wow.. im typing quite alot~ lol.. im starting to feel lazy to continue.. though i have somemore to talk abt.. but i guess i will leave it to next time.. tired le~ hee.. :P~ see ya ard~

2007-06-27T02:04:00.001+08:00

sob soB!~ feel neglected... am i really that worthless???!!! sigh! -_-"

flash finale`

2007-04-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!!! last entry i say i will do a flash for my own blog!! hehe..
as u can see... on the left~ lol... might be a bit laggy..
spent almost the whole of yday doing it... simple simple~ but hope u like it! :)

facial and cake

2007-04-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

I need a new facial product! My skin getting drier and drier.. intense facial masking doesnt work for me anymore~ i have to admit i'm really ageing~ plus the hours that I've been staying in air-con room.. ARGHhhH!!! dun wanna mention the consequences~ sigh!

well.. i hope i have find my saviour..! i just went watsons earlier to hunt for a better facial product... guess wad... OLAY!!! i think its a trusted brand.. so its not too bad i guess? well.. lets try for 1 week... i used the thermal cleanser earlier.. it feels good~ i hope it sustains this qualitY worz~ hee. jia yOU!!!!

anyway had a belated celebration with dear this afternoon... our 16th monthsary~ tats pretty fast~ i never knew i can be in a relationship for soo long seriously~ lol~ well.. i wish we can stay sweet and loving forever and forever~ we have reached the "low peak" and we are back to normal track right dear? lol... i hope we will be like wad we say.... one day when we reach age of 40 plus.. we can still hold hands stroll walk around ya~ lol.... :D so frenz out there.. dun worry :)

anyway here's the gathering photOs~ enjoy hahah... "P

tataz` nites!~

Flash!

2007-04-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with creating flash! Cant help it but I feel like praising myself being soo talented.. wahahha.. ok~ bhB~ but hey! i explore it myself ok... though with the help of cyn teaching me the basics... i explored the rest myself... im soo proud of myself! haha :) If i have time, i will create my own Pebbieger logo! WAHAHHAA :D

anyway guys.. any facial products u think thats good? -_-"""" my skin is getting more and more dry man! shucks! hate this feeling... gonna find ways to hydrate my face... like im thinking of going facial actually.. should i or should i not? never been there b4.. any recommendation? sigh! im ageing!!!! argHH~

new blogskin

2007-04-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Long time no see arh.. haha.. how are you guys doing? sorry went MIA again.... i know u muz be missing my entries too much righT! "P ok lai~ let me blog something.... well of coz b4 i start.. i thot of changing a new layout... hope u like it!!! it took me quite a long time to change the skin.. haha.. coz long time nv change liao~ okies anyways.... lets start! :)

... but where shld i start? okok.. let me intro u a very nice song... from sodagreen ~ xiao qing ge! been listening to fm 933 recently every morning.. the djs seem to be playing this song every now and then.. so thot its quite a nice song to share with u...

anyway last week happened to search something online and saw one link about this "going-to-be" mother talking about her 9 months pregnancy experiences... i thot she had a very dramatic story yet a touching one... i just wanna say "mama zhen wei da"..my question to u: if one day ur pregnant, will u oso do the same thing.. blog the experience of ur first child?" i thot its pretty cool! Now i feel pregnant is such a painful yet amazing thing God created! LOL!~

Today it's good fridaY! wanted to go church for service.. BUT BUTBUT.. something cropped up! ended up not going and staying at home the whole day... playing Nintendo DS which I just bought recently~ hahaha.. =X have been a game addict recently.. but DS is really fuN! i spent 330 bucks on it.. bought it cheaper than my frenz did.

Anyway i think i feel myself ageing~ tats bad.. tat means im leading a "unhappy" life man~ as in i always hear from pple that if ur happy.. u tend to feel younger right? is tat really so? if tats so, then my conclusion is right! im not happy.... -_-"" as one ages.. the frenz ard u seem to lessen and drifting apart... suddenly i feel it applies to me day by day... seem not to able to find many confidantes who can share my happiness and sorrows.. i think the most frequent and willing to confide to it God and him... -_-" why is this so... sometimes feel really dejected lor... sigh! wad happened to my life man... ever since im working.. i feel i have never been much happier than i was schooling b4... tats really bad~ i will still attend gather with long lost frenz.. but the feelings are just not the same as b4... wad could be the reason? ageing again? goodness! -_-"""" recently.. really feel like going back to school... but can i? sigh!!! feeling soo demoralised... ok..think the bright way.. i hope end of this year i can go back sch k.. support me morally!!! i can do it! :)

i wanna watch xin guang shan shan.... hooters? when are u free? tell me asap okies? hear from u!

anyway zhenting and wanyu.... sorry soorryy~~ if u happened to read my blog... im so sorry~ i forgotten to wish u happy bday!!!>.. sooo here's my belated wishes to u gals... HaappY BirthdaY!!!! May u two stay pretty and cheery always!!! :)

shaun and cynthia's bday oso coming!!! early wishes to u two too~

mentally exhausted

2007-01-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

haiz.. its just the beginning of the year.. I'm already mentally exhausted. how long can i sustain? everyday i have to force myself to be stable.. to stay strong.. im feeling soo tired! Piles and piles of unfinished workloads awaiting for me.. with my personal problems.. financial wise im almost immuned but i will feel sad sometimes why i end up in this current situation.. i guess no one can really understand how i actually feel.. frenz telling me go back sch to study (u think i don't want.. but sometimes its just cannot be explained..) recently, i've been asking myself.. am i a lousy person? i seem not to know how to deal with relationshipsss.. it never come to my mind that this can be soo tedious! wo lei le~ -_-" *sob*

i think im going to lose a fren.. i've prepared to let her go.
sorry gals..in the end i still disappoint u two.

i think im going to hurt him.. have been thinking for very long.. if all these haven't take place..
no rehearsal. no costume. no him. then all these wun continue.. and nothing wuld happen.
i don't know if he's true to me but i cant continue this 'coz i will hurt the other him.
and i know i cant betray u, dear..that's y i chose to be frank to you.
i really feel terribly bad to hurt someone regardless how i feel for that person. understand?
haiz~ yuan lai ai qing zhe me shang.
---
I admit i was almost tempted by the devils. Im not sure if its you but God thanks for sending meiling and jayce to me.

***

anyway tomo i'm going to be "tour guide".. gonna bring a korean guest to tour singapore.. wth~ and i cant get to claim for the day activities. so dinner im going to go for a sumptuous onE! "P
our next conference at cebu is already giving me a big headache!!! i've soo many unfinished work to do! helP~ tats not the end..

anyway last sun.. nv will i believe this will ever happen in my life. I actually went to our citibank CEO's house for DINNER!!!! WOosh! and i was served by him personally. can you imagine.. BBQ being served?! -_-" he has a very competent driver who can cook and another personal butler. cool eh!~ i love his dog.. and he claimed the dog nv bark. his house is a mini version of dao ming si's hse.. why mini becoz he usually stays alone unless his daughter comes over to visit him. His family is all at new york. i think he's from dubai. so u can imagine how RICH is he!!!! -_-" he's a friendly and chatty person i thot. had dinner with the seniors. at lst i thot it wuld be quite awkward but it turned out alright. anyway i was wearing t-shirt and jeans ok. felt so lowly over there.. hahaha.. but alright lah.. :P
btw we got three for our dance out of 14 countries. thats pretty good lor! our efforts din pay off after all :D soo delighted!

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back to rest! tatas~

Relieved

2007-01-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! Firstly, I just wanna say a BIG thank you for those who care. U know who u are, and I know who u are. Thanks for all the concerns that u've given. A BIG BIG hug to all! :) Im feeling better le. Every unhappiness will surely come to an end. Although this issue hasn't been solved yet, and I do not know things will turn out good or bad, at least I'm feeling more light-hearted now regardless wad will happen.

Gil, thats right! God has certainly sent a lot of strengths - the dearest frenz around me. Thanks to all who haven't given up on me and treat me as a fren. I love you! :) I would like to specially thanks to my dear! Thank you dear, these few weeks, I have been throwing tantrums to you. You have also not given up on me but still being there for me. I'm really very grateful and thankful. I promised you I will not shed a tear for this anymore 'coz I've simply too many things to worry.

Pok and Xiang, thanks for enlightening me, esp pok, of your theory visionary and back-looking. They really cheer me up and straightened my thots man! Both of you.. U rock! :)

Peeps! Though I did not really tell many people what exactly happened, in fact only 4 people know about this. (Is tat too many?) Well, I guess I still need some comments on this issue. Hope tat's not too much!

I want to know how I can solve this. I want to avoid this. I have my angel and devil revolving around me whenever i'm thinking of this. I'm having nightmares. Seriously, this has become the no.1 saddiest incident that has happened in my life. When I say sad, its really incomparable to when you failed badly for exams, or broke up with bf/gf, or even being scolded by whoever and met with the most unfortunate accident on earth. Looking back to the unpleasant incidents, I can still give you a smile on my face and tell you.. "what silly me, I actually cried for them all." However, if few years later, I'm going back to think abt this, I think I'll still ask myself "what exactly happened and what have I done wrong?" I guess it will still be silly crying over this incident, but i will still have a bad memory over that. Thus, if possible, I would still want to talk it out. Im not asking for too much right?

Anyway, I just wanna apologise to Gil and Dora. Thanks for asking me out during the new year corner. I wasnt there but my spirit of the countdown will always be with u two.

This will be my philosophy from now onwards - what's meant to be will always be. You cant force it, and I will not. Some people are passers-by in our lives, some people are destined to appear in your life. Some people will not forever be by your side, but if some people are, pls do cherish them. What true frenz are all about? Frenz are everywhere, but true frenz are those who genuinely show their care and concern for you, regardless you're feeling down or happy. True frenz don't have to meet up always, more than often, a SMS greeting will do it best. In another word, its the connection - if you have that person in your heart and mind, he/she will always be there and nothing can change this fact. So have you found your true frenz peeps? I hope you do!

Oh man, I'm feeling super tired now. gtg.. anyways you can still meet me this month coz I guess I will be very very busy the next month. Feeling very stressful just like when I was preparing for the forum during November 2006. -_-" Just pray that I wun get sick anymore.

One more last thank to all! :)

2006-12-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

hey all! just wanna wish you all Merry Christmas. SOrry for being MIA again for 2 months. Im back again.. FYI - will blog more whenever im free...

alright.. many things happened these two months.. got good got bad.. got neutral.. but all i wanna say now is how i feel...

im super sad now. guess this is the saddiest christmas i ever had. i cried. i just wanna know wad have i done wrong. why do people treat me this way. can anyone tell me? god.. can u? u know how bitterly im feeling.. i just wanna drill a hole and dump myself into it.. i just wish its a dream. i dun wan to end up like wad she says. i dunwan to end up to be like her. i wish we were like the past like wad we used to be. why is she reacting this to me. help god! really help. im feeling so discriminated. im feeling so lost. im feeling so neglected. do u know? i've always been a very sensitive person. im sensitive towards people's feelings though sometimes i might be abit straight-forward. and of coz i wish those people will react the same back to me. Where is the hell world will there have negative reactions - envy, sad, unhappiness, dislikes, etc. I know the world ain't perfect. U know what's the scariest thing on earth? It will be hatred. simply too scary, isn't it? Im feeling super lost. Im scared I'll end up losing everything and everyone. I feel I'm an extra over there. Maybe i shouldnt be there in the lst place.

Ok.. Btw if you're assuming its you. Yes its you. Or No, it's not you. Wth~

Pls help me.. anybody..
God pls give me strength..im dying ! -_-

2006-10-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

you might not know wad's happening..
but i do not wish to tell..
i just wanna thank you for your concern..
im feelin' better now.. million thanks! :]

im sick! im having leg ache.. its not tat i sprained it or wad... went to see doc just now.. he said it might be spinal injury.. that causes the nerve problem which leads to the ache. sobz! why is this always happening to me... !!!! anyway doc recommended that i shld swim 3 times a day.. 20mins per time.. the thing is.. do I even have such time -_- per swimming takes more abt 2 hrs lor.. lai hui is more than that.. -_- unless swimming pool is just next to my hse.. or im living in a condo.. if not how to swim 3 times a day lehzz .....

hope i get well sooN! less than 1 more month to 1 Nov... DUBAI HERE I COME!!!!!! :D'

2006-09-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

i really feel very upset recently..seem like no one's there for me when im down..not even him.. sigh! just feel like forgetting everything the next day when i wake up.. and start afresh.. can i?

- nobody cares

updates for sept..

2006-09-10T18:42:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. hehehe.. hohoho! :PpP lstly.. i wanna announce sth.. my dear fren hanwei has got into NS le.. so wish him all the best for these two years.. haha.. very fast de lah.. think ur "suffering" inside now.. hope everything is alright.. and see ya soon lol.. gg to see ur botak head soon ops! =X jia yoU!!!

hey guys guess wad! i finally get to go MOHD SULTAN lol!!!! ok.. i admit im a country pumpkiN! i've been living in the east for 20 plus years.. going 21 soon lol.. but i havent been to many places in SIN.. haha.. ok back to the main point.. i've been longing to cake shop -- the plastissier! :9

...and i've bought cakes from there! yummY! it not only looks great! the cakes taste fantastic! :D
i love the best seller (passion fruit) most of all..followed by the yogurt and chocolate cakes... hey guys.. im waiting for my cake ok.. lol...

i already know wad design i want for my cake.. HAHAHA.. there are 12 pics right.. lol.. in sequence.. from no. 1 to no. 12.. i wan the base 12 or in 2 - 3 tiers.. and with the stars.. musical signs.. the "key"..butterfly!.. use ur creativity.. i have already given alot of hints le HAHAHHA :D it might be abit ex.. i dun mind if its small.. but i wish to have a cake from MS this year ok? thanks in advance!

see my new born baby.. kakashi! hahaha... he's soo CUTE too!!!! takashi is no longer lonely! hahaha..

went cycling with dear @ east coast park..its been really exciting! haha.. long time nv cycle le.. i love it man.. my next challenge would be blading.. i must master blading end of this year! :)

went to this vietnam food stall opposite raffles hotel.. very nice.. and this is the first time i ate vietnam food.. u all shld try u havent.. coz its really not BAD! :)

this is morning glory! quite interesting dish! i love the sauce.. :P~

this is the main course.. with very long name which i cant really rem.. in short its only pork chop with rice.. very gOOD!

i had a new haircut and rebonded my hair :D! this pic is taken with hui and pok on the 3rd day of rebonding.. lol.. u know rebond u cant wash ur hair for the first few days so that the chemicals are absorbed by the hair right.. so my hair looked damn oily can.. its like applying dunno how many teaspoons of olive oil onto my hair lah.. lol! now it looks better.. and im used to it.. ppl gave me different comments.. im known as cleopatra to my colleagues.. and my closer frenz are not really used to my "wild" hairstyle uH! hhaha..

even ah dear!~ haha.. he really got comments on my fringe lor.. lol... :P

anyway we went to excelsior hotel near funan to eat dimsum buffet for lunch! very cheap.. $9.90++ for wkdays and $12.90++ for wkends.. 30dishes for us to choose.. the har gao's prawns are very BIG! got time can go ok.. its @ lvl 4..

went there twice.. once with cynthia.. and 2nd time with dear..

do we look like sistas? lol..

alright.. i shall present my wishlist for my 21st bday :D

mp3/ipod/mp4..$200++ (got player with mp3/video/radio?)
elleparis wallet @ wallet shop..$99
makeover package.. $100-200++ (incl. clothes,makeup,hairdo)
Mohd sultan bday cake..
Digital camera..
A sumptuous meal @ some ex restaurant..muz doll up..
working bag..new shoes..new clothes (office/outdoor)..
new accessories
oven/toaster
bicycle
go overseas with dear n frenz end of this year except for Dubai..not counted..taiwan/bkk/hk/malaysia -_-"
karaoke set at home so that can sing sing and sing all day haha..
web cam..
new handphone!
repaint my room! to greeN! blue! purple!
a new branded watch..guess?!

lastly..
earn more $$..so tat can study next year!
Slim down to 50kg! hahax =X

alrightz.. gotta end now! tataz~

2006-08-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYYYY!!!! MIA again.. really very very very busy recently.. hope u understand.. not i dunwan to blog but i really got no time.. no energy to blog.. i've spending more time in the office than at home.. so can u imagine? -_-" alright like me try to summarise as short and sweet as possible.. lol... i will just post the pics and end this entry.. hahaa.. alright.. better than nth... yawns!

went new york new york at city link mall with grace, hui and yu... it was alright only.. 7/10 but i love the shake.. haha.. tasted somehow like oreo frappucino.. if u happen to go there.. have a try on the milkshake.. err something orea blah blah blah.. after tat went marina kbox from 12 to 4.. cool! it was damn tiring and i almost fell aslp.. but it was a new experience.. was my lst time there.. pretty big room.. feel more advanced.. haha..

oh yah.. this is not in sequence ok.. coz its soo long ago i dun rem when did i take those pics.. so just bear with it...

yeah.. grace's bday! 21st bday!!! and yu, hui and i went earlier to help out.. her sis was saying it looked more like a pri sch kid's bday.. LOL!!!!! but it was fun doing with the balloons and was my lst time!!! hahaha.. not bad right?! :D

having fun with the gals... :D

guess wad.. i went for a OPG coz my left bottom jaw hurts.. its still hurting now coz im still thinking whether i should pluck all my wisdom tooth or one.. as u can see.. if u know how to read the xray.. 3 are impacted 1 was growing fine.. if u were me.. wad will u do? sigh! it will cost ard 1-2k to pluck 4..but i only have to suffer one time pain.. however if i pluck one tooth which is the one tat causes my jaw to hurt.. its ard 300 plus and i have to suffer another time to pluck the rest.. i have to do that becoz in the near future i might get a tooth decay for the impacted teeth.. so wad shld i do? i need ur comments! thanks...

ok recently went to alot of restaurants to eat.. great experiences! and those foods are making me FAT!!! i think i have gained a few kgs back! sigh! im on a diet now.. so pls dun tempt me!! =X esp my mum.. she's bringing back alot of chocolates from her workplace which are free lor.. wins!

The-Line Shangri-la! with Roger, Nick and Jayce...

Fantastic place for buffet! eat buffet hui bu fei worz.. -_-" ok very lame~ haha.. is hen fei! its really a memorable place. great decorations and design layouts.. comfy and marvellous cuisines!

The desserts melt my heart! fondue leh!~ hahaa.. u know im a sweet tooth! there's crepe somemore im too full to eat them all.. -_- hahaha.. i hope i can go there again.. i hope to bring my parents there too.. :D u shld go have a try.. the food there is really fresH!!!!!!! u will nv regret! :PpP

next is the hong kong cafe.. went with gillian and shih hui.. i love the milk tea.. thanks gil for the recommendation! :) i recommend u another place with good milk tea.. which is killiney at marina square.. ok.. tat day the three of us were crazy.. we had lunch at food court.. having ban mian.. gyoza and lastly ice kacang for dessert ard 12 plus after my OPG.. we were at cine.. so went to watch lady in the water after tat.. not bad movie.. shamaylan's (did i spell correctly.. wadeva~) the village disappointed me! so i told myself i dun expect this to be a horror one.. at least i appreciate better.. and enjoy it more.. haha.. alright.. after the movie.. we went for tea break.. can u imagine.. i doubt the lunch in our stomach is fully digested but we felt hungry and "zui ba yang" loL! lol.. so we went in and ate the above! -_- i think that's the reason why i feel fat recently helP!!!!!!!!!! pls control me.. someone! dotxzz~

Its Linda's bday! ok.. belated.. i mean VERY belated bday... we ate at V8 with hoot lee and her.. and she's soo shocked but happy that we treated her and gave her an additional oreo cake.. :)

Cheers LiN!

ok.. next.. dear and i celebrated our 8th monthsary at my hse of coz.. hee with this beautiful black forest cake.. :) it was a thursday i rem.. and i bought the cake at a pastry shop near my student's hse at eunos.. lol.. hope we can stay as lovingly as ever :) thanks for being with me.. haha.. muacksz! ;P *shY*

alright.. im gg to blog abt this week.. i can rem more clearly too.. :) ok this is a busy week and im glad that its gg to end soon HA HA HA!!!! next week.. (hopefully) will be quite slack as my boss wun be in town!!!!

we had an event at pan pacific arranged by my other colleagues which im not involved.. there were excess seats for us for lunch so both jayce and i went down to join them.. haha.. we ate two days of lunch for free.. lol! cynthia wasnt that lucky.. becoz she's fasting these few days.. too badz~ for the meal shown above.. alright only lah.. 7/10.. i guess shld be quite ex though...

i love the 2nd day.. which is at hai tian lou... very nice.. i love the cod fish and mango dessert!!!! ;9 i love the sceneries.. 37th storey u know! coolz~

really enjoying great food recently! haha.. enjoying tai-tai life! lol...

ok.. finally im gg to end soon..

cynthia bought us these from thailand for her holiday.. haha.. coolz~ i got the green one.. the reason being i LOVE green! hahaha.. and nobody is gg to fight with me.. lol!

annoucement! two big news.. ok.. big news to me lah~ most prob im not gg langkawi end of this year coz of expense cut.. soo it wil be postponed to next year feb.. lol.. better than nth lah..
another is i'll be gg dubai this nov.. from 1 nov till dunno when.. the event finishes at 9 nov but most prob i will be back ard 12nov? might be earlier or later than that.. not sure.. but im sure i wun be spending my bday in singapore.. probably still at dubai or on the plane back to sin.. lol.. isnt this cooL! im gg to love this man! lol.. i'll be very very busy during oct and nov.. soo if u are trying to date me out these two months.. well u can still try.. but most prob get rejected by me.. just informed u in advance lst.. but im soo excited when cyn told me.. hahaha.. i hope i wun be soo blur then.. coz i cant afford to make any mistakes.. -_-"

alrightz.. im really gg to end sooN! tired le..
ehh i thot i say i wan to summarise right.. in e end i end up typing soo much.. -_- okies i gtg.. byez!

2006-07-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo! im back! got miss me? hahaha.. anyway... lstly... i wanna wish 4 people A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! 15072006 - Dear 16072006 - Hui 20072006 - Grace 21072006 - Pok HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the 4 of U!!!!! u have got my msg.. so no need to repeat it here.. hehe... another great thing to announce!!!! for those who know im doing two assignments for my boss.. guess wad.. i've won the ppt resume!!!! :D soo happy~ HAHAHAHA... instead of doing the formal way, i still stick to my way.. using the background of my blog as the ppt background.. and oso included some ideas by dear.. my boss enjoyed it and so do my colleagues.. HAHAHA.. im really happy.. guess wad.. the winner gets to dine with my boss at Shangri-La The line.. http://www.shangri-la.com/singapore/shangri-la/restaurants/en/index.aspx?ID=3992 My other colleague won the other EDM the email annoucement prize..so the two of us will go together.. and guess wad.. we oso won a spa voucher to the legend country club! cool rite! hAHAHAH.. i nv know i have such great treatments in citibank.. im only a temp staff haha.. im beginning to love my dept man.. love my job though damn hectic.. get to travel overseas for business trip with boss.. and my boss seems to like me..beginning to give me more impt work to do :D hee~ Woo hoo!!! Lady luck is with me! haha.. ok lets talk abt wad happened on dear's bday... we went hog's breath!!!! :D

And the steaks are TERRIFIC!!! yummilicious!!!!~ slurpz~ heez~

See! i told you.. looks good rite? hahaha.. and the plate is very BIG!

and mud cake sponsored by hog's breath for bday "surprise" lol.. really "Surprise" can.. 5 people shared the same bday as Him.. lol!!!! and guess who we saw.. you know BO YIN REN inside got one yandao.. haahaa.. he machiam like hungry ghost ok.. ate finished his portion still not enough.. his gf went to toilet still ate hers nvm.. kept looking @ wad pple were eating.. nvm.. hahaa.. in the end he ordered another dish for himself.. wins right?! hahaha.. ok enough of him..!

its photo taking time againzz...

this the sling bag i bought for him.. nice? billY bong ok. hahaha..

a swatch watch! ok.. went out with him for dinner just now.. went to swatch shop to adjust size.. he found out the price oh no! -_- anyway swatch watches are really nice! hee~ http://www.memmel-online.de/asp/index.asp?framesite=index_show.asp?artikel=7075

dear happy and very touched with the presents! hahaha...

this is TAKASHI! still rem HER! hahaha.. she's wearing my necklace and hairband lol!!! very nice.. bought by dear! :D i love it alot!!!

went back to his hse to take my stuff.. btw i stayed overnight at his hse to watch dvd.. we rented a dvd - the fog but we din watch it in the end.. hahaa.. coz i was too tired.. fell aslp even in the middle of another show on demand tv.. some korean show lah.. haha.. call wad seduction de.. hahaha.. ok nvm.. i needed rest coz i needed to rush my assignments and for my audition the next day.. =X hahaa.. dun wish to talk abt it anymore :P

anyway celebrated bday with him the 2nd time.. his mum made the sponge cake for me.. but i got no time to do the rest.. in e end she did it herself.. so sorry! -_- its been so long since my family celebrated bday with me.. envy! hee~ j/k lah.. alright man..

anyways im confirmed gg Langkawi this nov 26 to dec 3.. dun miss me too much.. hahaha.. i will be away after dora's bday and be back b4 gil's bday lol... but i scared i cant celeb w dora might leave @ 24 nov.. dun mind rite? hahaa.. im anticipating! coz nv been to langkawi b4.. its a romantic country.. breezy and calm near the beach..we are staying @ sheraton beach resort! maybe u can come and find me! lol.. :D

alright ok im fine~ how abt u guys? meet up soon k.. ok im really tired.. haha.. haven bathe yet.. gtg le cya again!!!

2006-06-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

went to JJ's CONCERT 2006 last night!!! i've only one word to say.. FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!! OMG~ his concert really rocked the night.. and seriously this is my lst time attending a concert @ singapore indoor stadium.. the $128 ticket is definitely not a waste! the only regret might be i din bring enough rolls of films to take pics of him.. only bought the 1 roll of the 36 films sigh~ and i thot there might be an interval for me to go out 7-11 to buy another roll.. the programme itinerary was fully occupied.. 3 hrs totally~ COOL~ almost every min is exciting.. ok maybe except for a-do and jin sha parts.. hahaha.. (coz im not there to support them) anyways its REALLY COOL!!! jj's costumes were all very nicely made~ alot of bRinks bRinkss.. i know dora surely like it.. haHAHA.. called her during the "yuan lai" song coz i know she loves it but she din ans my call.. soo sAd~ anyways i really enjoyed myself and once i got the pics i will upload here~ :D

anyways guess who i saw~ and who's sitting in front of me... guess who's the person in the pic above? can u guess who is she???? LOL!!! guess guess... and who's the uncle in the pic...????
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quick.. dunno the answer right.. hHAHAHAHA.. she's really sitting directly in front of me ok.. dun pray pray.. lst time go indoor stadium watched concert then saw idol liao.. HAHAHAHHA...
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ok why not take a closer look @ her.... give u a hint : she's one of the superstar contestant..

quite clear rite.. for those slower ones ok lah.. hahaha.. =X tell u the answer... SHe is.......
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CANDICE!!! really damn surprised can.. and these two gals actually wanted to take pics with her.. ok im not really interested so count me out unless is JJ! hAHAHA.. she's damn skinny can~ CMI~ pretty n sweet lah~ very fair~ really can go act as snow white liao.. HAHAHA.. i like her necklace btw.. cooL~ and her hair like baby's hair.. very soft envy~ hAHAHHA =X

now guess who is that uncle? if u like junyang.. u would know... coz i heard from yu tat there's an interview with jy and his family.. and obviously the uncle is jy's dad.. really so coincident~ jy was wearing hot pink shirt and was sitting at the far back with shui shang piao (xu huan liang) and the rest of the stage coordinators.. btw jj is really LAO SHAO XIAN YI can~ hAHAHAH.. even AH MAs oso come and support him~ but then i realised its his relatives HAHAHAHA.. saw jj's brother as well.. doesnt look like him.. his parents as well... *shy* ahhahaha... =X

ok an artistic piece of work for U!! hAHHAHA.. took from jj's xie zhen ji! i bought it @ $22 imported from taiwan.. hooray~ haven get to look @ the inside as i was too tired aft the concert last night but it muz be pretty interesting! hAHAH..

lol.. its showing jj's arm pit btw~ hAHAHAHA.. ok grOSS!!!!! :D oh yah btw we purchased 3 books so he gave us a big carrier with a J on it.. i was excited so i say i wan the bag.. in the end i realised the its printed as "J" --- JOLIN!! wad the hell~ hAHAHAHAH.. soo angry~ -_- IRONIC rite.. so lame~ wadeva~

ok enough of JJ!! hAHAH.. let me back track wad i did last 3 wks.. hMMM~~ lstly i think im quite adapted to my workplace already.. get to know my colleagues better.. now can joke ard more.. and working environment wise oso not too bad.. but guess need more time to multi tasking hHAHAH.. anyways im currently helping my colleague to do a dubai project.. talking abt dubai.. (Drool) coz its so beautifuL!!! i told her "i wish i have a chance to go dubai".. then she replied "well maybe there will be a chance!" HAHAHA.. she's giving me some hope and im kinda anticipated to go there.. i know shuenky loves tat place! anyways they were thinking of going shanghai if im not wrong during nov.. which is near my bday.. i might have a chance to go toO~~ :D soo happY~ i hope this day comes!

anyways might a cake for my mum's bday~ have a looK~ i wan to say sth b4 u praise me.. HAHA.. ok i made the sponge cake.. i blended the whip cream.. i thought of the design.. but the whole layout was made by bryan's mum.. coz she scared i take my own sweet time and later the cream might melt.. HAHAHA.. btw the conclusion is my mum tasted the cake and said it was well done! hAHHA.. and i tasted it and i feel it was not bad at all!! hahah.. my goal is to complete the whole cake by myself some day next month! HAHAHAH.. :D

To: miss piggy graceY~ On behalf of miss elephanty Gil~
miss gil wans me to show u this but i forgotten HAHAHAHA.. =9
anyways horRay! i finished my 12 wks of guitar lessons! and guess wad.. im proud to say i've learnt the basics HAHAHA.. and 1 song which is guan huai fang shi from TINO~ :D

ok enough of that.. they got their piggy.. i've got my TAKASHI! hAHAHAHA...
takashi is my new borned baby tigger.. why is SHE.. oh yah my baby is a SHE ok.. hAHAHA
and she's currently 2 wks old~ why is she called takashi.. long story~ alright i'll explain but dun faint! :D and its bought by dear~

she's bought from takashimaya.. so her lst name is takashi.. and 2nd is maya.. and surname of coz follow mine.. hahaha. then her chinese name is jin1 cheng2 HU3(tiger) becoz of jin cheng WU --- Takeshi Kaneshiro and their english name sounds soo similar.. HAHAHAHA.. ok the end =X

ok enough of tat too.. wad else.. ok lets talk abt genki sushi.. the tamp branch.. it sucks.. going from bad to worse.. i think this is the only edible food..

but its really horrible.. the noodle is so damn little.. the siew mai sucks.. the sushi's worse~ no standard at all.. dear says they really think we are japanese.!!! lol.. and i shall not step in to the branch for the 4th TIME! -_-

btw yday i bought a dvd-rw 4x blank disc.. coz i wanted to burn my da chang jin and other korean shows so tat i can make my spaces for other files.. but i couldnt burn.. why isit so? isit becoz of -rw? coz realplayer wans me to have a writable disc to burn.. well maybe my program doesnt support dvd? anyways i've nv burn anything to a dvd disc b4 so not sure.. can anyone tell me why? sigh.. think i've wasted my $24... -_-

2006-06-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyo!!! say say say~~~ u know wAD? IM SOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok yah btw i've found a JOB!!! im currently working @ citibank now.. did i or did i not inform in the previous entry? ok nvm.. jus remind u again.. ermx ok.. its jus 2 days of work and im soo shagged can.. 9 hrs of work per day.. but basically jus slacking coz onli the 1st two days.. coz i dun have a computer yet.. lets take a look @ my working desk..

u can see tat its so damn empty and im really bored coz everyone's so busy with their works..

this is how my dept looks like.. the regional training n development.. the cubicles are not really tat high so if someone stands up.. they will see wad i do.. kaoz~ not much privacy..

ok though i dun have a computer.. i have this ===> the P-touch! lol

its pretty cool! its my mini "computer" lol... actually its jus a name tag machine.. u will see wad i mean.. take note of the white strips..

yah tats wad i did yday.. coz there was a stock taking and i was asked to help a gal called stacey as all of them went for a meeting tat i dun have to attend to.. yawns im soo tired.. -_-" ehh despite i have nth to do.. i've got trainings and trainings whenever my asst manager is free.. and i gotta take down tonnes of notes.. and more notes.. and absorbs as quickly as i can.. @ citibank i get to learn alot of things.. things i nv do b4.. like reimbursement.. and purchases pantry and stationeries online.. hotel n flight reservations..and many others.. phew~ i think im getting old.. seriously!!!! argHHH~~ i dunwan -_-"

ok besides tat.. i noticed sth funny.. there are posters all over the dept.. so in front of me is this.. the CITIBANK IDOL.. lol.. dora told me dbs oso got DBS IDOL.. funny arh.. banks!!!

the champion of 2004 reminds me of someone.. he looks like the superband xia ri feng jerry isit?? lol.. -_-"

here's another poster of citibank idol 2005.. wow its held @ queenstown, new zealand ok.. dun pray pray!! my boss asks me to join lol.. so lame~ wadever! HAHAHA..

see see see!!! the shopping section!! serene a.k.a the shopaholic!!

jus bought this chain belt.. very nice and superband-like.. lol.. im lovin' it!

then its a series of stuffs i've bought b4 i start work.. love them all!!! and im planning to buy more coz i feel i really dun have much office wear and im going to work for quite long time.. i think dear very scared as i've been spending quite alot recently.. AHHAHA.. lol dun worry im not a spendthrift.. im jus buying things tat i supposed to have.. HAHAHA.. anyway yday he came aft his interview and met me for lunch @ crystal jade.. yumMY! i love xiao long bao~ =D

ok im very tired.. go back to sleep.. cya guys soooN!!! oh yah btw my working time is 9am to 7pm everyday except for wednesday from 9am to 530pm.. dunno why but isnt it better.. if u guys wan to meet muz tell me in advance.. but i can only confirm with u on that day coz i scared i got ot.. but i guess i still can make it but @ a later time..

2006-05-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

guys i have a good news for all of U!!! hee.. i've found a joB...finally!!!!!!!!!! =D yeah! i'll be working @ citibank @ millenia tower.. jus beside millenia walk.. so if u happen to pass by there maybe can drop by and have a lunch with me? lol.. or meet me after work.. hee~ dear oso found a job.. he's working for starhub.. 9bucks/hr worz~ so high rite.. and its a 4 mths 5-days work @ buona vista.. WOW~ both of us found our jobs and tat means we will have lesser time for each other -_-" ermmxx.. anyway jus wanna thank D-O-R-A (lol) for her help.. we owe u a treat ok.. i owe hw a treat too.. coz he has been accompanying for the interviews.. HAHAHA =D wait for my pay! HAHAHA..

my boss loves me! hAHAHA.. ok muz be humble.. but i have to say he doesnt dislike me.. as he immediately accepted me during the interview.. he jus asked if im able to work on the 1st june which is on a thursday.. lol.. soo effective!! so i'll be starting work this coming thur.. anyway on the same day.. wenxin sms-ed me and recommended me a job @ changi airport but oni work in weekends.. i guess maybe shuen told wx tat i need a job.. lol.. or maybe she read from my blog.. i dunno.. but anyway thanks~

hw acc me to the interview and aft tat we went to meet dora at orchard who oso had an interview with lizhuang's FREN! hAHaha.. =X on our way there.. saw turban head's close fren.. i guess she recognised me.. i was thinking perhaps she thot hw's my bf.. lol.. but sorry No.. lol.. he's my buddy~ HAHHA.. who says going out with guy fren muz be bf.. weird~ ok.. anyway i was trying to avoid her.. dunno y oso.. weird~ hAHAH..

ok then when we reached orchard ctrl.. a guy approached us for some organisation donation.. he's a glib speaker ok i feel lah.. he's jus trying to make us donate and kept praising us.. say hw got nice hairdo.. i got nice accessories.. the worse thing is that he actually say "we are couple" dotxxxx! HAHAHAH.. ok nvm anyway aft tat met up with dora and went shopping!!!! hee~ and went to find sh @ m)phosis.. she looked haggard and tired.. muz take care and rest more ok?!

today went to the food fare with dear @ expo.. at lst his mum wanted to join us.. of coz im not against it jus felt abit weird.. but anyway she din join us in the end.. haha.. ok it was damn crowded can.. ok.. not as crowded as countdownssss! -_-" i hate crowded areas! i hate shoppingsss unless im in need of something.. haha.. which i always do.. =X somebody really dunno wad is manners.. i mean wads the rush? why muz push and dash thru the crowds.. i jus dun understand.. arGHH!!! anyway it was rather suffocating jus now.. HAHA.. at least i felt so.. i was kinda irritated and uptight somehow! there weren't much stalls.. the food either too ex or not nice.. yucks~ anyway bought home some for mum and she loves it! i din get to eat coz not hungry~ now im feeling hungry waHHH~ :'( eating biscuits noW~ hAHAHA>. =X

watched the da vinci code with dear on friday night.. i was SOOO TIRED that i fell aslp during the show.. oh nO~ tat hadn't happen for quite a long time.. i guess i was too tired! sighx~ so i only managed to watch the beginning half of the show.. it wasn't bad at all.. b4 tat i heard some of my frenz couldn't understand wad the movie is trying to imply.. but i thot it was alright for me.. poor baby gotta tell me the later half of the story~ hAHAH.. -_-" there's a big twist in the storY wow! u all shld go and have a watch! oh yah almost forgotten.. the amazing thing is we bought thru phone for the tickets and we got the 3rd row..when we reached there to collect the tics i was @ the lst row.. so we confronted the duty manager and she asked us to get back to her half hr b4 the show starts.. and surprisingly.. we got the last row.. LOL!!! =D

tomo going shopping with gracey.. wow she actually took one day leave jus becoz tino aka infinity jiao HAHA.. =X was sick on thurs and we had to postpone our lesson to mon @ 7pm.. lol.. anyway we are going bugis to shop.. yeah!! then i can buy my office wear.. great! =D and tues i will be going with dora again rite? ok pls confirm with me if anyone wants to meet up with me.. hee.. muz book me in advance k!! cya~

2006-05-25T10:33:00.000+08:00

went to citibank interview @ millenia tower.. if im shortlisted..i will be working there.. travelling isnt a big prob.. coz dear says he can help me find out wad bus can travel to suntec in the shortest time.. wow.. tat will be great if i work there.. pay not bad.. but tat oso means i will have lesser time for everyone.. esp him.. hMmm... but anyway i hope i can get the job.. coz i feel the environment is great..!!! and colleagues shld be frenly lah...

oh last entry i was talking abt the adecco guy.. he called me again.. but this time was abt job lah.. he kept asking me to send him my resume.. but im still pondering whether to do so.. anyway if citibank accepted me i doubt i will give him my resume.. so have to wait for the good news lst.. today im going for the citibank interview the 2nd time to meet the big boss.. scary~

anyway there's a car exhibition @ millenia walk.. pretty cooL~ looks like the "batman" version..

oh yah b4 tat.. we went to maxwell coz i had another interview @ international plaza with adecco again.. but different branch.. the funny thing was when i met with the manager then i realised i was interviewing for the job @ adecco itself..helped them manage the finance and payroll thingy.. -_- ok im blur.. anyway she din accept me becoz on the practical basic.. i couldnt stay there for long.. as i might be further my studies next year.. anyway the pay is ard $1.4k too bAdz..

aft tat went to tanjong pagar hawker to eat.. then to amoy for fruit juice and back to maxwell food hawker to "play" with the hum ji peng.. HAHHAA.. its pretty fun.. few years ago we oso went there for the heritage excursion.. i love the sweet snack balls.. yummY!!! aft that went in URA to get free aircon and shun bian have a look.. we saw the whole map of singapore.. cooL!

its really damn detailed can.. below is the tampines area.. the red tag shows tampines regional library.. mayb u can figure where u live at.. coz its pretty clear where u stay at..

pls note where is TPJC.. somewhere @ the right side center (abit up)

ok then dora thot of quite an interesting way of taking pics.. HAHAHA.. very funny! i think pple ard us will think tat we are mad but it was indeed fun! HAHAHA..

SEE!!! lame rite~ but the hand placement is abit inaccurate.. hAHAHA..jus for fun! ok gtg.. cya~

2006-05-21T11:12:00.000+08:00

yoz everybody! i know u all must have missed me alot rite.. HAHAHAHA.. ok lah.. sorry for being M.I.A again.. dunno why.. sometimes i will have the mood to blog but sometimes i dun.. hMm.. ok think i shld really type sth here now.. lol...

ok where shld i start..
ok since i have the pic.. i will start from here..

dunman outing @ mac.. then dear came to join us aft his fren's bday celebration.. its fun to gather! hee.. then dear told us alot of his lame jokes.. and shih hui of course.. fun fun funny!

10 may 2006 --- hehe.. our 5th month!!! so fast 5 months already.. heez~ i thot we werent able to celebrate as dear had to go for jc bbq gathering.. but he came to my hse lst instead.. so touched! hee.. and im so surprised can.. he bought my favourite cakes from four leaves.. and we had a mini celebration @ my hse..

and aft that he left for the gathering...

ever since he's clearing his leaves.. i've always been seeing him almost everyday.. hahaha.. wish to spend more time with him b4 he leaves for overseas studies..

oh ya we went to marina south to eat steamboat.. we went chong pang b4.. so we decided to go the other side to try out.. ok the food varieties suck.. very little choices.. nvm.. the attitude sucks too.. terrible!! the weather was terribly hot as well.. made me even more frustrated! din really enjoy the dinner.. nvm.. then there was this "monitor" lizard.. as big as a baby crocodile.. so basically heard alot of girls' screaming.. everyone got excited.. i was damn shocked when it drew near us.. omg~ its really BIG ok! coz i've nv seen a monitor lizard b4.. then dear told me they lived in the drain and eat wad humans eat.. no wonder grow until so big size lah.. scarY~ horrible experience!

talking about horrible experiences.. ok recently im on job hunting.. went to alot of agencies to apply.. went to this agency called "adecco".. as usual.. when u enter they will give u a form to fill in.. then there are small individual rooms for temp interviews.. as for me.. as im looking for perm jobs.. i was allocated to this bigger transparent room in the middle.. i was interviewed by this man called ryan.. u know wads the horrible thing abt..? normal interview takes abt 20mins at most.. mine was 1hour plus.. but we werent talking abt the job.. instead.. he preached to me.. ok this was wad happened..

ryan: hi serene. im ryan. the XXXX
me: ok.. hi ryan..
and he sat down.

ryan: ok. lets start. so ur a catholic.
me: yah i m.
ryan: oh im a christian. and the only christian here.
me: ok (was wondering why he asked that.. but nvm)
ryan: (paused for awhile) so how's ur walk with father?
me: (looked @ him in disbelief and asked him to repeat his qn again. i remained in silent)
me: oh im quite stunned by ur qn.
ryan: oh in this world.. u will meet with a lot of unexpected things.. blah blah...
me: ok..(remained silent)
ryan: so how's ur walk with father?

arghh.. he's irritating.. quite forcing me to say sth unrelated with the interview and wasted my whole entire hour jus to hear him preach.. and he told me alot of his experiences.. i was touched by it.. the thing he wanted me to know is becoz im a backsider (as in im not tat devoted).. his main motive is to indirectly tell me i muz go back to the lord.. i was enlightened indeed! he told me alot of ppl whom he had interviewed b4..even guys.. were touched and cried.. i held my tears until the very last.. he asked if he can offered me his prayer.. i say yes and at the point of time.. i cried due to some reasons.. maybe i shld have let him pray for me.. dora was the lst to see me cry.. then hw said maybe my contact lens dried up.. haha.. then dear looked @ me to confirm.. i was quite shocked coz i din want to cry but the tears jus rolled down my cheeks.. seemed like i got hypnotised by him somehow.. but im safe now..

anyway i was abit scared of him.. he called me up the next day to have a mini interview as he promised me the day b4.. but i was too afraid to ans his call.. i asked grace who was beside me to ans for me.. haha.. this is really terrible experience! nv will i go to the branch again.. or even adecco! -_- ok the thing is not that i dunwan to go back to lord.. the thing is im afraid of preaching and all these.. i know wad im doing.. not going to church doesnt mean i dun love god! i still talk to him.. i have my own way of doing things.. and hope everyone respects the way it is..

ok nvm.. another thing is wow.. its really hard for an A lvl grad to find a $1.5k job.. i went DHL @ alps ave near changi airport for interview.. its those cargo area dun really like it so i rejected the job and esp after i heard alot of bad things from grace abt aileen.. hahaa.. the ppl there looked ok to me.. but u nv know.. i rather work in CBD area.. its safer to me somehow..

ok anyway went to international plaza's kelly services with dora.. b4 that ate lunch @ amoy street.. i saw iris who pretended she din see me.. -_- and susan.. she din see me as she was with a group of frenz.. wanted to ask xiang down for lunch but guess its abit too late.. aft tat went to chinatown.. and the stretch along maxwell road.. cool.. brought me back alot of memories.. went there once during my secondary excursion.. had the potato balls.. bought some for dear to eat.. very nice rite! hehe.. next time muz go there again..

i was attractive by the ji dan (egg) dou hua (bean curd).. but it tasted quite horrible.. HAHA.. looks are deceiving.. hHAHA... but alright lah.. $1.80.. aft tat went URA and saw the upcoming developments in singapore.. saw the casino thingy.. coolz~ the bridge is cool as well.. alot more constructions to be done.. and tat means singapore is going to be hotter in the near future!!! -_-"

i think tats abt it.. gathering pple!!!!! especially pok and xiang.. i know pok will be reading it! see when u all free.. arrange a day with me ok.. long time nv see u le.. and of coz my primary school classmates.. long time nv see them as well.. the rest u know wad to do.. hahaha.. take care peeps b4 i go MIA again~ hee

oh yah btw.. have u heard of HARD GAY b4.. he's damn hilarious!
here's a link of him.. go and have a look.. very funny lah...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjjvUO4xxlQ&search=hard%20gay%20yahoo%20english

if u wan to see more of him.. can go www.youtube.com and search for hard gay.. HAHAHAA..

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

xiao s

2006-04-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hahh XIAO S is back on taiwan thurs LIVE yu le bai fen bai.. hahaa.. anticipating worz... so singapore will telecast on fri!! hahaha..

http://www.gtv.com.tw/Program/S041120000524U/index.htm

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and i've found a link to dl DA CHANG JIN!! lol.. SOO HAPPY!!!
but the file is DAMN BIG can..14.55GB.. i think i will take a few days to finish downloading.. wosh!!! *excited* hopefully i get to watch the whole 70 series.. hehee... =D

ALL ABT JJ!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

jus came back from JJ PARTY!!!!!!!!!!! wooOHHH!!!! heez~
lstly i wanna thank grace for accompanying me!!! hope u have fun!! i have it wasnt tat HIGH.. singaporeans~ yeah! i still hope u have enjoyed urself.. heez~
anyway both of us sneaked in our mushroom swiss double cheeseburgers into expo hall 8.. HAHAA.. its not allowed but seemed like nobody cares and i even saw pple eating openly.. we ate quite secretly scared get caught by the security..hee..

ok lah.. i shld stop talking..
enjoy the pics~ btw its not very clear coz i zoom too much.. sighx~ but its still able to see "quite clearly" lah.. jus bear with it! hee~ anyway im anticipating JJ's JUST JJ WORLD TOUR CONCERT!!! yeah baby!!!! hee... i've bought the $128 premier seating... shiok!!!

we got the seats quite near the stage on the right.. JJ so CUTE!

halfway thru the show... that guy is hai die's new singer from malaysia --- lin yu zhong.. ok lah.. his voice sounded not bad..quite clear..the green t-shirt guy is junyang.. ohh he's soo SHORT! lol =X sorry if i've offend his fans..i dun hate him..neutral feelings..haha.. of coz i prefer JJ better lah~ ;D

the next part of the programme was sketching of JJ.. the four "su miao" are from the four contestants..coolz~ HAHAHA.. the middle one is by JJ.. i supposed its the nicest rite.. he can really draw.. lol.. the host ling zhi says the eyes look abit big for JJ.. lol.. do u agree? lol.. JJ rebut that this is the ideal image of him.. heez~ soo cute!

more pics of JJ......

JJ's childhood photos...SO CUTE RITE!! hahaha..
the last pic doesnt look like him at all.. lol.. abit nerdy rite.. LOL!!!
i took it from my hp.. from my dl-ed file "yu le bai fen bai -- JJ de wo jia ye you da ming xing"
he talked abt himself..abt his childhood.. lst love esp.. AHAHAHA.. Cool~

going JJ's june concert ON 24 JUNE SATURDAY **anticipate**
the other two tics are for my frens..bought on behalf of them..
the tics were signed by JJ.. and JJ shook hands with ME!!!! his hands really warm can.. HAHA.. esp when i shook hand with him and realised my hands' damn cold.. HAHA..

hmm..i dunno why..
but i feel tied down suddenly..
y isit so? can anyone tell me? sighx~

maybe im jus too tired of the world. everything. -_-"

very cute

2006-04-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

JJ..very cute horz... hee~

http://www.jjlin.name/mainpage.html -> Just JJ WORLD TOUR CONCERT (SG)
yoyo!!! who's going? tell me ok!!! i wan to go.. isit possible to get the tics from JJFC instead of queueing @ singapore expo hall 8 on 23 april? hmm.. tics selling @ $70, $90, $110 and $130 (inclusive of $2 sistic charge) i WANT!!!!!!

tears no more

2006-04-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

my tears have dried up suddenly -_-"

down

2006-04-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

i think i had an offensive comment on someone..jus being very str8 4ward as i've known this person for years.. i hope she understands..break up doesnt mean end of the world.. i know she wun be reading my blog unless someone go and tell her lah.. but i dun mind..coz i already told her wad i felt..i rather say the fact to hurt her than to say sth to console her..i think its really no use..

anyone agrees with me.. i believe when one really learns his/her lesson is when one really get out of the relationship.. the past and able to face it like an outsider..and not when he/she still feels sad and say he/she learns his/her lesson and grows up already esp when he/she claims that he/she knows his/her feelings better than others?

do u understand wad im trying to say? hahah.. ok abit chim..
in summary.. i feel that when someone jus broke up..i can hardly believe he/she can really get out of it soo quickly esp when ur in love with someone soo deeply.. agree? unless its really puppy love! in addition.. he/she cant think rationally most of the time probably due to depression? n tend to think pessimistic.. everything doesnt go the way u want.. u feel really down..cant concentrate on any shit now..right?! i've been thru it as well.. until someone could not tolerate anymore and came to scold me right in my eyes..asked me to wake up all these shit.. ermxx.. indeed the world doesnt owe me anything.. wad for get so depressed over somebody..one has to part with another one day.. wad tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi.. yay tats it! sigh..i believe everyone's facing their own stresses and pressures everyday.. me too..

i cried. wasnt very happy last few days.
but i cried for a reason.
i jus realised my parents are working soo hard yet their children still behave like kids..
i cried becoz i know they muz be very sad.. yet they can be soo strong..
i cried becoz i feel tat i can relieve stress.. its not becoz i cant get to study uni anymore..
shuen thanks for the msg.. yay u're right.. if i have the will i will have my way..
im not afraid not being able to study..
im jus afraid im not able to be filial to my parents and repay everyone who has helped me one way or another..
even i really cant manage to study.. as long as i do sth i like i feel very contented..
i wan pple ard me to be happy..
i shld be happy too..working is not a bad option..coz i get to gain experiences earlier than pple of the same batch..!!

pple misunderstood me for alot of reasons..
some think i really do not wan to study..
or jus plainly too lazy.. or not interested at all..
but the real and only reason is no one's there to help me and i can only rely on myself..
in such circumstances..i can really do nth but wait and work..
dun worry for me.. i will tide thru it one day!
=) hopefully the real serene is going to come back soon!! she jus needs abit more time to recuperate..she will be fine!

AND i really wish everyone ard me to be happy.. even meet with stresses and difficulties muz oso WEI XIAO MIAN DIU okie!! cheers!!! =D cya sooN~

the main page

2006-04-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!!! i noticed that my blogskin doesnt look exactly the same on each and everyone of ur comp..weird! anyway originally it shld look like that...

anyway i wanna inform everyone a bAd news.. sigh..i might not be studying le.. soo now looking for a permanent job.. ermmx.. for those who knows wads going on ok..if dunno then forget it i dun wanna repeat anymore.. *sad* might consider studying part time next year lah.. but see lst.. anyone got lobang with HIGH pay and i prefer admin work.. pls tell me ok..thanks! =) anyway dun be worried for me..im fine..

cute gif pic

2006-04-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha..scroll down to the middle of the main page (showing jj's video) and u'll see this very cute gif pic...ITS REALLY DAMN CUTE CAN!!! hee..enjoY! ;D

happy belated 4th monthsary~

2006-04-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

lstly i wanna wish ah dear HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY.... and counting!!!! =D
had pastamania for dinner with him..so happy coz he book out today til sun evening.. and lst thing is to come and find me!! woohoo!! sweet uh!! actually not lst thing lah.. he went home and came to find me in the evening.. dear u shld have rested @ home.. but anyway we went to celebrate our "mini" 4th monthsary!!! =D

and there we were @ pastamania a.k.a my fav restaurant!!! and... we ordered alot of food hee.. we are the hungry ghosts HAHAHAHA... pastas not enough.. we still ordered another hawaiian pizza HAHAHA.. we ate until damn full cAN! sighx~ im still feeling damn full despite its near 12am? oh no~ im still having gastric flu.. its on and off kinda pain.. the pain got worse jus now.. most prob becoz i ate spicy chickeN? u know.. its spicy esp when i added more tabasco sauce.. HEHEHE.. =P so tats probably why?! hmmm... still aching quite badly..... zzzzz!

2006-04-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

The all-in-one card for wherever you GO!

That's it --- The GO! Card.
I'm lovin' it!

2006-04-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo!!! have been rotting @ home recently..feeling vexed oso.. haix.. nowadays got alot of problems lah.. and alot of things to think.. to shang tong nao jin.. sighx~ ok nvm abt me...

woohoo!!! im going to JJ party on april 23... =D with grace... happy leh! hahaha..
anticipating the day to come worz~ *winkz* anyway talking abt JJ.. JJ is coming back to singapore soon for his promotional events for his new CD *cao cao*.. then haidie MF got this audition for his upcoming promotional events worz.. probably wan the students to participate in these events.. soo good.. wanted to go and have a look but forgotten.. soo sAd.. missed a chance! hahaha..

cute boz? hahaha.. dora went genting and brought back souvenirs for us worz... this cutie little cartoonish pen.. HAHAHAH.. mine is the yellow cowie~ cute horz~ hahaha.. i love it alot.. and hopefully i wun lose it.. u know lah dora.. im kinda blur and absent minded alright.. haha.. but i'll be sure its ard the hse 10 years later? hahaha.. ok lah.. i will try to keep it SAFE! haha.. ok.. but i have to say sth proud worz.. i still have the letters with me k... neat and tidy in a box HORZ~ ;P

went to sook hoon's ok.. now known as velvet.. due to some studies reason.. AHHAHA.. bday chalet @ aloha..ehh its tat changi or wAd arh? ok.. its the one @ pasir ris ok the past sunday.. surprised tat she invited us..coz not very close to her.. had fun lah.. wad else can we do @ a chalet when we dunno the rest of the pple? haha.. the answer is eat.. eAT.. EATTT lah.. hahaha.. and so we ate..and kept ourselves entertained.. btw tat day was the campus superstar finals.. and zhiyang won..greaT! anyway i heard a news tat play music (or isit other records co.) doesnt wan to sign him as a singer? and they actually to sign the other 3 of them (theresa, geraldine and renfred)? oh no..isit real.. isnt it abit humiliating? i mean its really bad to do tat to a champion lo.. they claimed tat he's not good looking.. oh come on~ do u think kang kang is good looking? duhz~ -_- can sing its good liao lo.. ok enough of that.. anyway very happy coz... saw adeline and linda pom pom.. LOL!!!! really elated lah.. coz long time nv see them.. they still look the same.. ok aft tat went home with them ..ade driving us back to the pasir ris interchange while we took bus 17 home.. coolz~ i oso wan to learn driving!! hee.. =D

went kbox with hw, dora and sh..hhaha.. lst time ever.. lst time heard hw sing lol.. HAHAHA.. its great to see tat he's speaking up more.. and getting more used to us.. HAHAHA.. and we are getting more used to Him as well.. anyway wanna give him a BIG BIG thank yoU!! haha.. coz he went thailand with tng, kinphang, wee foon and li zhuang.. and reserved abt $200 for us on our presents.. HAHAHA>. muack lah.. ops~ dun let bryan see HAHAHAH =X ehh.. then very nice lah.. really very very nice lah.. AHHAHA.. he bought 4 sets of bags, slippers, chopsticks, toys and t-shirts for us.. how nice of him rite.. only we got priviledge ok! hahaha.. soo happy~ HAHAH.. thanks lah~

anyway having gastric flu now! *pain pain* nvm me.. it always happens periodically.. so im kinda used to it! sighzx~ oh no~ hahaha.. i feel like eating egg oyster worz.. anyone wanna go bedok north with me LOL!!! yummyz~

ops~ forgotten to update this..

hahah.. forget abt the look.. look abit like portugese egg tarts.. ok might not look appealing but at least look like egg tarts rite.. lol.. from dear..it doesnt taste great at all.. but to me.. its actually not bad worz.. LOL!!! my effort work ok.. ok not oni mine.. dear's mum and himself too.. i made the least lah.. HAHAHA.. coz i took a long time to make the crust.. seriously.. its not as easy as it looks.. HAHAHHA.. soo "applause" for ME!!! HAHAHAH.. really lah.. it tastes not bad esp when u put in fridge k..

@ baby's hse...we are crazy liao lah.. coz too long nv take pics together.. lOL!!! bear with us ;D

so many things to blog arh....

2006-03-30T12:36:00.000+08:00

sorry peeps..went MIA again..but im back NOW! sorry to keep u waiting my loyal readers... ok where shld i start froM? hmm..ok wad comes to my mind lst then i blog wad ok..

latest..yday went kbox with gil and sh..2nd last day of the special night promotion..we sang from 7 to 1130.. pretty fun..of coz lah..with my gals surely fun de! hahaa.. ;D ok..aft that went tamp interchange mac (the 24 hrs branch) to eat supper...wad a SIN rite!!!! anyway guess who we saw..actually i saw "him" lst.. ok... guess guess guessss??? u surely know one lah...
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the answer is B-R-Y-A-N!!!!! not my bf plsss.. hahaha.. its bryan wong.. ehh nono.. not wang lu jiang... its BRYAN WONG..wang yan li.. the FIRST star idol WORZzzz~ i eye contact with him for a few secs haha..quite funny lah..i was engrossed with our conversation until a guy walked past behind gil and sh.. jus being my usual self..i will look up to see who is that..wow..tanned tall shuai.. BRYAN WONG! haha..so lucky arh.. starstruck worz.. then i kicked gil's legs..hinting her who i saw..well he wore tee and surf shorts.. jus like other guys lo..he's with the other star idol contestant.. chen yan per gil.. i think she looks more cool on tv.. perhaps its her hairstyle..on tv she looks more punk and style.. and our missy tan sh.. hahaha.. the most lag.. or laggiest of all!!!!! really man 3 pai ok... not i wan to say her.. hahaha... but zz is right lah!!! she's really damn lag.. we wasted alot of our salivas to explain to her the whole happening... hahahaha... CMI~ soo funnY!

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okok..im back again.. haha.. why do i put *** becoz yday typed halfway very tired..haha.. soo went to take a nap..den lazy to come back blog again.. LOL!!!... ermmxx.. okok..

lets have a great luff!!! look @ this pic.. isnt it hilarious?! lets make a guess.. this is drawn by who? hahaha..as u can see.. the better one is on the right and its obviously drawn by me.. HAHAHA... and i dun have to dun hav to say much abt the drawing on the left..coz its HORRIBLE! hahahaha... but quite cute lah.. if im sad i look @ it..i think i will feel much better at least.. HAHAHAH...seriously do i really look like tat? hahaha.. the hair looks machiam balding..i got luff until liddat arh? haha.. the eyes.. AHAHHA.. OMG~ ok as u can see from the top left.. OUSY.. it shld be L-O-U-S-Y!!!! hahaha.. dear..pls go practise more b4 u draw ur cutie darling ok?! hahaha..

ok next..we went zoo a few wks ago..FINALLY!!! ok its fun but not as fun as last time.. might be becoz im older.. but i feel tat its really not as fun as b4 leh.. din get to see alot of animals.. its possible that they reserved those animals for night safari..so tat they can earn more $$ waD.. kaoz~ soo BAD! wad abt the day-time customers!!!! unfair~ anyway observe the 2 red parrots.. were the making out? hahaha.. no lah.. they were fighting!! hee.. dun think too much =D

hee.. i love this picasa program.. thanks to engky! can save alot of time uploading alot of pics.. jus compile everything in less than 1 min.. wooo~ FUN!!! but the bad thing is u cant shift the pics.. oni can change the position.. -_-""

ok..these are my colleagues.. if u have read my previous entry.. i bet u will find them familiar.. tat was my last day of work.. and they miss me.. and i will miss them TOOO!!! hahah.. they r really a bunch of goodie frenly crazy peepz~ too bad grace-san wasnt there tat day.. she took off! soo sad~

i bought cakes for them.. and they L-O-V-E-D it! its really delicious lah.. and it costed me abt 20 plus bucks but its ok..becoz they oso treat me alot of good food during my stay there... hee.. they bought me a pearly necklace.. its kind of AA lah.. they thought that i will dare to take the challenge of wearing the heavy necklace out.. but im sorry..i cant! haha.. i tried to.. but its really heavy and complicated.. and.. wadsoeva.. its abit too over for me.. however not to disappoint them.. i shall wear it as pearly belt instead.. and i feel its not bad at all.. heez~

next..ermmxx.. ok.. lets talk abt the outing with BLG.. went out with them on saturday forgotten which for steamboat.. yummy!! im soo surprised to see LEE PEI!!!! hee.. too bad grace wasnt there.. she was sick.. look @ the mess..the table was full of food! can u believe it.. 5 gals soo tan chi.. lol..we ate for 3 hrs if i nv rem wrongly.. LOL!!!! aft tat still eat red bean ice cream.. HAHAHA.. CMI rite?! tats us! heez~ i like the pic of 5 of us.. we smiled until very happy rite.. hee..

look @ the cream puffs~ hee.. dun u think it looks yummy? hahaha.. its done by ME worz~ hahahaha.. bu lai rite? not bad horz.. HEHEHE... supposedly i made tat for brother de.. for his bday.. but in the end failed to do tat.. i made extra for the gals since i was meeting on tat day haha.. got good comments from them worz.. lee pei even says my ambition is to be a housewife -_-" this is interest mah.. hahaha.. i really love making all these.. anyone interested to be my partner with me.. we go open a shop together.. haha.. making cream puff roti john.. and blah blah.. anyway dear's mum and i had a "cookbook" conversation last sat.. lol.. soo funny.. i think tat was the longest conversation i had with her for the past 3 mths.. hahaha.. she promised to teach me worz!~ soo happY~ my mum even wanted me to learn pineapple tarts from her.. oh no! i feel soo auntie suddenly hahahha.. but im rather impressed by her.. she had a whole big stack of notes and recipes lo.. i cant believe it.. unless i am very free.. i dun think i have the time
to go and learn.. my aim now is to make egg tarts..and pandan cakes.. HAHAHA.. his mum say i can cook ok..hahaha.. my roti john the best.. no one can reject.. who wans to place order??? hahaha... selling 1 for 50c.. hee..

ok lastly.. this is my latest collection.. haha.. bought a new mickey bag and watch.. the pair of shoes oni cost me $13.. the elephant pouch..very cute horz.. from precious thots.. and lastly pls focus on the guitar and not the strawberry bed.. HEHEHE.. yeah.. talking abt guitar... yday was my 3rd guitar lesson @ hai die music forest worz... hehee.. im learning the basics now.. not bad.. the teacher..tino.. is damn pro lah.. can sing can really play very well.. bu kui shi lao shi.. AHHAHA.. he likes calling my name dunno y.. everytime serene here serene there.. ok nvm.. maybe im too ADORABLE.. hahaha.. anyway he says i have classical hands.. i dun really know wad he means by that.. does tat mean i can oni play classical music? -_-"" abit ridiculous lah.. ok i shall show him i can be modern as well HAHAHA =D

ok anyway i wanna thank frenz.. for helping me for the past few weeks.. i will appreciate alot.. regardless u can or cannot help me.. at least u offered ur help.. im very thankful le.. THANK YOU! i dunno hows the situation now.. i have approached the MP.. the sch.. and even the bank.. today ntuc thrift cust service representative called me.. and told me some ways.. planning to try out.. but i need help lah.. anyone willing to be my guarantor? they say fren can help IFFFFFFF... he/she willing to be a member of NTUC thrift.. then can sign up for fixed deposit.. for instance if i wanna loan 20k.. that person needs 22k at least in the bank (full amt loan + interest rate) i was half awake when she called.. so i forgotten to ask wads the duration for the 22k? isit muz be the whole amt or can be by installments.. maybe mon im going down to find them to ask clearly with bro.. haiz~ this is getting difficult.. if nth can help.. i think im really not going to wait anymore le.. sighx~ getting abit tired of this.. i mean VERY.. haiz~

2006-03-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ!!!! =D ur 25! woooSHH!!!

sudoku~ gain lose weight~

2006-03-08T10:01:00.000+08:00

ate two days of steamboat on sat and sun respectively.... gained 2 kgs ok... not kidding.. one kg per day.. can u imagine? sat went out with my dmn choir frenz.. then sun with my fren to celebrate my bro's bday.. he treated us btw.. sat went to marina south ate @ chong pang $12/pax while sun ate one restaurant 1st level @ roxy square -- opposite of waterfall parkway if im not wrong.. while u can find bus 12/14/32.. blah blah there... this is horrible lah.. 2kgs ok.. but dun worry i've shed 1.5 of it.... left 0.5 to go.. know why becoz im sick again... aiyoz.. my nephew and sis are spreading it back to me.. and my supervisor too.. soo my immune system is really weak or isit tat i haven fully recovered? soo im soo damn unlucky and beaten by stupid cough and flu virus` yuck~ get lost! i wanna get WELL!!!!!

recently im addicted to sudoku.. hee.. very fun leh.. ok.. for me lah.. jus interesting!!! get to crack my brain to solve the puzzle... challenging!!!! if u know me well, im a person who will be very engrossed in something tat i like alot.. like for instance the sims!!! hee.. get wad i mean? hahaha.. i can play all day and not going out..

im going swimming later with gil and dora @ dora's aunt's condo.. YAY!!! can use the sauna and jacuzzi!! FUN!! err maybe not the sauna.. its torturous!!! burning hot!!! wonder how dora can tolerate it.. hahaha... yay swim swim swim!!! i L-O-V-E swimming hee =D

sat im going music forest with grace.. and maybe yu? haven ask her yet.. though she told me she's interested in joining us as well.. wahh.. mu nu yi lian xin... hahaha.. we're going there to check it out.. coz we r planning to sign up for guitar course.. so fun!!! hee.. i dun mind trying for 12 lessons.. oni abt 200 plus.. actually its considered quite cheap le.. hee..

recently oso very in love with making desserts and snacks... i like leh.. ok very motherly.. haha.. im potential housewife ok?!!! hahaha...alot of pple say nice ok??!!! hahaha.. actually thot of selling it.. lol.. roti john arh.. cream puffs.. cakes.. egg tarts.. haha.. i dun mind opening a confectionery shop worz... actually its one of my dreams.. hahaha.. do u think will succeed? lol..

Superband!

2006-03-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

WOw.. guess wad.. my fren's band got in for the top 18 SUPERBAND!!!!

-GLAMOURS-

take a good look @ it.. and other bands of coz...
btw they are the oni girl band worz...
though i saw 3 more gals jus now while browsing the superband webby.. hahaa..
dear was saying..aiya very few guys will wan to watch.. coz soo little gals.. lol.. -_-" seeee LANGGGG!!!!!! hahahaha... *bish*

http://u.mediacorptv.com/storylanding.htm

join their yahoo grp if u wan!
http://asia.groups.yahoo.com/groups/glamours_visage/

btw heard tat jinli went for singapore idol audition worz.. haha.. anyone knows whether he got in? lol.... marc and grace chen participated too... they can sing.. hope they can get into top.. ermm 20? haha.. good luck guys!! when's my turn? hahaha... :P

toppan photomasks

2006-02-28T18:47:00.000+08:00

ok..im going upload some pics for the company lunch and my colleague, grace's bday...

WOW.... LAO YU SHENG!!!! yuMMYzzz~ ehh actually i dun really like to eat lah.. but it considered not bad le.. hee.. went tong le @ east coast~

Busily eating.. hahaa...look @ the table... ITS DAMN MESSY CAN!!!! hahaha..we are a bunch of "chu Lu" pple.. LOL!!!

HAPPY TOPPAN FAMILY!!! =D i feel very fortunate to work with them..coz im the youngest over there..and they are really super duper nice pple!!!! dunno who were saying im gonna stick wit them 4eva coz im in the "family" photo.. haha.. anyway these peeps are from my CSR/Sales/App Dept.. hee.. from left --> Evelyn (she shares the same bday as me..but 2 years older..dun look like rite..she's soo tiny..xiao lai jiao worz a.k.a my twin sister), tats ME!, Grace (she's a crazy gal..pro in jap..1 year older than me..a.k.a da xiao mei), followed by Kayong, Steven (my manager Lao Ban! very generous de haha), Leah Leah (she's the one who says i look like hamtaro..-_-"), tats Candice (she's the pregnant colleague), Hazel (actually she's from another dept but our lunch partner), May (my CSR leader! my supervisor..she's oso another crazy babe! haha..very loud n str8 person) and lastly Calvin (our sales manager..not very close with him lah..)

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24-02-2006

there she is.. the bday gal.. grace-san!!!! hahaha.. strawberry shortcake..yum yum! but very creamy..dun really like.. anyway its from four leaves!!! definitely no. 1 choice.. hahaha..

u know why she landed on the floor? hahaha.. long story.. let me tell u... ONCE UPON A TIME.. :p

THREE GALS HAD A CREAM WAR!!! (lao ban very notti.. haha.. he took photos of us without our permissions.. hahaha..and kayong said we are her "hao jie meis" lol)

AND POOR GRACE-SAN LOST THE WAR! hahaha...coz may-san took part as well... =D

this is b4 the war lah.. grace and may may..soo no cream on hair.. its really slippery after the "war" haha.. and we had to clear up..aft work tat day..went to meet 15As..and i stinkeD! coz i smell of cream... yucks! hahaha..

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oh yah.. i forgotten tat i went tamp kbox last night... had a great time singing with grace... i think i clique with her the best..maybe becoz our age gap is the nearest.. we sang from 7 to 1030.. shiok man!! haha.. actually alright lah.. coz both of us were too tired to cont.. anyway i recommend all of u.. from now till 31 mar.. kbox got a promotion.. "special night".. u can sing from 7pm to 1am.. @ tamp kbox lah.. then from sun to thur.. oni surcharge..tidbits.. $6++ u have to pay for the drinks lah.. i spent oni $10.50 yday.. isnt it greaT? guys.. date me to k-ge k.. hahahaa... cheap cheap chEAPPPP!!!!

yeah.. say CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!

its abit dark over there.. we looked abit scary rite? hahaha.. =D hee.. nvm lah..

aiyoz.. okok.. i jus came back from work.. very tired le.. yday din slp well... *yawnz* gtg... take care peeps~ sweet dreams heee.. =D

15As gathering on 24 feb 2006

2006-02-26T15:04:00.000+08:00

haha... thot we could have full 18As gathering.. but eng couldnt make it in the end...
15As oso not bad lah.. ahhaha shuen said chiaw and mel are constant (k) factors.. the rest of us are primary (P) factors.. lol.. abit lame you mei you~ hahaha...

the three of us on the escalator towards lvl 2....

then towards level 3 on escalator again.. and shuen was trying to make funny faces.. aiyoz~ hahaha... then my phone cam too lag.. ended up liddat haha.. sorry lah.. but im still not very used to it! ;D

and then we saw chiawy.. but he said he might not be meeting us.. dotxz -_-"" we followed him to mount zion isit? or dunno wad shop lah.. @ level 3.. ok nvm..u know im blur..

mel and i waited outside for him..shuen followed him in.. mel complained abt her heavy bags and tat she was tired.. and so she sat on the... *ahemz* i shall not say.. she's still a kid~ hahaa.. :P

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ok break time..we left for LJS for dinner..chiawy managed to join us later..and followed by shaun..as usual..ate chit chat and talked cock there..we left early coz chiawy still din give up.. he still wanted to hunt for his children bible..soo we were back to the shop @ tm again... -_-""

we were bored.. ops~ haha.. soo we started taking photos again.... that's shaun and i...

presenting S.M.S...... long time no see~

ok..shaun and i very bo liao.. took each other's photo.. and see mel's facial expression.. luff luff luff.. very funny isit!!! hahaha

tat's mel and shuen..shuenky finally "Dare" to take photos with us liao.. last time she was abit reluctant.. lol.. :D ohh and i realised i forgotten to take photo with her alone.. next time ok?

how can i miss out chiawy rite... he's paying for his bible.. while i acting crazy again.. i think the salesperson might be tHinking tat we were ALL MAD! hahaha.. who cares~ as if he remembers me.. =P

We couldnt persuade chiawy to take photos with us.. soo ended up with the four of us... CHEESE!!

Where am i? haha.. im the photographer.. eee er,... act cute!! LOL!!!

look @ chiawy.. wAHAHAHA.. soo funny lah.. LOL!!!! he looked soo LOVED to the pooh family! hahaha..and i finally took a pic of Him with His consent.. hahaha.. -_-""

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went to watch final destination 3 with baby...yday i was experiencing a little mood swing.. ok it started on fri nite.. ok im mad..jus couldnt help it lah...i told him i dun feel like going anywhere.. though we initiately planned to go his hse make cream puffs.. haix~ i felt bad of coz.. he rejected his fren's bday dinner jus to spend time with me yet i behaved liddat.. aiyo~ im sorry dear! hmm but at least we meet rite.. ok lah.. next week i will spend more time with u.. coz time is running out.. hmm.. ok anyway fd3 was great? i will give 7/10.. alot of gory scenes.. i even used my hands to cover my eyes.. -_-"" or isit i feel protected with dear.. haha.. coz i seldom do tat.. except for the exorcism beginning movie.. if i have to compare fd3 to fd1 and 2.. i still feel fd1 is the BEST!!!! 9/10!!!! fd3 is still worth for a watch..go for it! u wun regret.. but i feel the deaths are not enough..and its rather short..maybe its becoz i anticipated for the movie; it was rather disappointing one way or another...

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JJ's CAO CAO!!!! oh my GOD!!! its a DAMN NICE album can!!! especially track 1... ZHI DUI NI SHUO!!!!! sa rang hei yo!~

IT'S BEEN SO LONG BABY
SO MANY HOURS...SO MANY DAYS
我心里的这句话，还是想对你说 사랑해요

站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤

不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
In my heart we'll never be apart

残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说

사랑해요 means "I love you"
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑

사랑해요 只对你说
I will love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

oh how sweet... hee..
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enjoy!

*tataz*

fen shou kuai le

2006-02-21T13:39:00.000+08:00

hey frens... u know who u are...
this song is dedicated to U.. jus for U.. ok..

(i know its abit old liao..but tats wad i wanna say to u..esp the chorus k my dear...)

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/24235ht.htm

wadeva happens.. jus rem ur frenz will be there with U..
i've been thru it b4.. and i know how ur feeling now..
jus wanna tell U..my fren, i care!

cherish wad u have now.. no one knows wad the future'll be like..
its not end of the world..
ur family, ur frenz will be supporting u all the way.. trust me!
look @ the brighter side of life..ok?! SMILEZ! jiayou`

2006-02-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

19-02-2006

Had a belated V'day meal with dear...
i prepared it~ hope it really tasted nice yday.. hahaha...
maybe the taste wasnt 100% perfect.. but it was 100% hardwork ok! =D

does it look nice? haha...ok pork chop again.. wo zui li hai de mah!!! hahaha... this time is all by myself okie! hee~

the whole thing.. appetizer was roti john... the most delicious i guess?? hahaha.. soup was cambell mushroom potato.. main course pork chop.. it tasted abit salty.. hmm.. but it was alright overall.. i got 8/10 ok.. hahaha...

not forgetting the dessert!! hee.. its black forest cake..with grapes as deco.. hahah..aft operation! why i say tat? coz i cut the cake into heart shape... nice mah? creative rite? heee...

this is b4 operation.. hee..now u know wad i mean! =D

dear says : "only one word for U... GOOD!!!!" hahaha...
we saved money and can enjoy the same meal!!! hehee~

aft tat we went zi-lian-ing again aft the meal.. we were damn fuLL!!!! WAHAHAHA... =D btw if u notice the background.. we were @ my living room... hahaha.. my family left us alone there.. our mini "candlelit lunch" hahaha...

heY! its me! hee.. and the cake~

how sweet! hee..

kiss goodbye! hahah.. ok..im tired liao.. btw today i nv go work.. long story~ i was out of the hse.. at the overhead bridge already.. i realised i forgotten to take my hp with me.. so i went back home to take.. i planned to take a cab.. soo i sat down and lied on my bed awhile for the time to pass.. when it was abt time.. i realised i couldnt get up..when i managed to drag myself up.. i felt giddy and felt like vomiting.. haix~ jus wondering wad's happening to me? how come im always liddat? weak body~ when can i get well? haix~ i think im having "ping (2) xue (3)".. haiyoz~ sick~ i dun like tat! im having giddy again.. think i better go rest sobz~ sorry dear for worrying! and disturbing u from slping~ -_- take care guys~ weather is BAD!!! its HORRIBLE!!!! :P

12As Outing and a trip to the zooooo

2006-02-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

17-02-2006

12As Gathering --- Mel, Eng, ChiAwy and Me... -_-
it was fun though hahaha...
went subway for dinner.. suggested by eng.. who has subway meals 3 times a week.. arent u sick of it eng? hahaha.. ok nvm.. maybe u really love it.. or u wan to be the subway man.. who slims down dunno how many kgs.. lol... u can go be the next ambassador of subway liao lah...

anyway guess which of those were eaten by us?
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ans...top left (mel), top right (eng), bottom left (chiawy) and bottom right (ME!!)
mel's definitely still the neatest.. CMI ar~ hahaha...

its mel and eng... SMILEZ!!!! btw eng i like ur hotpink 3/4... coolz~ where u bought it? hahah..

that's me and chiawy... chiaw claimed tat he's not photogenic.. then he didnt wan to take the pic at lst!!! haha.. and eng said im shivering.. did i? i oso dunno either.. maybe i too excited ba.. haha.. take photo with chiawy leh... he really slims down alot... and told us how he did it.. the 7 days outfield story.. haha.. i oso wan to go.. lol!!!! my 48kg!!!!~ :P

chiawy complained abt this ugly hair.. cut by the NS pple.. hahah.. its obvious the barber was a lousy one.. haha.. coz cut until got "hole" one.. hahaha.. btw pls tilt ur head 90 deg anticlockwise.. i dunno why but i couldnt do anything to the pic...

STAR!!!!!! very nice rite... done by chiawy.. i muz say he's damn li hai lah.. the straw is soo thick and hard.. he still managed to make it into a star.. **applause** =D

aft dinner.. we were pondering where to go next..coz its still early.. 9pm.. in the end we ended up @ bugis b1 arcade..played pool there.. it was fun.. im the OVERALL WINNER OK!!! hahaa... i mean whoever paired with me.. wON!!!! hahaa.. not becoz im good @ pool.. its jus tat IM LUCKY!! hahaha.. ok..except for chiaw~ we played the photo hunt game as well.. til 1130pm.. eng was the timekeeper.. i think she was kinda worried tat she couldnt get home.. coz the last train left exactly @ 1130.. if im not wrong.. she left hurriedly for the bus.. the three of us waited for my dear's car to come..he's sending us home.. soo we waited... meanwhile..mel and i took photos of coz~ haha.. abit zi lian lah.. haha.. i shall not post all.. mel if u wan.. i can send it to u.. haha..

ok my hand's shaky again!!! i need time to adapt to this phone mah..

i took this pic w/o the two realising.. hahaha... GOTCHA!!!! candid shot worz~ y i smile until soo mian qiang hahaha.. maybe too tired le..

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18-02-2006

The next morning.. very excited becoz im ready for the zoo trip! hee~ dear and his dad came to fetch me @ 11 plus.. b4 tat they went to collect smth.. aft tat we went isit serangoon garden for lunch? ok.. they went for lunch.. and i ate cheng teng.. =D the weather was damn hot and humid so his dad suggested tat we should go @ late aftnoon.. so we went to his hse to rest and again.. took some pics @ his living room.. hee..

act cute eh? haha..

ok..i jus wanna say we managed to enter the carpark of singapore zoological garden!!! hahha.. we din manage to go in.. becoz it WAS RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can only use one word to describe us! SWAY!!!!!!!!! -_- seriously lah.. early aftnoon it was soo sunny and bright.. later part of it.. sighx~ dear says heaven hates us.. tiaN ar! lol.. nvm.. i believe we will get in one day!! haha..at least i got to see how much changes they've made years from now.. coz its been long time since i last went to the zoo.. and i managed to take a pic of the signboard in the caR!!! hahaha.. not bad le lah~~~

2006-02-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

As promised.. i will upload the pics from my hee.. NOKI 6111!!! =D

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14-02-2006

presenting the indian rojak... its horrible lah.. we couldnt finish it LOL!!!

not forgetting the chicken cutlet rice + sirloin steak rice... SOO FULLL!!!!!

WOW.. see our LEFTOVER!!! winzz~

CHEEESSEE!!!! photo taking after our meal...... hee..

WOW... did i see wrongly... 3 beauties worz.. WAHAHAHA.... :P *rub eyes* LOL!

did i see somebody acting cute?? ohh.. tats meow mi.. haha.. mr koh!

this bouquet of roses from dear~ im lovin' it! =D wo ai ni babY!!! hee~

hootlee unites! gil joined us after tat...smilez~ and tats how we spent our V'day..!!!

Bye bye sammy sung! wo hui xiang ni de.. hee.. notice the background.. ok its messy.. i mean the snoopy.. notice the ears are tied up? haha.. my snoopy's name is DA TOU.. why? becoz of its heavy and big head.. gillian loves it.. maybe she thinks its COOLLL to tie the ears (as hair) Up? hahaa... this u've got to ask her.. hehehe..

to be continued....

JJ New Album "chao chao"

2006-02-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

JJ's new album "Cao Cao"

if u wish to listen... the link --> http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_bf62256ef47ee460.htm
listen only k.. cannot download...

hahaha... loyal fan_C worz.. hahaha... :P

(Xiao Xiao) ---wo bu zhu de ta
link --> http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/114332ht.htm
go listen.. tune composed by JJ.. hee.. i think quite nice! hee~ =D

blur blur rene~

2006-02-16T09:23:00.000+08:00

ok. i admit im blur.. but i din know im still so blur... hahah.. haix~

jus now i was buying milo @ the vending machine.. then i din take it out (forgotten)...and went chit chat with my colleague abt the egg (with onion) pancake she made.. then a cleaner came into the breakroom to buy drink..i was too engrossed with the conversation i guess.. i forgotten abt my milo.. arhhH!!!! guess wad.. now my milo is mixed with err abit of coffee? or milk tea? lol.. wierd taste.. ok.. my fault!! i kept apologising to him jus now!~ i feel guilty! hhaha..haix.. blur mE! -_-

im going to the zoo zoo ZOO..how abt u u U..u can come too toO TOO..we're going to the zoo zoO ZOO.... =D im going to the ZOOOO this sat with dear! *happY winksss* hee... soo long nv go zoo le..wonder how is it like now?! haha.. i hope its fun! hee.. ok u muz be thinking.. kiddish couple des? hahaa... aiyoz.. we're still young mah.. LOL!! i wan to explore everything in singapore with him..dunwan to be like typical couples always go shopping, shopping, watch movie and more MOVIES!.. very bored de leh.. u know?! haha.. agree? LOL!!!! =D

when can i eat my billy bombers!!!!??? hahaa...

ok..yday i told dora abt my bday wish.. lol.. still quite far..a few mths more.. but i dun care! haha.. i wan a makeover!!!! =D christian dior? lol.. i dun mind its ex..i can even share if u all short of $$ haha.. but i wan!! i wan it to be my 21st bday present!!! hee.. as well as my MS cake okie! haha... i wan i wan!!!!

aiyoz.. i got ulcer.. PAIN!!!!!!!

countdown last day of work::: 15 days more...
JJ's album.. 1 day more!!!! weeeeeeee!!!!!

Happy Valentine's day!!!!!! a fun day!

2006-02-15T09:34:00.001+08:00

woohoo~!!! yoz~ everybody!! yo yo!! haha.. ok im crazy =D
Happy Belated V'day and frenship day to all my frenz OUT there!!! did u enjoy urself yday? i do! hee.. i think this year's vday was a special one to me..

guess who i spent the day with? haha.. of coz my beloved hooters..dora and shih hui w/o gil coz she went for tuition.. i was bad coz i postponed my tuition again with some stupid reasons..ah hui helped me out.. i felt guilty..ok shall try my student nicer abit.. haha.. less homeworkssss.. =D ok.. i went out with 3 pple.. guess who's the last one? lol... its none other than MR Koh..koh wad.. koh pi tiam? nonono.. haha.. we actually celebrated vday with mr koh han wei.. OMG!! this is unbelievable rite? haa.. -_- alrighteyzzz its was indeed fun!

i shall post the pics tonight as im @ work now.. sianz~ [[countdown 16days to last day of work]] u muz be wondering why i never spend vday with him rite? aiyoz.. coz he's in camp..though he got nights out..but i feel its abit rush for us to celeb tog..waiting to eat at those stupid restaurants already take up our precious time.. and he needs to book in aft tat.. abit ridiculous lah.. so i prefer we celeb on sat.. dear really touched my heart lah.. =D
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late morning ard 11plus.. a guy called me..claimed tat he's bryan's fren.. lol.. (at lst he din tell me who he is) ok then he told me he was supposed to deliver sth to me on behalf of bryan to my workplace..and asked me wad time im available..i was damn shocked! soo surprised can~ coz i din expect it at all.. i really love the flowers alot! hee~ thanks baby!!! I HEART U.. hee =D anyway i told his fren to come aft 130.. he came at 4 plus.. thank you! hahaa.. -_- abit AA yday..think almost all of my coy know someone delivered flowers to me..haiyoz~ den the hr manager even told me jokingly.."u know this is banned..becoz we nv get any..u oso cannot get.." haha.. dear soo sweet rite? *delighted!* ;-D

ok back to yday's dinner.. guess wad.. we went S11 to eat!! lol...funny lah..we ordered indian rojak.. worth $9.70..dora and i were stunned..u see the pic u'll know! haha..ok and he oso bought 1 plate of sirloin rice and 1 chicken cutlet rice..as usual we will chit chat and luff all the way.. and we were too full to finish all the food..its really amazing to talk to hw for soo long..compared to last time..he really improved alot le..he used to be very very quiet..introvert..and shy? lol.. now he's more opened up..and dare to joke along with us..crazy~ he wanted to buy beef noodle for us somemore.. -_- passerbys might think we were crazy coz we kept taking photos of ourselves.. haha..i even saw pple luffing @ us.. *paiseh* haha.. but it was fuN! i dun care~ we are too loud pple.. haha.. soo restaurants are not suitable for us..restrict us from talking n luffing loudly..if not we sure get alot of stares.. kopitiam is definitely a great choice! haha.. who says vday muz go restuarant celeb.. mei chuang yi! hahaha.. :P

aft tat we went to take neoprints.. funny lah~ hw acted very "gu niang".. his hair oni made him look very girl already.. haha..soo can u imagine.. its really hilarious to see him imitating how gal walks..imagine his build and everything.. haa.. cmi~ next stop was the arcade.. we played the i dunno the name..but its white discus-like shape..then we are supposed to stop the opponents from scoring pts and score pts ourselves.. i paired with hw and dora with sh.. haha.. i was mad.. damn high.. shouting from the start to the end.. LOL!!! all of them cannot tahan me.. hahaha.. esp hw who was standing jus beside me.. lol!!! =D cmi lah.. its my si (3) xue (4).. hahaha..

met up with gil for awhile..hw was damn quiet aft tat.. haha.. shall not blog abt it.. gil will kill me.. haha.. =X so overall yday was fuN! and the 3 of us dun have to pay a single cent.. =D $30 plus for 4 pple.. very cute for vday ok!!! tats our budget celebratioN! haha..

i jus wanna comment sth... guys and gals out there.. wad do u think of possessive? isit good or bad? i cant tolerate it myself..its abit ridiculous..possessive its alright but over-possessive is bad..esp those who will stick to u all the time..no social life..everything oso muz interfer one.. guys might think its great..coz this proves the gal loves him..but hey plss.. its really over le..imagine everyday seeing each other..ok nvm..then stop u from meeting ur frenz..cannot talk to gals..forbid u from talkin to ur frenz..muz be serious all the time..cannot play water games..or "dangerous" stuffs like water bombs.. lol..can u tolerate? aiyoz~ tats bad! really bad.. no one is supposed to do tat to me.. haha.. luckily he is not liddat =D im lucky~ he's lucky too~ haha..

18As..we're meeting on friday..!! yeah!!! great~ *anticipate!* soo sad i missed out the fun last week..maybe hope we can cont the fun this friday k.. soo meet where? any suggestion? east rite? shuen suggested town..u all went tamp last week.. plsss eat sth cheap k!!! long story... ok @ most i dun eat.. =D

i missed my cut off pay day which was on 10-feb.. haix.. now i gotta wait til 25-feb..and wait for another five days which is 3-march for transaction then can get my pay.. sianz~ im left with $30 now..im surviving on maggie mee.. ops~ i think i shouldnt mention this here.. hahaha =X i've spent my ang bao money on the new hp!!! oh yes!!! i forgotten to mention.. tat i'VE GOT MY NEW NOKI PINKY 6111.. im lovin' it! =D actually i prefer my old phone.. the keypad is easier to press compared to the new one..ok i need time to adapt to it.. the good pts abt this 6111 is tat the slide is smooth.. the functions are good.. camera 2 megapixels.. sound very clear.. bad pts are the file size not enough.. and will low batt very easily.. overall's not bad at all..

i did sth stupid 2 days ago..u know new phone comes with plastic cover..the 2nd day i already crumpled the plastic..i put in my pocket when i was queueing for food during lunch break.. how wuld i know i folded the plastic unknowingly..a few times i guess..and its damn ugly now..it looks like i've used the phone for 3 mths? hahaa.. ok im clumsy..thank yoU~ haha.. ok..everyone suggests tat i shld remove the plastic cover.. but ok..im stubornate! =D

woo..its a long entry.. enjoy reading it! hahaha.. photos to be uploaded tonight.. take care!

another slack day~

2006-02-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

phew~~ feeling soo sian today! nth much to do compared to yday.. im not feeling very well.. stomach feeling weird.. got the "LS" feeling.. haha.. then cough cough and cough.. damn irritating!! argH~

anyway JJ's album's gonna be OUT on 14 feb!!!! heard that "chao chao" song on the radio.. well, i feel its a new try for JJ.. lst rock compositioN! good try~ kambate!!! album coming out! who's going buy for me? wahaha.. yAY i muz save $$ and buy le hee!~ kelly's album will be out on the same day i heard.. well of coz im gonna buy JJ's lah.. obviously! my beloved ok! haha..

i getting fat! sin~ im doing sth i shouldnt have done! ate peanuts and all the chinese goodies here @ my workplace!!! oH NO!!!!! helP~ im having sore throat soon again~ noooooooooo~

back to normal

2006-02-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

yay! today is a happy daY! weeeee =D

i patched up with dar dar le.. had a face to face talk with him last night..he got to book out one night after his parade.. it wasnt a happy ending.. aft he sent me home.. i requested to go up myself.. i thot that ended the day til he stood outside my house.. called my house..he purposely bought me strepsils but i wasnt happy..coz i told him to go home yet he din listen to me.. -_- anyway we patched up this morning when he told me he couldnt slp well last night..i din slp well either..was thinking abt the whole issue..maybe i really think too much..but i jus couldnt help it.. it really takes time to change a person..i need more time to adapt to these changes tat happened too quickly! dear we work hard together k..i will try to regain my confidence soon =) love u!~

*cough cough* sighx~ sick -> sumptuous meal -> happy -> cough -> more cough -> cough until bth -> cough until dying -> R.I.P!! haha.. juz kidding but soon to be..coz i was coughing like mad last night.. more dark rings!!!!! argH~~~~~~~ sux~ alright. its lunch time soon. i gtg.. more entires laterssssss

happy vs sad?!

2006-02-07T16:32:00.000+08:00

today is a happy day. today is a sad day.

why happy? becoz today my CS dept went "tong le restaurant" @ east coast to have our ~~reunion~~ annual (sorry getting abit blur recently esp aft fever -_-) new year lunch! this is the first and could be the last time for me. anyway i really enjoyed myself today. having fun with them..got lotsa nice food..firstly was the "yu sheng", followed by sharks' fins, steam fish, <--i swallowed a fish bone..OMG!!! but im fine dun worry` chilli BIG prawns, hai sheng with tofu, fried noodle, roast duck and lastly mango pudding <--my favourite! =D~ slurpz~ did i miss out anything? i guess thats abt it! we took photos too..i'll upload once grace-san a.k.a da xiao mei sent it to me.. hee =D my colleagues also say i could be a yearly temp staff..tat means when one of them gets pregnant, i can go over toppan and replace them for her maternity leave.. -_- wad a plan~ lol... oh no..today is a sinful day! ;P

candice..the pregnant colleague came back jus now to visit us, to check mail, to give us the 1st mth new born baby (wad u call tat)..anyway the tarts are delicious!! yummyZ~ and oso to join us for the lunch...she looks radiant! haha.. i hope i will be liddat after i get married =D

hMmm why sad then? well, i hate to say tat.. im in a dilemma..do u ever have this feeling b4 when ur in a r/s --- very happy or very upset? haix!~ now im feeling it! i dun like it..i know i have frequent mood swings..but i dunno whether the prob lies in me or him or its jus the feelings btwn the both of us? haix~ i really cant figure out..i nv deny i dun love him..but how deep is the love? can anyone tell me? why sometimes i cant feel it? hmm..maybe im not fit to be in a r/s or simply im not prepared at all? or isit tat i still cant put down the past? shld i remain single..and give myself more time to think abt it.. or should i jus commit and cont with the r/s? haix..frenz ard me have given me all sorts of advices..but the final decision still lies in me! the prob is i cant even make up my mind! im afraid to lose yet im afraid to cont.. i dun like this feeling at all!! should i take a break? i know 'U' are reading this, give me time k! i dunno whether to face to face talk to u..i dunno whether i can face u now..

-.-

aching all over~

2006-02-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

ARGHHH~~ i've been aching all over recently.. esp the shoulder and back.. haix~ my colleagues have been complaining abt my dark rings~ -_- i din get to slp well these few days due to my cough and flu.. having difficulties to meet MR. zhou gong.. i either cough until i gonna die and phlegm keeps coming out..or i will have nose block until i couldnt breathe properly~ dotxzzz~ heLLPPP!! anyway im getting much MUCH better.. at least the yucky greenish phlegm has turned into fairly white or transparent in colour.. ops~ sorry! hahaha :P thanks to dear's ai xin cough med..and His dad's "mucolator" -_- its orangey powder..real effective! THANKS!

ehh anyway my colleague told me the year of ox, dog, err rat if im not wrong.. and esp dragon will double "chong1 tai4 sui4".. ermmxx.. sad case man.. i dunno whether to believe it.. but im sick..i mean continuously sick for dunno how many weeks.. haiyoz~ anyway sth inauspicious happened on the 4th day of CNY..i was wearing a necklace of black beads..i took out the necklace becoz my colleagues said it looked nicer if i hook unto my blouse..jus for ur info..the necklace comes together with the red blouse..so the both of us trying to hook the "necklace" onto my blouse. it jus happened mysteriously --- the thread of black beads fell on the floor..scattered all over the place..oh shit! someone said *bad luck*...the other said *touchwood* i was feeling pretty down tat day.. anyway i had the beads back together again..and im safe and sound! =D

hahaha..still thinking of my nokia 6111...
anyway peeps.. come tag!!!!!! new CBOX!!!! =D

Dear...happy 2nd monthsary!!!

2006-02-06T13:56:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA.. im feeling damn excited now lah... WAHAHAHA.. =D oh noOO.. someone plsss stop me!!! hee... =D =D =D =D =D wahaha.. okie think i better stop and explain why!!! coz im getting the new phone sooN!!! yipPIE!!!! =D hee~ NOKIA 6111 the champagne colour one!!! [pls refer to the previous posT!!!] yeah thats it!! hee.. soo happY~ its limited edition.. hopefully there's still stocks left lah.. my colleague jus shared the news with me.. she bought it @ $498 w/o line @ best denki.. wosh~ she said oni 8 phones left..tat model tat colour.. coz its an european design or wadesoeva.. not very sure..she was tempting me jus now.. anyway its not tat ex aft all consider w/o line.. and dearie agreed to sponsor me $200 for V'daY present!!! hee~ soo happY~ I LOVE UUUUUUUU!!!! heeez~ muackz~ -_-

anyway 4 more days to our 2nd monthsary..and 8 more days to our and oso my 1st V'daY.. i've no idea wad to buy for U.. and u oso dunwan to tell me wad u wan.. hMmm..anyway though u cannot spend with me on V'day itself..its really okie..we can celebrate belated..as long as we celebrate..im already very contented!! hee =D I wanna say once again.. wahaha.. **close curtains** I LOVE UUUUU BABYYYY a.k.a BB a.k.a DEAR a.k.a Honey a.k.a Darling a.k.a Dar Dar a.k.a Lao GonG!!!! n lots more... tat one muz really close door and draw down curtains than can call one.. wahaha.. er tong bu yi.. lol.. :P

YEAH NOKIA 6111... =D

nokia 6111

2006-02-02T16:00:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guess wad!!! im in love with NOKIA 6111... OMG!!!!!!

look @ this.. oh no~~~ its CHAMPAGNE in colour.. but oni found in europe.. dotxz~ singapore oni sell the black colour..nono..i should say singtel oni sell the black.. anyway it comes in 3 colours in total.. black, silver, and pink! cool!!!! ok it looks similar to the phone im holding now.. but pardon me! its a NOKIA phone.. the functions are oso much better compare to my wadeva 500..dunno it ends with E D or C.. wadeva! hahaa.. ohh isit E500S? okok.. nvm.. i really forgotten.. anyway the NOKIA 6111 rite..its oni $268 now!!! my 12mths is ending soon.. im planning to upgrade.. tat means i muz fork out additional $100.. do u think its worth it? or do u think i muz wait longer? i wan the PINK one.. looks pretty cooL and casual!!!! i WAN!!!!!! i wan a phone of my own!!!! =D

im sick again~

2006-02-02T10:50:00.000+08:00

guys im down with flu and sore throat during this CNY.. -_- damn sad rite.. i cant eat all the chinese cookies!!!! sick~ arGHH!! okok nvm.. at least prevent me from getting F A T T E R!! greaT! haix~ *cough cough*

anyway everyone is complaining abt my tagboard... think its really time for me to get a new one soon.. any recommendation? hMmm... i wanted to change my blogskin the other day.. but simply too lazy to online when im at home.. -_- haiyoz~ getting old cmi~

oh yah.. i finally get to watch "I Not Stupid too".. well kinda disappointed with tat show.. its really typical "jack neo's movie".. involves comedy, heartwrenching (to some) [dear told me some lady cried..lol] movie.. no doubt that the two teenager actors, shawn and joshua, acted pretty well.. both oso quite good looking worz.. hahaha.. :p however i feel tat its abit long-winded..*sat until butt pain pain** -_- ok overall worth a watch during weekdays.. recommend u to go princess and watCH? wahhaa.. i rem i went to watch "I Not Stupid" with my family @ bedok princess.. lol.. anyway tat was the first and the last time i've been to princess.. haha.. very lok kok indeed =D

i very happy recently.. coz its new year yes.. and its oso becoz my parents knew abt this relationship le.. actually he was supposedly to come my hse bai nian on chu er which was on monday.. but he could only get the car at 9 plus.. by the time he reached my hse was like 10 plus.. it was abit late u see.. somemore my dad's drunk..he went drinking from early aftnoon to late evening.. "empty stomach"..haix.. i know he's pretty down recently.. i can understand.. he had no appetite tat day..soo my mum advised dear not to come down tat day..he's planning to come down on friday instead..hopefully can come true arh..im going down to his hse to bai nian as well.. =D

this year's ang bao very little.. coz oni go to grandma's hse bai nian.. rec 6 + 1 + 1 ang baos in total.. -_- oh no.. less than 10.. can u believe.. haha..u estimate the $$ lah.. i dunwan to say..

the blur-est couple ever...

2006-01-26T15:39:00.000+08:00

hey peepz.. CNY is jus 3 days ahead.. jus wanna wish all of u a prosperous new year!!! get more ang baos.. we are getting older.. soo time is getting shorter for us.. WAHAHA.. get wad i mean? anyway HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

i tell u a story abt this very blur couple..

they bought tickets for "I not stupid too" worz.. the gal was still deciding between "Memoirs of the Geisha" or "I not stupid too".. in the end the guy bought two tics for "I not stupid too" ok.. btw its cinema 5 seat K-11 and K-12 OKIE!! hMm.. aft few mins of preview.. the movie started.. the couple found it weird.. to their HORRORRR!!! (haha..) they went into the wrong theatre.. they went into cinema 6 instead.. sat on seats K-11 and K-12 respectively.. LOL! when the other two who initiately bought the tics for the two seats went to the front instead.. isnt it hilarious? come on.. i've nv seen such blur couple b4.. sad to say.. we are the blur blur couple! lol.. soo in the end we ended up watching the geisha show.. i feel it wasnt bad at all..but it can be more exciting..i think geishas should be highly respectable..they are very talented..but they film until geishas are like postitutes.. hmm..tats abit sad lah..oh well its jus another movie!~ my next movie will be "I not stupid too"... who's interested?! :P

went shopping @ bugis with ah hui and doraemon.. in the end oni got myself a skirt.. its purple in colour! =D and... today during lunchtime.. went CS to have our lunch.. bought myself a pinky "lantern" skirt and a blouse @ E-base..my favourite!!! ok.. other than mango~ btw its within 5 mins k..i chose and i changed and i bought it! tats it.. super fast! hahaha.. cool rite~ but the shopkeeper still gimmi a damn qian bian face.. feel like slapping her~ lol.. anyway my colleague bought a similar blouse as me..i feel soo pink! hee =D

oh no..im feeling hungry..despite i had lunch earlier..i think im over-hungry.. wahaha.. :P

im feeling lethargic now! i need my beauty sleep~ -_-

boredoM~

2006-01-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

gosh~ im slacking once again.. i dunno why.. everyone is like soo busy @ my workplace and im the onli one slacking NOW? ermmxx.. reason is i can only do those simple paperworks.. -_- and basically im too efficient lah.. finished everything lo~ ...

soo i was reading frens' blogs jus now.. haven been updating again.. hee =D ok at least now im updated alright.. esp eng's.. then she mentioned abt the ch 8 9pm show.. ermmx ok.. ai de zhang men ren rite? alright.. its a pretty nice drama.. the role ann kok acted's really a scheming asshole!! wahaha.. does tat mean she acts well or she's jus being her own self? lol.. nvm.. i dun wan to have a sister like her either.. suck!~ :P even frame tat sunny.. gosh~ haha.. oh yah.. did i ever mention.. someone i forgotten who was it.. who told me dearie looks like him? wahaha.. sad case.. wahaha.. he's not bad lah..

p/s to baby: guess wad.. i've been hearing good comments abt u from moi frenz.. going "fly" le rite? wahaha.. **wake uP! hee..kabish** :P

mozzie bites

2006-01-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

HEEELLLPPP!!!! i know im a very LOVABLE.. ADORABLE.. AMIABLE gal lah BUT horzz~~ can U MOZZIES dun love me SOOO MUCH!!!!! STOP KISSINGGGG MEE PLSSSSSS!!!! ur love bites make me itch all over the body!!! u know im very sensitive to ur kisses.. soo plss.. STOP IT!!! if not i really need to go for an injection to stop the itch! oh man~ arGHHH~~~ i dun kill ur mates soo why are u pestering me? dotxzz~ get lost lah... PLSS!!! -_- now my legs and hands full of mozzies' bites.. kaoz~ really cant stop scratching man gosh~ HEELPPP!!! how m i going to spend my new year liddat -_- cannot wear skirts le lah.. haiyO~~ PLSSS STOP PESTERING "A" blood scorpioS!!! im helping mellie as well.. wahaha.. both of us suffering from mozzies' bites~

soo fast.. chinese new year is coming soon.. tat means more $$$.. hee.. anyway i wan to date u guys out!! i haven buy new year clothes worz~ sad case! anyway im feeling GAY! wahah.. my pay coming in this wednesday =D yay~!!

anyway jus wanna share this incident with u..
my tuition teacher called me last sat..sth ridiculous happened lah..still rem i taught a sec 2 guy, edmund last year..his dad "accused" me as the "lady" filing a police report. this is wad happened..

this unknown lady..complained tat she kept receiving nuisance calls from this tel no. [i supposed its edmund's hp no.] soo my tuition teacher called me to ask whether im the lady. she oso asked whether i rec nuisance calls recently. (ok arh.. i nv rec nuisance calls lah.. but i rec unknown numbers and stuff..but i dun think its edmund lo..its jus wwwrong number) err..soo i told her im "CONFIRMED" not the lady she's referring to. anyway she's in a difficult position.. i understand! coz she's edmund and my middleman; she intro-ed me to teach him math.. ok soo i denied tat im the gal. aft a while.. edmund's dad called me to apologise coz he's afraid tat im angry! well im not.. but i jus dunno why im the first lady they think of.. edmund might have known other gals outside waD! duhz~ok.. so the dad kept telling me edmund's not such guy.. well who knows.. here's my conclusion.. either edmund really gave those nuisance calls to the lady.. if not 2ndly.. the lady accused the wrong persoN? but how come she got the correct number? nvm.. and lastly.. someone might have used edmund's phone and called the lady? yeah.. might be his classmates? or.. aiya.. ok.. lets not dwell into such stupid prob.. anyway it has nth to do with me at all! i dun have to worry!~ hao ren nan zuo worz~

anyway im getting fat again.. gosh~ ate chocolate cakes for 3 consecutive days.. goodeeeeeness~ SIN!!!! its jian fei time.. if not i cant fit into any new year clothes... wahaha.. =X

sian sian sian~

2006-01-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

hey peepz.. im back again!!!! oh no~ supposedly monday shld be the busiest day of the week.. but see wad im doing now? yes!!! blogging.. wad does tat mean???... that im very freeEEEE!!! oh my god!! this is getting abit ridiculous.. okok.. i enjoy the freedom over here.. but do u think its abit too free..??? wahaha.. well.. i guess i shouldnt be grumbling.. hee hee =D okok very good! wo xi huan.. wo ke yi zuo zi ji de dong xi.. very wellll !!!! =))

anyway BB and i bought our rings.. hee.. why i called him BB.. long story.. wahaha.. i guess i shouldnt publicized it.. lol.. soo from nw on.. i will name him bb.. ok.. guess wad's his ring SIZZZZEEE!!!! argHHHH.. seriously stand in my situation and think.. imagine ur bf's finger is slimmer than U.. OMG~~~~~ this is ridiculous lah!!! his ring size is 10 and mine is 12.. -_- mixed feeling.. i felt quite funny, abit paiseh but happy becoz he's getting me a ring..LOL!!! but well the sales person's trying to "console" by saying ..." OHhh..an average female's ring size is abt 10-12.." **pls imagine my reaction! thank you!** wahaha.. ok fine lo.. so i accept the fact tat.. its NOT my fingers tat's fat but its his tat's slim.. ok hahaha.. he's got GER's fingers!!!!! OMG~~ anyway tat happened abt a week ago..

ok.. next.. oh yah.. i saw sylvester and olinda @ tampines open plaza.. ok make this clear.. not i purposely go down and SUPPORT him ok!!!!.. wahaha.. well i know i once admired HIM! but like i say.. ONCE..!! i think tat time my eyes tio bird shit ok.. wahaha.. =D horrible~ lol.. ok.. anyway he looked better as compared to last year.. hey zt and sh.. do u two still rem we met him @ downtown east and both of u were soo eager to go take pics with him.. OMG! whahaa.. oh yah.. btw sh n sly's bday falls on the same day for ur info.. err i jus wanna mention abt this.. which is super lame n COLD **BBRRrrr**.....

there were host..daniel ong, and the two guests.. advertising for next singapore idol audition..
the three of them supposed to ask a qn each and they will give away 3 SI's t-shirt..
ok.. let me fast forward to sly's part.. coz the other 2 asked qns related to S'pore idol audition..
here we go...

sly: "ok..can i ask sth related to me?" *thinking* [hello!! r u advertising SI or urself ar?]
sly: " hmMm..ok..anyone knows when's my bday?"
***less than 1 sec..all his mini fans SCREAAAAMMM out the ans***
"lucky" fan: "19 januarYYYyyyy..ahhhHHH!!!!!"
dan : "u're right!" *then he threw the shirt to her*
ok..the jing1 dian3 part comes...
sly: "oh..ha ha..now everyone knows when's my bday.. and i will get more presents this year..."
***mild laughters from the fans!!!***
***the others diamz*** wahahaha...

gillian and i gave each other a few seconds stares and realised we jus came back from north pole!

ok...wads next~ oh yes.. i jus wanna tell everyone tat im feeling better now.. aiya.. xi guan jiu hao.. its really no big deal lah.. wahaha.. gastric flu only.. wun die one la... hee ops!~ think someone's gonna kill me? rite bb.. hehee =D err... i went bedok food centre with bb for lunch on sun after my tuition.. my family called there bedok corner.. or some called it bedok camp food centre.. wadeva.. we had the famous cheng teng from ye lai xiang.. cuttlefish kang kong.. chicken chop and popiah.. i felt its not complete becoz i din get to eat the hokkien mee.. slurpz` coz its ~~closed~~.. err i mean haven open yet! soo sad rite.. but im happy enough becoz i get to eat all these food that i was craving for the last few days..rem i was sick.. actually im still sick lah.. my stomach is still not feeling very well....

hhaha.. oh yes yes.. i rem sth VERY VERY iMPT... i know some of u forgotten to scroll down to read the very last part of the previous entry.. i mentioned tat im getting married rite.. oh pls~~~ wahhaha.. im not lah.. j/k ok.. lol.. fun mah.. smilez =D

i wan to go GENTING!!!!! oh no~~ i haven give pok ans becoz i haven ask my parents.. i really wan to go overseas b4 sch starts.. and im 21 this year!! i dun care.. and its damn cheap now lah~~ $70++ only.. bb wans to tag along.. can anot? but still not confirm lah.. if i cant go.. at most xiang goes with pok? ermmxx i guess i wun spend much even if i get to go.. maybe onli on theme park.. and food? and some souvenirs? nth much lah.. haha.. oh im thinking of the days @ genting with the choir.. haha.. then shared room with pok pok.. very fun! and xiang.. whaaha... the long hrs trainings.. and muz see nelson's black face.. as usual.. wads new! the most memorable on is the toilet bowl lah.. whahaha.. i miss the toilet bowl.. i should have taken pic with it.. LOL!!! aft breakfast, lunch and dinner.. w/o fail.. i will go LS aft i ate finished!! damn effective leh.. wahaha.. ok i know its abit grossed.. :P not bad.. whoever wans to slim down.. can try the buffet over there @ lst world hotel..wahaha.. its really true ok.. rem my gown was too tight for me.. but the next day was loose worz.. not bad leh.. wahahha.. ook.. stop crapping =D hee...

gotta end here... oh no.. 1 more hr to go~~~~ kambate!!!!!!

jus wanna wish AH HUI!!!! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!!!!
and JACKSON as well.... its abit too early i know.. but who asks him to celebrate soo early.. duhx!~ and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE whom i've missed out.. =D

im sick!!!

2006-01-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

argHHH!!!... 2006 is a brand new year for me... and i have a bad start.. im sick oh NO!!!!!~ feeling very awful now.. coz i wan to puke but i couldnt.. i had fever.. anyway my body temp is fluctuating.. so i oso dunno when im having a fever.. anddd.. im oso having sore throat.. stomach pain.. feel like having gastric pain.. but it lasts for soo long.. haha.. i named it "prolonged gastric pain"..i dun think its menstrual cramp arh.. going to see a doc later.. hopefully im alright.. and hopefully its not wad stomach ulcer or food poisoning worz.. scary~ i dunwan to die soo early.. ahHHh -_- =x take care peeps..... dun fall sick.. new year's coming!

my belated 2006 resolution...

2006-01-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

ok.. i think im getting too bored over here.. seriously there's really nth much to do today.. -_- i'm like.. only busy for 10mins? at the beginning of the day..and i've been playing mahjong solitaire the whole day and reading my frens' blogs.. this is ridiculous! im getting pay w/o work.. wowz! where can u find such job in singapore? dotxxxxz...

anyway i think i forgotten to post an entry abt my 2006 resolution rite? ermmxx.. mentioned earlier.. went to my frens' blogs and saw most of them posting abt wad they did last year 2005.. ok its my turn.. ok.. i know im lag.. buttttt plssss.. better late than never.. hee..=D

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*+* 2005 *+*
It's the same for most of us.. 2005 isnt a very good nor bad year for me.. coz nth special or eventful things happen..
jan: got my lst office work.. joined Aviva G.I. ..thanks to hui!~
march: got my As results.. horrified! dun wanna mention =X
july: quitted aviva and taught tuition..
dec: im attached to him.. hee.. (think this is the best present i've got!)
in conclusion..i've been idling for one year. i'm jus wasting my days... -_-

*+* 2006 *+*
Hopefully a better year for me!!!!
1) Same as shuenky..its also a frenship year for me.. (last year really feel quite upset esp for those who went Uni or busy with sch/works.. din get to meet them up..hopefully this year we can meet up more often..dun wanna lose good frenz yeah! =))
2) Gonna go to all my frens' bday party 'coz its a very IMPT year for ALL of US...we're turning 21!!!!! gossHHH!!!~ soo fast...
3) Get into SIM in May..and make more new frenz.. **again frenship year** buck up in my studies dun wanna disappoint my parents again.. *hardworking*
4) Join music forest!!!! haha.. i wanna learn guitar!!! **hint hint..grace!**
~~5) Join superstar!! hahaa..can earn big $$$ and get famous n get near JJ..~~ wow!!! ok.. crapping! but seriously i dun mind going for the audition.. wahahha :PpPpP
6) Hope tat i can be of some help for my dad..
7) Also hope the problems will lessen..
8) I wan to go overseas with my frens..b4 sch starts..dun mind m'sia
9) Be more tame..my temper! be more tolerant! haha..stay happy..more frenly and sociable, get wadeva i wan..more clothes, more accessories, more shoes, more $$$, get slimmer.. =D
10) Last but not least, have a better r/s with my lao gong..hope we can last 4eva even he might be going overseas for studies..i've faith in him =D we're getting married end of this year btw..

wahaha.. j/k!!! LOL~

hee.. yeah.. this is my 2006 resolution!! hopefully all will come true k!!! best wishes to everyone got there.. muackz~ heez~

OSIM Uzap~

2006-01-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

OMG.... im aiming this for present.. ok.. i know my bday is still far far away... wad abt new year present? wahahha.. :P
http://www.osim.com/slimming-belt.asp take a look @ it!!! osim-uzap leh... i wan i wan!!! whahaha.. ok.. i shall add that to my wishing list!!! heee... =D

2moro - Qian Zhe Ni

2006-01-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

Hey peepz.. i've jus uploaded a new MV.. haha.. its by 2moro...if u r wondering who the heck they are..? well if u watch s.h.e. "zhen ming tian nu" or ch 8 "wu chu cai hong"... u will see these two guys.. if u thot they r the same person.. U ARE WRONG!!! wahaha.. they are twins.. one called Guo Yan Fu (in that ch 8 show) whereas the other called Guo Yan Jun... they really look super alike lah.. scarY!!~ tats wad i hate abt twins.. wahaha.. coz i cant differentiate who is who!! -_- okok.. other than thom and jerly -_-

anyway enjoy!! :)))))))))

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006....

2006-01-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

hey PEEPS... HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY HAPPY NEW YEAR OK!!! hee... dotxzz~ -_- *not funny* ehh.. all the best for this year yeaH! =D anyway how's the new year countdown everyone? i went esplanade to see fireworks.. hee.. WAHHH.. its soo nice!!!~ too bad if u missed it! reminds me of 2004 national day.. went kallang with glenn to watch the fireworks.. wahaha.. actually quite fun lah.. we were like screaming quite crazy.. or isit oni me? wahaha... anyway have u seen the taiwan 101 building's fireworks.. its much cooler oK!!! was jus telling mel tat the whole building seems to be collapsing.. wahaha... its SPLENDID..breathtaking worz!!!! anyway this countdown is a very special one.. coz i got to spend with the pple i love.. heee.. muackz all~

for those who's worried or concerned abt me... i jus wanna tell u all.. im fine! really lah... there's really no big deal eh.. im still surviving well.. :) dun worry abt me k...

anyway im starting to teach tuition again.. anyone to recommend? hee.. pls help me lookout k.. thanks guys!! =D (jus wondering edmund, my lst student still wan me to teach him notx?! -_- wahaha..)

**argh.. cant get rid of the tune..its lingering in my mind.. -_- see me flyyyy~ im flying in the sky!!!! oh nO~ helpz~~~~~

im fine.. i guess....

2005-12-29T10:06:00.000+08:00

i felt down....

i felt better.....

ok..

im alright now.....

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oh yah one more thing..

2005-12-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

oh yah one more thing......

i really feel very loved by my colleagues.. they are damn nice pple.. i feel very fortunate to have met them.. :) esp hazel.. bought me popiah yday and chee cheong fan today.. coz i nv go for lunch.. jus wanna save more $$ for useful purposes.. anyway i oso had no appetite.. dunno y.. not feeling very well recently.. ermmx...

but anyway i jus realised KY doesnt dare to talk to me.. dunno y -_-

post-pms~

2005-12-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

i really dunno wad the hell's happening to me? ermxx.. -_-
my mood fluctuates very easily nowadays.. i think i need to take a break! im tired!~
HELPPPP!!!~~~~

i jus hate myself for thinking too much...
making pple ard me unhappy...
how i wish things ard me.. the decisions i made.. will make everyone happy.. wad can i do make everyone in win-win situations..?
sometimes i really feel quite stressed for nth..
seriously i really think im a typical gal who really.. THINK TOO MUCH! dotxz -_-

just take for example.. aft i saw wad dora posted on the yahoo grp.. i thot to myself.. im not a "zhong se qing you" person rite? how come i feel myself feel so restricted suddenly? i care for both parties i guess.. i wan all ppl ard me to be happy.. i dunwan to lose my frenz neither do i wan to lose him.. jus a small decision.. and i cant even settle it fast! wad happened to me?! he said im indecisive yday nite.. i know its jus a comment..and i dun take it to heart BUT.. seriously im not such a person.. once i made my decision.. its really hard for me to change.. sometimes i feel tired to consider everyone's feeling.. and plan this and that.. the worst thing is end up busy for nth.. i hate to hurt pple's feelings.. but muz i really make sacrifices so that i can make pple happy and yet i dont? wads the meaning of life then? i thot we muz live life to the fullest.. live happily and do wadeva we want!! ??? so what's obstructing me then? hMmm.. **dilemma**

i yearn freedom! jus wanna be FREEEEEE!!!!!! can i?********

Christmas Day 2005!!!

2005-12-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS everyone!!!!!
yeah.. i've received lotsa presents this year.. really unexpected from colleagues.. coz i've jus known them for less than a mth.. weeEEE!!! heez~ i felt quite bad actually..jus bought them boxes of chocolates n cookies.. hee.. hopefully they will like it anyway! =D

went dear's house on xmas eve.. which was yday nite.. had dinner with his parents.. ermx.. to be specific.. its oni his father lah.. coz his mum had her own dinner earlier on.. soo the three of us had fillets~ very nice worz.. i like the potato n egg salad.. next time i will try making on my own.. well anyway his mum said its nutritious and easy to make.. and suitable if im going for diet.. is she hinting me anything?? lol.. ermx.. well its time for me to jian fei anyway!!!! my 48kg!!!! heez~

aft tat i feeling abit uncomfortable.. ermmx.. soo rested for awhile on his bed.. but who will expect tat both of us fell aslp rite.. in the end we missed the countdown @ orchard! lol.. gillian called me.. and together with dora and shih hui.. and oso bryan as well.. we had a "countdown" through phone conference! tats weird.. but really happy lah.. coz i get to spend my xmas with dearie and oso my bestie frenz as well!! hao xing fu worz~ hee... im lovin' it! =P

i bought eye masks for my dark rings.. -_- hopefully it can really cure my "orh bak kak" lol.. darn it! its really horrible lah.. dark rings u know.. and i cant get rid of it! OMG~ anyway i took several pics with dear @ his hse.. have a look.. enjoy! hee.. tian mi worz~

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i love this pic... hee..soo FUNNY!!! LOL!!!! dear's expression soo cute hee..

ahh... act cute! hee.. dear's expression abit girlish though.. wahaha.. aiya bie lai le lah.. *SHY*

lastly.. one two three.. CHEESE!!! =D

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met up BLG and layhwa on 16 dec.. went pepper lunch for dinner.. hee.. not bad at all.. but dun blame me for not reminding u..!!! u will smell very "PEPPERY" lol..

(outside ngee ann city) hee.. this pic was taken by a stranger (if im not wrong) who wanted to make frenz with us... but was rejected by us in the end.. LOL!!!

wahaha.. taken by wanyu's phone btw.. =D

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if u realise.. im going by descending order by dates.. hee...

[04 December 2005]

how do u think of this pic? very creative rite? LOL... recorded a list of songs for gillian for her bday surprise! this is the front cover hee.. simply love the way she laughs.. soo hilarious! and natural as well.. hee..

yeah HLG unites! but where's zt btw? ermmxx.. -_- ohh gil's face cut off.. but nvm.. still can see she's smiling very happily.. anyway more photos to be uploaded soon after i get my cable..hee.. we played alot of tricks on her.. soo happening on tat day.. hee.. hope she enjoyed it!

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[25 November 2005]

I guess the pic below is a summary of wad we did for dora on her bday.. wahhaa.. creative baz.. sumptuous dinner for her!!!! i think its really delicious!

hee.. see who's tat.. ITS ME!! oh no.. im wearing tat NDP red colour HANG TEN shirt.. gift from sch.. -_- whahaha.. im cooking pork chops!! hee.. yummy YUMMY!!!! slurpz~

dora holding her "birthday cake" lol.. actually she has no cake this year lah.. its jelly.. lol.. with nata de coco forming D-O-R-A's name.. hee.. SMILE~

dora's bday card.. nice mah? budget arH! lol.. me and my creativity!!! hee.. =P

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[11 November 2005]

WOW.. its my bday!!!! and my "birthday cake"... see im SOO HAPPY!!!!!! hee..

aha.. gillian acting JJ... dotxz.. cant stand her lah.. kept singing "quan quan yuan yuan quan quan" tat day... dotxz -_- ehh.. gil arh.. can try harder k! hee.. =D

im abit sot sot liao.. lol..playing with my icccceee crreeeaaammmUUUU.. hehee...

funny ideas they've got! my birthday HAT -_- these are my bunch of GOOD FRENZ LOL!

moi bday CAKE.. oreo cheesecake worz... its actually not bad to eat at all.. effort work.. really appreciate alot thanks gals~ I LOVE U ALL!!!!

ok.. i guess this entry will make my blog damn laggy.. hee.. soo paiseh arh! hee.. hope u enjoy reading it!!!! VERY LONG POST WORZ!! ok im tired.. gonna slp soon~ GOOD NITEX!!!!!

Merry Xmas TO U!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

WAh guys.. hehe..
jus wanna wish u A WELLY WELLY HAPPY CHRISTMAS K!!!!!!!!
enjoy this very special festival.. its my fave!!!!!!
brrr... very cold now.. machiam @ genting now.. hee.. anyway im at office..
best wishes to all of u out there... yeah U!!!!!! hee..
i LOVE u all!!!! wahaha.. but i love my dearie more lah.. hahaha.. :P

**********MERRY.MERRY.CHRISTMAS***********

wow.. im impressed by shaun!!!!

2005-12-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! i feel i throw all WOMEN's face lah.. hahaha.. if u know me well or ever been to my hse.. ok my room lah.. u will know SERENE is a VERY VERY VERY untidy gal.. wahahah.. LOL.. RITE? well seriously i admit tat im untidy.. haha.. compare to shaun.. im a FAILURE!!!!!! oh no~~ know why i say tat.. pls take a look at his web albums under "my room" and u will know wad i mean.. lol..

and sorry guys.. havent been updating ur blog recently.. coz very busy with work.. and by the time i get home.. very tired le.. lazy to on my computer.. hehe.. and i skip my lunch today.. soo im reading UR BLOG OK!!!! yes U!!! hahahaa.. and was browsing shaun's album.. and i really cannot stand myself.. or isit tat he's too neat? hmmM.. ok ok its me partly i admit k!!!!!! :P

kk.. new year is coming soon.. i need to DA SAO CHU again.. !!!!! i will make sure u'll be IMPRESSED BY MY HARD WORK!!!! WAHAHAHA... =P

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2005-12-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

ermxx.. have been quite troubled recently..jus wanna thanks those who have been by my side.. giving me advices and lending me their listening ears.. i really appreciate ur helP!!!!! anyway im having swollen eyes now.. n nose block.. feel so uncomfortable.. oh yah.. and slpy as well.. having HORRIBLE orh bak kak.. LOL.. look like panda liao lah.. SOOO UGLYYYYYY!!!!! someone plsss help me? any idea how should i remove my stupid dark rings!!!! ahhh.. CMI!!!!!~~~

last wk had 3 gatherings with different cliques.. very happy coz finally get to meet them aft their exams.. hee.. on sat met up with BLG.. was abit disappointed becoz i din get to go to my fav cake shop..coz there's no room for the 6 of us.. ermmxx.. its ok.. i'll make sure i go there one day to buy the cakes... they r simply soo delicate.. i bet its delicious la.. coz kinda ex.. hee... anyway aft tat dear came down to meet us.. my frenz were saying they were going to "interrogate" him.. but in the end nth much happened.. he treated us starbucks cakes.. soo fattening.. coz b4 tat we went Pepper LUnch for dinner.. i think its not a bad dining place.. can consider going.. anyway my frenz had quite a good impression of him.. heez~ dear cannot praise u too much later u float away.. -_-""" hehe..

anyway guess wad.. JJ's album is going to be OUT soon!!!! yeah! if im not wrong. its aft new year.. and the album is called **CHAO CHAO** weird rite.. but who cares.. its definitely going to be greAT!!!!!!!! =D

*** countdown 5 more days to CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!

im the MOST fortunate person in the world!!!!!!!~

2005-12-13T09:40:00.000+08:00

hey peepz~ sorry i went missing again.. for like almost 1 mth.. hee.. paiseh arh..
anyway im damn busy now.. i start work le!!!!! happy for me rite? no longer jobless le... hehehe... working at a jap MNC.. as temp admin asst.. sound small.. lol.. but its ok lah.. the pay is alright.. and i got free transport to and back from work.. hee.. not bad rite?

anyway i wanna make an announcement!!!!!!!! hehee.e.. guys~! im attached!!!!! okok.. im not kidding k.. im attached to the sweetest person on earth.. hahaha.. and i really put in my feelings wholeheartedly this time.. ehh.. dun think im kidding.. no more wayne ok.. its b * * * n now.. wahahha.. :P wo hen xing fu now.. and i really hope we can last forever..

to dear: i know u might be reading this.. yeah.. thanks for everything.. i love U!!!!! hehee.. and i wanna let everyone knows how fortunate i m.. hehe.. muackz~ =D **SHY***

anyway guys im at work now.. its damn slack now... this is my 7th day at work.. can u imagine? but sometimes i will be damn busy though.. hehe.. kk.. i need to get back to work.. cya guys.. will blog again soon..... meanwhile take care!!!!!!!!!~ dun miss me too much!! hahaha..

03A05

2005-11-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

dear 03A05...

how r u guys doing? ermmx.. muz be busy with exams rite now.. other than shuenky.. officially LIBERATED from exams lol.. anyway heard mel's lit gotta A.. wosh~ knew she can do it man.. my lao po mah.. WAHAHA.. mel happy not.. i POST ur name out leh.. WAHAHA.. =P

ok.. suddenly got the urge to blog abt u all.. esp my 18As.. lets have a PROPER gathering after this k.. =D

year 1.. all of us still look like newbies.. lol..
blur blur one.. haha..
oh man.. i looked soo fat.. haha.. hee... =D

year 2.. we've become more matured.. somehow.. haha..
guess where m i? hee..
anyway this photo was re-taken at the classroom instead..

hey gals.. haha.. i din know i have this pic.. still rem.. this is the first time we sang at this ktv at where arh.. loyang isit? hahaha.. funny.. and i was with my long silky hair.. hahaha.. and mel is soo tanned.. lol.. and this is the first time i took photo with u gals.. coolz~ hahah.. really memorable.. =D

chiawy and shaun... really miss our times together.. soo fun.. having fun together.. mug together.. we were once soo closed. and i really hope this can continue.. really.. hmm.. esp chiawy.. havent been seeing him ever since we gotten our As results.. hmmm.. hopefully he can turn up for our gathering soon.. hee...

tada.. 03A05 once again.. havent been seeing anyone of them every since we grad-ed.. sad case.. all heading west.. hmmm.. i really miss 18As.. MEET UP MEET UP!!! kk.. after exams.. cya SOON~~~~
muackz haha.. ops~ to the gals lah.. later shaun's darling angry.. or chiawy's evanne upset.. haha.. =D

the mtv on the right.. is dedicated to my dearest LAO PO!!! haha.. ah mel.. melissa ng.. haha.. u know wAd i mean rite.. si (4) mian (4) chu (3) ge (1)... tian mi tian mi horz.. haha.. dun forget im the biggest.. he's jus the "mistress" haha.. ops~ tell him tat i think he will faint.. xiao mei mei~ hahaha.. =P

star idol frenzy..

2005-11-17T15:33:00.000+08:00

i was having my dinner at some restaurant yday nite with my family and was watching the tv at the same time.. telecasting ch 8 star idol.. not very fascinated by that though.. i think its quite boring and uninteresting.. wad do u thinK? anyway i happened to see this guy.. his name --- kang cheng xi.. and he's introduced by his brother.. if im din rem wrongly ---> http://www.staridol.com.sg/bio12.htm well nvm.. take a look at it!!!

hmm.. i thot the brother looks abit like somebody.. then i recalled there's a guy called jiaxi.. any recollection guys? lol.. he acted in a few drama series b4.. soo i went in tpjc website to confirm wad i've seen.. and indeed.. the world is soo small.. cheng xi is jiaxi's brother.. winz lo~ and he got into top 20.. -_-

i posted his class photo here... jus realised he's in douglas, jason n pei chee's class as well.. winz~ hahaha.. i think its abit small btw.. soo i doubt u can see it clearly.. nvm.. he resembles his bro lah.. [[[[the red small box]]]

haha.. thats all for today i guess.. nth great to blog abt.. ok.. other than going out with shuenky yday.. lol.. its was FUN!! chatting all the way.. soo loudly.. like aunties.. hAhAH.. but i've enjoyed it.. well shuenky this is for u if u see it.. i dun mind going clementi for tat swim.. WAHAHA.. =D

so near yet so far~

2005-11-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

WOW... i cant believe it! i saw JJ at frenster.. under jy's frenlist.. he's jus there.. omG~ but he's not name JJ or wayne or junjie or wadeva.. he called himself.. ermmx.. haha.. some nickname lah.. wahaha.. omg~ can u believe it? i spotted him.. but his profile is kept confidential.. understand why he does that.. if not.. a dozens "swamp" or wose.. thousands of his fans.. will come flooding his awaiting list.. WAHAHA..

im still wondering should i add him leh.. hmm.. later i soo excited wan to add him.. he rejects me.. then i sian liao.. i oso saw "BILLY".. guess who's tat.. i was luffing when im looking at it.. its xu huan liang.. WAHAHA.. well.. billy.. ok.. hee.. =D and i can guarantee n cfm the person i think its JJ is obviously JJ lin jun jie.. coz he's oso in billy's frenlist as well.. coolz~ should i or should i not? hoho~

anyway i wanna thanks those who have given me presents n sent me birthday msgs.. THANKS GUYS!! i really appreciate alot!!!!~ and i wanna say a BIG THANK to the 3 gals.. GILLIAN THER (who requested me to put her big name in full last time.. with her photos.. but not today), DORA LEONG and TAN SHIH HUI!!!! thank you gals.. ermx.. i dunno whether i should thanks zt.. i was abit disappointed lah.. but not to the big extend.. i dunno why.. isit becoz she really drifted away from us? well yet to know.. and i dunwan to crack my brain becoz of this...

its been a dreadful year this year.. i dun like this feeling.. who doesnt wan to fare for good results.. muz depend on the abilities and patience and everything lah.. im jus TOO LAZY to be a top scholar.. nevertheless.. i have my own dreams n ambitions.. wanting to achieve wadeva tat's possible in my life.. b4 it comes to an end.. i dunno why im saying this.. LOL.. jus feeling abit emotional recently.. maybe have been coping myself at home for the whole day.. or whole wk.. or whole mth.. excluding the days tat i went out.. frenz are busy.. those who go for work.. for sch or mugging hard at exams now.. im left alone once again.. haix.. i jus wish that i can get a job REAL Soon.. i wish to be colleague with grace of coz.. and thanks guys for recommending all the jobs tat u know.. u've been a GREAT helping hand..

sometimes i feel tat wadeva my brain is thinking.. it simply cant coordinate well with my mouth or actions or anything.. im feeling soo tired.. really very tired.. i dunno wad is my future like.. haix.. i wish to go back to the past.. at least i feel younger.. and more energetic.. with everything.. hmm.. is there such an illness tat u wil actually have phobia in when u're getting older?/ LOL.. i think im getting it.. oh gosh~ i really cant accept the fact tat im 20.. seriously.. i dunno why.. pple come telling me tat there's nothing to be afraid abt.. but actually the fact is that.. im not afraid of anything.. its jus tat.. i feel there's soo many undone.. and im getting older.. and its soo fast.. 10 more years down and i'll be 30.. and wad will it be like? u know wad.. i forgotten.. dunno whether its someone who told me b4.. or i always have this dream... i dunno... but its seem to be jus there in my brain.. telling me tat i will die young and at tat.. the age will be at 31.. tat's really scary.. at the beginning.. i dun feel anything.. but now.. i fear! im telling myself.. i oni left with 11 more years.. is tat true? or is jus the brain tat's playing on me.. 132 months left.. oh gosh.. that's really fast.. can u believe it? u may think im mad..

i can say nth. coz life is really unpredictable.. i might be typing something over here.. but the next moment i might be gone forever.. i dunno y suddenly i become soo pessimistic.. i DUNNO!! dun ask me why.. im a person who doesnt really know how to express out my feelings.. tats why its really hard to understand me well.. hmm.. to the hootlee members.. do u think i really know me tat well? i doubt so.. coz sometimes i dunno even know myself well.. i try to share things with u my frenz.. but sometimes its jus too personal tat i feel i should keep it to myself.. i really dread life leh.. sick man~ wad's happening to me? im no longer a happy gal le.. i hate tat!!! argh!~ ok wadeva it is.. blog is a nice place to vent my frustration sometimes.. but its too publicize.. actually wanted to blog this at xanga.. so tat not many pple will know.. but its ok.. there's nothing to hide anyway.. coz ppl live and go~ tats it!

back to the main pt.. oh man.. i think i will go add jj lah.. if he rejects then rejects lo.. i dun mind! wahaha.. btw he claims tat he lives in bombay, india.. LOL!!!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RENE!!!! and tat's me -_-|||

2005-11-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SERENE!!!! wahahha.. and tats me.. for sure.. =D
the birthday gal has to priviledge to make a wish rite...

MAKE A WISH.. MAKE A WISH~~~~
hoho...

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1) 9 more wishes to make it a PERFECT 10!!!! heez~

soo and therefore.. i can cont to make more wishes...

and HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!! whahahaha...

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2) i wan WORLD PEACE!!! hehee.. ***PISSS*********

3) i wan to join music forest by the end of this year... whether its vocal or guitar.. hee...

4) in order to make the 2nd wish to come true.. i need to get a job as soon as possible... with pay at least $7 per hour

5) with all the money, more wishes can come true.. like buying new clothes and shoes and everything...
- i wan a crop sleeve cardigan
- i wan more plain black or white or other colours v-neck/round-neck shirt
- i wan new accessories
- i wan new sandals
... for the time being...

6) and im wishing for a new phone.. which is on my way~~~~ thanks to all who have fork in money to pay for that phone.. heee

7) my seventh wish is very simple yet difficult to fulfil... i wish to celebrate with ALL my FRENZ on that very special day of mine.. but i doubt it will come true.. nvm.. i oso wan alot of presents from my frenz.. it need not be expensive.. dotx.. whahah.. looking back at my old photos.. i realised i used to receive tons and tons of presents.. wahhaa.. i used "tons" to describe.. becoz to me.. its really alot..wahaha.. though they were all bears and toys.. but IM LOVING IT!!!~

8) of coz not forgetting my studies which will be starting next year may.. hmm.. well i've got another wish to apply for RMIT.. dunno y.. but jus wanna try applying for it.. haha..

9) i wish tat my skin wun age soo quickly.. coz i can feel tat its really getting firmer and firmer as time goes by.. sick man.. i dun like this feeling.. i wanna stay young.. and when i really give birth to my 1st child.. i must make sure tat my child's fren or strangers will say tat we look like sisters or bf/gf.. whaahaha.. -_-

10) last of all.. i think most of u will know it by now.. or those who haven.. will think tat im crazy.. wahaha.. but i dun care.. i still wanna wish.. ahhaa.. i wan to celebrate my bday with JJ.. wahaha.. my dear wayne.. of coz.. wahaha.. and we muz go for candlelit dinner.. wahaha.. and my very last wish is to sing duet with him.. ahahha.. isnt this beautiful.. wahahha.. i know it wun come true.. or it will.. but i've to wait.. well..seriously its really hard to say worz.. things tat u think wun come true will definitely come true one day.. and im waiting for this day to come.. WAHAHAHHA.. okok.. im getting mad!!!! hee..

and once again.. that's the end of my wishes.. ahhaa.. hope it comes true soon k..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!

oh and.. xian sheng.. wahaha..

Harry potter fan!~~~~

2005-11-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

hee.. well guys.. i've got this sudden urge to post an entry for harry potter...
lets all take a look at daniel (ermx suddenly forgotten the name) oh shit.. jus rem-ed its something cliffe.. hmm.. i check lst.. hee.. ohh ok.. its Daniel Radcliffe as Harry Potter, Emma Watson as Hermione Granger and Rupert Grint as Ronald Weasley...
jus realised when browsing at those photos of them.. tat they have grown up quite a lot.. hee.. emma is cute when she's young and pretty as she grows older.. hee... enjoy the pics..

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this pic was taken when they were filming part 1 - harry potter and the sorcerer's stone..
can u imagine.. hahaa.. daniel looks soo hmm.. Nerd.. wahahhaa.. -_- hee.. [2001]

hey guys if u are wondering why is tat the movie is called "sorcerer's stone" and not "philospher's stone"... here's the answer to ur query...
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In Britain the book is called Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone but when the book was published in the U.S. it was called Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (although the book itself is the same) This is why the film of the book is referred to by two different names.

this was part 2 - harry potter and the chamber of secrets..
well.. as u can see.. they r quite grown up le.. hee.. filmed in 2002..
look at rupert with tat "spastic" face of his.. LOL!!! soo hilarious~ and he's always so cheeky! =D

and here.. dobby the house-elf..
dobby said.. "dobby dobby dobby...." haha.. -_-

LOOK WHO'S THERE!!!
as u can see.. ron is holding the rat.. this is "harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban" filmed in year 2004.. which was last year lah..

i supposed this is aunt marge? ermmx.. im not really sure abt her name.. but she acted in part 3 the azkaban movie.. and was damn sway becoz of wad nasty words tat came from her mouth and insulted harry potter.. gosh~ she's flying.. haha.. and bursting at the same time.. haHAHAHHA.. serve her right! ;P

harry potter fan part 2~~~

2005-11-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

con't part 2..

oh man.. part 4 "harry potter and the goblet of fire" which will be showing in singapore on 17 nov.. wOSH!!~ hehee.. finally.. anticipating.. i haven read the story book yet.. and it is seen no where in singapore's popular.. or pupular.. heee.. hmm.. soo if anyone sees them.. can pls kindly inform me.. or best.. buy for me lst if u see it k.. i will pay u later.. or u wan to give me as bday present oso can lah.. wahaha..

look at RON.. he's soo grown up.. but he look haggard.. dunch u think? hmm.. or isit his hair too long.. well think he really need a haircut.. hoho~

this is cho chang.. harry potter's admirer.. or crush.. and both of them actually have feelings for each other.. they almost developed their feelings on part 5.. but din work out.. well, i personally feel tat this character is simply a disgrace to the asians lah.. haha.. coz feel tat she's abit emotional.. always shed tears over something small.. always cry cry cry.. dotxz~ -_- hmm.. she's supposedly to be a very charming, pretty gal.. with black hair as smooth as silk.. [like mine LAST TIME.. sobz~ haha..] well from the pic.. u can see.. hmm.. maybe they need a better person.. hmm.. im not trying to say she sux or wad.. but see it for urself.. there's better ones and do u think she is compatible to harry potter? she looks slightly older rite? hmm..

soo presenting to u .. HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!
guys go watch it k.. im sure it will be nice.. anticipating it..... =D

anyway im currently reading bk 6.. the half-blood prince lah.. which is soo call the "latest" but im abit lag.. coz i've oni become harry potter fan ago few wks ago.. hee..

this is a disgusting character.. a backstabber.. a murderer too.. KAOZ~ stupid severus snapE!!! i dun like him.. there is a BIG twist in the story.. dumbledore has trusted him so much and he's actually a liar.. cant believe it!!!! argh~ stupid death eater.. stupid voldemort.. wad loyalty.. its ALL fake lah.. damn it!

there u are.. dumbledore.. heard he's going to die in bk 6.. which im reading it now.. poor thing.. he's a good person indeed.. and potter likes and trusts him alot.. stupid voldemort again!!! hopefully he will die in bk 7.. YEAP! i think most prob lah.. hopefully JK will make all the good characters reborn.. wahaha.. like sirius black.. hohoHO!!! but fat hope lah.. hahaa.. its impossible.. JK u are soo cruel!!!

was jus wondering.. wad will neville longbottom be like in the end? wahaha.. any hint???!!!

bryan wong leh.. identical twins? nah..

2005-11-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

take a look at this... http://www.staridol.com.sg/bio19.htm

hahaha.. well isnt he handsome? wahaha.. i din realise until dora told me.. tat he's from dunman sec.. WAHAHHA.. finally there's one from my school.. and he's really NOT BAD LOOKING can.. wahahha.. well, seriously i dun think i will be very into the star idol.. like superstar.. hmm.. coz partly becoz i prefer singing than acting.. WAHAHA.. soo basically its not my cup of tea lah.. hee.. from DUNMAN leh.. not bad rite.. he resembles zen, guo ke ying's husband.. i forgotten the name.. soo handsome.. wahaha.. ok.. i better stop!! hee..

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JJ news.. hee.. again.. yeah AGAIN!!!! heee...

proudly announced.. jj won the best local composer (of the song "yi qian nian yi hou") and he oso gotten the best local male vocal artiste.. WAHAHA.. HOORAY!!!!!!! applause for hIM!!!! hahaa..

p/s : later i go meet him.. shH! dun tell anyone.. jus in case to avoid the paparazzo.. WAHAHA.. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!!!

2005-11-02T12:46:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody out there!!!! WHAHAA.. IM BACK aft soo long!!!!!
**[making GRAND entrance..walking on the red carpet..hee]***

well, let come str8 to the point.. i wanna complain abt something.. tats bad!!!
i dunno whether im having hallucination.. NO! i'm NOT! then i was wondering who the DAMN hell living on top of ME!!! every morning.. without fail.. and it happens recently.. abt a few wks ago.. i can hear the playing of drum.. the piano.. and even the triangle.. (or something tat sound like it) with the tune "bu xiang shui" earlier on.. worse still.. without fail again.. i dunno whether is the drum stick hitting against the floor.. and/or the rolling of marbles (or something that sound likes) on the floor.. this is RIDICULOUS!!!!! simplY~ i was jus WONDERING how come there's no SOUND PROOF in this apartment.. kaoz~ LOL!

ok.. this is not the worst ok.. when i go to the kitchen's bathroom... which is the other side of the house.. quite far away from my room.. i can HEAR pple playing the guitar and singing at the same time.. if u were me.. WAD WILL U FEEL? the pple living up there.. become musicianS? oh my god~ or has it turn into a music school? wahaha.. or are they jus plain filthy RICH?!! kaoz~ again.. this is simply TOO RIDICULOUS!!! -_- how can this actually happened.. hmm.. OH YAH.. did i not mention the drum set is jus on top of where im slping.. im really suspecting tat k.. coz it sounds so like.. and im afraid tat the drum set will fall on me one day.. haha.. if the floor cannot take the weight of it anymore.. OH MY GOD!!! help me!!!~ i really have times wanting to go up and scold them CAN!!! cannot take it LE!!!!!!!! hELLLLPPP!!!!

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nowadays very into HARRY POTTER stuffz.. WAHAHA.. have been watching the movie part 1, 2 and 3 consecutively and continuously.. and now im reading bk 5.. the order of the phoenix.. and plainly taking my own sweet time to read.. coz not i'll be idling again aft i finished.. jus WONDERING who has bk 4.. the goblet of fire.. and can kindly lend it to me? dun worry.. i promise i will take good care of it.. im not like some pple borrow le.. maybe take good care of it nvm.. tell me they nv borrow b4 aft a couple of years.. KAOZ!~ i HATE SUCH PEOPLE.. this is my possession NOT theirs.. i shall make it VERY CLEAR! people borrowing from me.. MUZ REALLY TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY STUFFS..!!!! ok.. back to the real business.. soo anyone has the book goblet of fire? the movie is up on 17th november.. HOORAY!!!! i shall watch it on the first day.. if possible!!! whahaha.. heez~

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guys.. anyone got job to recommend me? im jobless now.. dbs has no vacancy for me... and aviva dunwan me.. tats really sad!~ tats wad happened.. today shuxiang sms-ed me.. saying that she went up 22nd floor to find the new hr gal.. evelyn.. who has replaced the "jia wei" or "li wei"? wahha.. wadeva.. i know got one "wei" can le.. anyway tats not the main pt.. xiang asked the gal whether scb (the dept i worked b4 i quitted.. which i was transferred to there from bpd) needs ppl.. then the gal asked her whether she asking on behalf of me.. and then asked her whether xiang could recommend any other ppl in.. this is sad.. isnt it?! scb dunwan me.. i know the reason lah.. i think its becoz i quitted suddenly.. aft 3 wks.. and the manager wasnt that frenly as the other workers.. and she gave me a DAMN sick n unhappy look.. which can easily tell tat.."ok.. go go.. shoo.. dun ever come back again" tat kind lah.. tats really sad~ haix!

how come i always provoke ppl unknowingly? sighx~ so guys.. look out for me can? thanks alot!!
with good pay btw.. wahha.. maybe 7bucks an hour tat kind lah.. or higher.. hee =D if not.. i might go hunt for 10 students to take up tuition next year.. in order to earn wad i used to earn working in an office place.. hoho~ =)

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well, there's alot of happenings lah.. but doubt i will type anything here.. coz it will be too long and naggy.. k shall stop here.. but b4 tat.. i wanna wish the november babies..
melissa(3/11), weifang(8/11), yingtian(18/11), dora(25/11).. not forgetting MYSELF (11/11) and some other pple tat i dunwan to state.. coz now not very close liao..w ahaha.. wish US a VERY HAPPY BDAY...!!!!! we're turning 19 and 20 LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehee.. tats sad.. argh~ dora and weifang.. we have reached the BIG 2.. im feeling OLD! sobz~ hahhaa...

oh no.. im hearing the drum playing again.. kaoz~ -_- good bye peepz~ take care!

Da She Tou~

2005-10-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

jus uploaded a new set of sOngs.. hee.. and the mtv.. by wu ke qun.. think its quite an interesting song.. quite cute.. but there's stella inside -_- wahaha.. well its okie lah.. no comments.. hoho~ hope u all like it k~

the da she tou reminds me of mel.. LOL.. rem last time the two of us acting like idiots? whahaha.. u act as one with short tongue whereas i act as one with no teeth... LOL!!!~ soo fuN~ =D

wild violet kid with a tinge of red~

2005-10-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE!!!!!! hee.. im very happy today.. becoz i had a slight "makeover" lol.. i CHANGED my HAIR COLOUR again~!!!!!!!!!! heee.. changed from BURGUNDY to VIOLET... and highlight reddish-plum colour~ hee.. hee.. hee.. =D take a look k..

how is it? Heee.. happy happy~ dora say i look like lian worz~ gil say i look like a wild kid~ ahhaa.. wad do u thinK? LOL! btw i went with gil and her mum lah.. its somewhere @ bedok.. interested can ask me.. coz its really CHEAP.. dye + highlight + trim hair = $23 ONLY worz~ its those home salon lah.. not bad lo. i feel~ hee =D

one auntie was talking abt me.. no.. should be a few aunties discussing abt me in hokkien and they think i dunno .. =_=

me: (smiling..pretending nothing happen)
auntie 1: dunno y youngsters wan to dye their hair.. black black not nice meh?
auntie 2: yah lo yah lo. dunno y.
auntie 1: onli us lah.. old liao.. got white hair.. den muz dye mah..
auntie 3: yah lo. colour no good. spoil the hair quality.
auntie 4: trendy mah. youngsters are liddat lah.
auntie 1: (looking at me) xiao mei, are u still studying?
me: yes. (smiling)
auntie 1: aiyo.. the school allows u worz.. (nod nod)
me: yah (smile)
auntie1,2,3,4,5...: (cont to nag) while i cont to pretend ignorant.. and smile =)

well to me its alright lah.. i dun feel offended at all.. coz its really NO BIG DEAL.. and furthermore.. its not the first time.. soo who cares.. but the auntie quite care lah.. ask gil's mum whether im offended or angry sort of thing.. but i say no lah.. of coz.. hee.. yawnz.. im tired le.. tats all for today lah.. good nitez .. tataz~

shopping shopping n shopping make me BROKE again.. WAHAHA

2005-10-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

well.. i've fun time shopping and shopping and shopping these few days.. keep on going out and now im BROKE again.. winz lo.. and i still have lotsa things undone.. like highlight my hair.. buy my black coil-necklace.. blahx blahx.. cant think of anything rite now... -_- and i already finished spending my pay.. LOL.. this is really something BAD uh~! hmm... guess wad i bought these few wks.. gotten my white gio-blouse.. a pinky skirt.. 3 pearly bracelets.. a BIG, made of bamboo straw bag.. im lovin' it!! hee.. a belt.. a mickey mouse tee.. burgundy colour hair dye.. and lots more lah.. cant rem.. wahaha.. and spent on wild wild wet.. food and food and food.. this is disgusting.. wahaha.. im GETTING fat..!!! but shopping and shopping means walking and walking.. now my heels hurt!! lol.. but its ok.. i love it! hoho!!!~~ and guys.. i wanna post something here.. i wanna justify something.. and i think u all will agree with me.. MAKEOVER CAN MAKE ONE LOOKS DIFFERENT!!!!! look at this pic.. wahaha..

see.. NOW u get wad i meaN? wahahhaa.. jy actually looks much older than jj in this outfit.. WA HA HA HA HA!!! jy lover.. shocked uh?!anyway i wanna say something.. think u all will beat me.. wahaha.. or rolling ur eyes aft reading.. LOL.. but dun care.. still wan to say.. tat if im standing beside jj.. the height difference (5cm) is the same as jy and jj.. coz jy is 167cm mah.. wahaha.. coolz~ but jj is SOO SHORT!! soo sadz~ hoho =D

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saw kym ng and bryan wong at parkway waterfall.. they were filming "yuan lai jiu shi ni" and mel and i were there shopping aft our k-lunch.. know wad!!! wahaha.. kym looked @ me for 3 secs worz~ whahaha.. made me soo excited LOL!!! but too badz they were looking for guys.. -_- anyway zt told me b4 tat tat time she was outside taka watching some show.. then her fren and her were too engrossed and din notice tat kym was beside her interviewing a guy.. wahhaa.. who's next to meet theM? LoL!!!!

MY FIRST PAY DAY!!!!

2005-09-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!! wahaha.. today is my FIRST pay day!!!! hee.. SOO HAPPY!!!!

to all who's interested in knowing where to get the link of the mv...
there u go.. --> http://mv.iwant-in.net/mv_box1.html

enjoy! take care folks!

Chalet --- Wild Wild Wet!!!

2005-09-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

basically i jus woke up from my good noon nap.. heez~ and its 6plus now in the evening!! actually i woke up at 5pm.. to watch jacky go go go on ch 56.. got JJ.. hee.. and its repeated lah..

jus came back from gil's chalet.. stayed there for 2 days... had FUN!!!! im tired beat.. lethargic.. energy all drained~!!! coz i had sleepless nights.. dunno y.. probably its becoz im not used to? well, i thot i can survive anywhere.. -_- its not really abt the space.. but i've really got limited space to turn and toss which i used to be.. hmm.. perhaps its the mentality..?? i used to be a deep sleeper.. nothing can wake me up unless i wake up myself.. dunno when i've become liddat recently.. waking up in the middle of the night.. staring at walls! this is damn irritating.. tats not really myself.. and i dunno wad actually happened? heckz~ im back home sweet home.. slping on my beloved strawberry bed! =D

went wild wild wet yday.. soo basically becoz of play.. i postponed my tuition with my kid to today.. but he told me he's got something on in school soo basically he cancelled the tuition.. think he's giving excuses lah.. u know wad he actually told me b4..

" my teacher say.. no homeworks on sat and sun.."

wad lame excuse is thiS? and this is NOT the first time OK!!~ bet he's jus too lazy to do my homework! and i actually got quite pissed off with him! hmm..

oh yah.. i was saying i went wild wild wet yday.. it was FUN! well, im basically a very "easily-contented" person.. if i enjoy myself.. i consider its fun.. jus like watching a movie.. if i enjoy myself.. in terms of emotion.. whether i cry.. i laugh.. or i screaM? yup.. tats it! then i will consider the movie interesting..!!! (still have to depend on individuals lah)

soo yah.. i've enjoyed myself.. it costed me $12 actually.. though original price was $12.90.. LOL.. thanks to gil's mum.. gave dora and i discount.. heez~ there's basically 10 items in the whole themepark.. (checked online b4) and we tried every one of them.. the one i feared most was the sky rider.. i dunno why.. prob i'm afraid of heights which i dunno AT ALL in my past 19 years of life!!!!???? i sat with gil's mum and gil with dora behind us screaming.. i was screaming and terrified.. and auntie kept telling me not to look down.. but i couldnt stop myself from looking down and ended mumbling and kept toking and toking saying tat im scared.. wahaha.. but halfway through.. i was quite relieved becoz we were nearing the starting point.. hehehe..

i played samsung slide up twice with gil and dora respectively.. 2nd time with dora.. almost hurt my back.. becoz my butt slipped off from the "intended" seat.. oh yah.. saw the 4As clique.. adeline, jiaxin and frenz.. soo coincident.. ermx.. oh well.. some are fun while some are too "boring" coz the tunnel's too long.. overall, again.. was fun.. at least muz go try once in ur lifetime.. jus like escape.. or else u'll regret!!

anyway heard sylvester was at the chalet too.. AGAIN? why muz it always be HIM?! duhz~ and why is he always following us to chalet????!!! lol.. but this time i din get to see him lah.. heard from gil's sis tat she saw him and he was with a grp of gals.. and he was bbq-ing food for them.. i thot there's a high possibility tat the grp of gals are his fans..

and oh yah.. i rem-ed something.. yday when we were bbq-ing.. a grp of pple.. staying on top of us oso came down to bbq.. and they were right opposite us.. then i overheard this guy and his frenz' conversation..

"since we have some much food left.. why not we bring some over to sylvester's place?"

if i din listen wrongly.. should be abt the same.. LOL.. then we saw some gals coming to find them.. i bet the gals came from sly's place? high possibility.. buT BUT BUTTT.. who cares man! no one gives a damn.. -_-

toking abt pit.. well.. that was my lst time setting up the fire from my previous experiences by looking at my frens doing tat.. and i succeeded.. though took quite a long time.. but great effort man.. im soo delighted.. imagine tat.. great satisfaction yet dirty~

oh well, i've bruises all over.. accumulated from badminton on wed.. and wild wild wet yday.. from head to toe.. -_- feeling abit warm and cold now.. probably having a slight fever now.. frankly feeling quite uneasy now.. hopefully its jus tired tat leads to this.. pray tat i'll be alright sooN! =)

:: delighted ::

2005-09-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

WOW! im soo happy~ went shopping yday at bugis aft my tuition..
guess wad i bought @ bugis village? wahaha.. a pink skirt which costs $25.90 only.. wosh~ the lady boss say its new stock.. hee.. soo happy.. gil got another similar design but different colour.. hers was brown.. =D
... and i oso bought a champagne -- pinkish bronze metallic belt.. hee.. cost me ONLY $10.. cost i bought it with dora.. coz 2 for $20 and 1 for $12.. dora brought a purple belt.. i actually wanted to buy the green colour one.. but its really quite hard to match the clothes i wear usually.. but im planning to buy a "fatter" and thicker one.. i mean the green colour belt.. next time..

yday went gil's house to celebrate her sis' bday.. wahhaa.. dora and i got free swensens' ice cream cake to eat.. tasted not bad eh.. haha.. i dun mind telling all of u.. since its published! lol.. that yday was my FIRST TIME eating tat ice cream cake.. soo im rather anticipated and very impressed when i saw strawberry cum chocolate cum vanilla flavoured ice-cream sandwiched in between the two pieces of sponge cakes with whipped cream all over.. SLURPZ~ heez~ somemore there's dried ice.. WAHHA.. k.. say me.. as u like.. im SG i know -_- wahahaha..

anywayz my song list will oni have ard 4-5 songs these few weeks i guess.. or maybe oni this week.. coz there's something wrong with my tripod webby.. yup.. fish leong's album is out worldwide.. not bad leh.. i might consider buying.. i like this song.. shou shou de [slim slim].. very lively.. hope u like it!~ =D

had fuN!

2005-09-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

Muz there be a change in the colour of the uniform?? -_- the link is created by fellow dunmanites.. http://www.petitiononline.com/whiteuni/petition.html

i feel this is getting abit bo liao.. as if they really got nth to do.. dotxz~ or isit dunman is getting too rich and wanting to splurge? ridiculous lah.. white colour not nice meh? i think dunman uniform is special becoz there's different colours for both genders.. its unique somehow i thot! now the sch is trying to change the originally-white uniform (Guys) to the same colour as the gals.. which is light brown top and dark brown bottom.. DUHZ~ doesnt it seem like some neighbourhood sch.. i mean even more..? at least dunman is oso an autonomous sch worz~ it looks alright on gals lah.. but guys.. hmm.. abit awful lehz~ dunch u thinK?

some dunmanites set up this webpage.. created this petition.. and asking pple to sign to support them.. well i din do anything.. saw this from frenster bulletin earlier.. i think in the end the sch still will change the colour.. becoz principal MRS NEO is still the biggest.. and i feel she's very determined of wad she's doing.. hmm.. unless parents complain.. hmm.. wadeva~

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yday went IMM with gillian and dora.. went to see JJ worz! hee.. he wore PINK.. if im not wrong.. its ALL Pink.. but think bottom is khaki pants.. i was LATE! reached IMM at ard 530.. and see no one.. (seem like soo quiet) and realised its at the other side of IMM.. when we reached.. heard somebody singing bei feng chui guo de xia tian.. thot was jj and jin sha.. then was wondering jin sha soo free.. oso come down..?! lol.. in the end realised its JJ's juniors from music forest.. they were imitating them.. sounded quite similar.. LOL.. if i nv see their looks maybe i'll think its them.. LOL! tat guy imitating jj REALLY should go for a makeover! wahaha.. and tat stupid irritating "burberry" cap needs to be taken off.. and he looked soo "gay" gosh~

it was damn crowded and we finally found a right spot to view.. i realised i forgotten to bring my camera.. KAOZ~ if not i already zoom and take his photos from far.. gillian's trying to lame by asking me to **act fainted** to attract his attention.. coz i was at 2nd storey while they were at 1st.. and she's asking me to jump down.. -_- whahaha.. LAME rite.. duhz~ i wish i could.. but i will nv do tat for anyone.. at least for now.. =P in the end.. i din let him sign the karaoke cover.. coz lstly its damn crowded like i mentioned earlier.. and host ling zhi said he oni sign the version purchased from cd-rama.. and i bought it from MJ.. and i was wondering wad's the diff.. both look the same to me..

k.. i left aft tat to shop since they were still taking their own sweet time to sign and queue.. there's some junyang's fans wearing yellow shirts coz he will be coming aft tat.. oh yah.. saw xu huan liang.. actually he looks quite big size compared to the one on tv.. or isit muscles? lol.. he's not as thin as i thot lah.. too bad i din get to see jy.. i missed it! we went daiso to shop.. its a $2 jap Shop.. quite interesting.. sell everything.. the necessities.. food.. bathing and cooking equipments.. blah blah except for clothes.. very "home-based" stuff lah.. but its cheap.. and the person at the counter oso very polite.. good service.. LOL

it was ard 9 and we decided to leave the place.. it was really very crowded and everyone was waiting for the shuttle bus back to jurong east ctrl.. the three of us decided to take cab instead.. waited for quite a long time too.. and know wad.. there's actually two queues.. supposedly there's only one.. and dunno who the heck created another one.. and we queued at the "shorter" which was the wrong one.. when we realised its wrong.. we got back to queue.. and the irritating part is those ppl who queued wrongly actually cut in front of us.. trying to act normal and frenly.. still dare to smile at me.. KAOZ~ these ppl are really soo inconsiderate.. jus go and queue again lah~

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yday there's repeat telecast of project superstar finals again.. recorded some of the songs from tv.. not bad lah.. its in wma version.. if u all wan.. can ask from me k~
include
- 5 songs each from both weililan and kelly
- junyang's guardian angel
- sin huey (dunno the title.. can anyone kindly tell me the title? thanks)
- jy and sin huey's wu ding
- JJ's NO.89757
- (Weichoong, weijian, jason, JY) My Anata, (Silver, sinhuey, ruth, candyce) 808, (ALL) Tong Kuai

yeah.. tats all!!! quite clear lah.. though got alot of screaming lah.. LOL!
ps: i love upload some on my song list later.. if u all know how to dl then dl urself k.. hee.. if dunno then ask from me baz

take care~!!!!

Happy Ton-ing~

2005-09-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

spent the whole night from yday 7pm until 7am this morning.. wahaha.. jus woke up not long ago.. onli slpt for abt 4 hrs jus now? wahaha.. drinking coffee now to keep me awake~

went kbox with dora and sh yday evening.. rem i mentioned i said b4 tat i'll NOT go tamp kbox branch.. haha.. i broke my promise lah.. i went there again~ BUT this time the attitude and services were MUCh better lah.. though still not very satisfying.. anyway did enjoy myself lah.. lame and joking and crapping as usual.. wahaha~ then kept teasing dora.. ahemz~ wahaha.. k lah.. shall not publish it over here.. if u all wan to know.. wahhaa.. can ask from me personally~ wahhaa.. i'd LOVE to share with anyone.. wahahahaz~~~~~~

we sang for abt 4 hours plus~ supposedly should be until 12.. but we left 1/2 hour earlier.. becoz the person came in and "chased" us off lah.. AS USUAL~ telling us if we wan to extend.. muz pay for the drinks blah blah blahz~ sickening lah.. soo ex can.. cost us abt $26++... DOTXZ~~~~

aft tat we went interchange mac and sat there chit chat and eat.. it was DAMN crowded.. got all sorts of PPLE over there.. young and old.. esp students studying for exams.. even brought their laptops along.. think the three of us are the "free-st" baz~ LOL!! btw my definition of "ton" means the whole night.. and i expected to be AWAKE til morning.. but the two of them thot we would oni stay til 2-3am.. anywayz we managed to stay through the night though already half-aslp~ at lst we were abt to give up and wanting to go home.. but we realised its really very dark and quiet and we were also AFRAID to take the lift~ wahaha.. k.. im COWARD k~ im really timid at this.. but at least im brave at watching horror movies can~ ermmx.. soo we gave up the idea and continued staying at mac..

in the end.. we were the "champions!" becoz everyone before and after us had left.. ALL.. haha.. even the staffs working there.. see how great we ARE? LOL! sh was hilarious lah.. coz we decided upon calling hw and jw.. the two wei-s to join us.. and sh called hw and told a "lie".. saying that she's at clarke quay.. crying alone~ coz she's been cheated by this guy from her class.. and blah blahz~ wahaha.. i dunno whether hw got tricked by her.. but he told us that he heard luffing on the phone (which were dora and i) wahaha.. so i guess we failed? but anyway they came to join us.. at 4 plus in the morning~ so we stayed there.. hmm.. like i mentioned earlier.. til abt 6 plus baz~ and left for home! by the time.. we were all tired beat except for sh as she drank coffee.. and was very AWAKE.. wahaha.. hopefully she's in her dreamland now? heez~

later im going to SEE my JJ @ IMM!!! wahahahz~ soo exciting.. im wondering whether should i go up and let him sign the album cover.. lol.. but i dunwan to queue with the rest.. muz be damn crowded and long one.. kaoz~ probably i will jus stay there and take photos baz~ hehez~ WAYNE~~~~~~~~

p/s: soo sorry 18As.. or dunno how many As lah.. whoever is present for the gathering yday.. soo sorryz~ i couldnt make it! next time k.. hopefully lah~ =) hope it was fun!

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oh oh oh~

i jus remembered something tat i muz blog abt~ wahaha..

saw this cat at the mac.. was a damn fat, furry, grey in colour.. if i din rem wrongly.. coz im stunned by its behaviour u see.. REALLY STUNNED and damn HILARIOUS!!!~ soo comical can.. coz i've never seen such a.. should i say dumb or stupid cat.. well.. its the same anyway.. wahaha.. soo basically this is wad happened.. this stupid cat was heading to our direction.. btw we were sitting near the glass pane.. then it was walking at a normal pace and sped up! "GOSH!" this is freaky~ it got soo "worked up" suddenly.. and banged into the glass pane.. it was a 'LOUD' bang can.. and everyone heard and was SOO SHOCKED! poor sh eeessp, was freaked out! coz it was facing her.. and imagine without the pane.. wad can happened? [but is the cat blind or wad.. obviously in front of it there's a glass pane.. and is it trying to act dumb or wad? -_-] we were saying probably the cat saw sh (a rat) and wanting to eat her up or maybe becoz dora was saying the cat was fat.. and provoked it! wahaha.. tats lame~ anywayz it felt "shy" and quickly ran off~ wahaha.. believe it or not.. i've never seen such dramatic scene happening on a cat b4.. have U? LOL!! poor catty~ (hw's relatives.. no wonder all the same! wahah)

kk tata.. log off~ going to see JJ SOON!!! in 1 1/2 time!!!! heez~ yippee.. meanwhile take care folks!

Ru GUo De SHi~

2005-09-04T02:07:00.000+08:00

wondering why do i like the song "ru guo de shi" soo much? i oso dunno why. this song is for lesbians. dun tell me im becoming like one of them? dotxz~ oh no! probably! its really hard to say. wadeva we r.. we are humans aft all.. who cares man! the puzzling thing is isit really on the trend? why are my frenz becoming like that den? jus one by one.. sickening! haix~ well.. think tat wun happen to me.. coz i LOVE jie~ soo much wahaha~ jus being lame!~

CGH!

2005-09-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

yday met up with HLG and went CGH to visit wang xiang! hoho~ he looked ok.. except for the right calf.. its still bandaged other than that.. he really looked quite alright.. however i think he seemed to be quite absent minded? coz he couldnt rem who came to visit him the days b4.. hmm.. probably its becoz he hit his head when he met the accident.. well, hope he gets well sooN! he told us he will have another op soon soo wish him good luck!

anywayz we stayed there for abt an hour? if im not wrong.. or shorter lah.. it was a pleasant visit.. coz it's been soo long since i met my sec sch frenz though at CGH.. lol.. it was quite fun though.. chatting and chatting abt the past and present.. everything.. including the gal he aims at CGH.. wahaha.. we kept teasing him and the gal and think tat gal oso felt quite embarrassed ba.. well.. but it was fun! anywayz there's this patient slping beside wx.. kept looking at us.. and he'S INDIANNN!!! ehh.. im not being racist or wad.. but can he be more "zhi dong" not.. i stared back at him but he kept on looking.. kaoz~ somemore im facing his direction and made me more awkward! -_-

aft tat we left since the visiting hour was over.. and we went east pt's bk and gil had her dinner.. im actually feeling damn HAPPY becoz its been SOO LONG since HLG last met up.. i mean ALL of Us.. though yday zt wasnt present but at least we managed to get 4 of us to meet up.. its really rare to see tat.. soo im very very contented le.. (we even thanked wangxiang for letting the 4 of us meet up becoz of him wahaha.. ) anywayz we chatted happily.. laughing here and there until the lights were almost off.. then we headed our way home.. well hooters!!! really hope for a k session with u all SOON k since hols coming soon.. miss YA!!!!!

:: Project Superstar - Tan Weilian ::

2005-09-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

:: Project Superstar - Tan Weilian ::

hee.. im soo HAPPY for him can.. as u all know.. i LIKE both SUPERSTARS.. soo in a dilemma which to support.. at lst... well, i bet most of us.. or IN FACT ALLL of us thot kelly wuld win the title.. but i feel that even kelly wins rite.. i wun be soo happy for her than for weilian.. simply becoz i think lah.. i support weilian more in my heart! lol.. anyway at the beginning of this project superstar.. i was already mesmerised by his voice.. slurpz~ wahaha.. anywayz its oso abit sad to see him getting the champion.. coz he can oni stay with playmusic whereas kelly can sign contract with universal music with junyang and sin huey.. sobz~ haix~ in e end he will oni be famous within s'pore and not overseas.. haixz~ its jus like ocean and joi tsia lah.. sianz~

nevertheless, he has also proven that despite he's blind.. he's able to conquer all the difficulties ahead of him.. bravO** applause for the STAR!!!!!~ im feel really really touched and though he din perform as well as kelly or should i say both of them have their flaws like use too much nasal voice and lack of head tone.. no support.. pitching and tempo probs.. etc etc.. (think i can go be judge lah hee) BUT weilian wasnt as expressive as kelly.. and if u notice.. u can see the tiredness inside him too.. felt really sad for him! haiyoz~ i guess this is wad everyone expects ba.. i mean the result.. he's got supporters from all ages.. esp the AUNTIES.. voting 30++ calls for him.. wosh~

in conclusion very happy for him and kelly too (in one way or another).. =)

AND AND AND.. my "hubby"'s was SPLENDID rite?! heez~ oh wayne.. oh jj.. oh jie~ heez~ soo cute... jus some comments on him.. hee.. he's grown fatter ever since he's lst album.. oh yAH YEAH!!! but of coz.. more charming n good looking lah.. guess wad.. i've brought JJ's KARAOKE VCD.. wooHHOOO!!! soo nice.. the songs ALLL VERY VERY NICE worz~ soo peepz~ muz support K.. i know pok's alr very tempted by it noW.. soo HURRY HURRRY!!!! heez~

from the previous entry.. i mentioned that i'll be going to grace's house to watch the concert.. but i ended up going to pok's house.. with shuxiang.. coz the rest tat i'll be meeting... r either sick or got something on lah.. wadeva.. but anyway that doesnt matter lah.. as long as we are watching the same show can le.. heez~ had a very entertaining night with the two gals and her parents esp pok's mum.. wahaha.. she's very frenly n chatty i thot.. LOL.. at lst her mum suggested tat we stayed over at her place but i realised i dun have anything to put my contact lens soo we decided to go home instead.. and really thanks her mum again.. for sending both of us home.. its abit late le.. ard 12 plus.. and there's already no bus for me.. and cab fee is expensive.. hee.. but anywayz had a fun time with them!

and i din go visit wang xiang in the end.. coz the time hard to co-ordinate lah.. well.. itS OKIE! tomo i'll be going again anywayz~

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~Blur blur leh~

2005-09-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

lstly.. wanna wish xiang a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
hee.. i felt abit guilty lah.. coz i din msg her yday.. but i've got my reason.. im TOOO BLUR liao lah~ i actually mistaken today as 30 aug.. -_- (really.. i dun rem there's 31 in august) it may seems abit ridiculous lah.. but i really cmi~ blur to this extent~ esp recently.. WAD's HAPPENING TO MEEEEEEE?!!!!!!!!! dotxz~ anywayz met up with her jus now to get the sec 2 math textbook~ wosh~ and she told me.. im not the ONLY one worz~ alot of her frenz oso forgotten.. wahaha~ heng arh heez~ LOL!!!

ok.. yday supposed to be my 2nd tuition with my student.. but he couldnt make it in the end! at lst.. the dad called my tuition teacher tat he wanted to change the time to 430 instead of 330pm.. then i was alright with it.. when i got ready to get out of e house.. my teacher called me again saying that the dad called and wanted to cancel the tuition! dotxz ritez~ well, i was like.. already dressed up and ready to get out.. then tell me its cancelled! hmmm.. its ok arh.. the most puzzling thing is why the dad dunwan to inform instead? hmm.. perhaps my teacher din give my hp to him.. .... ... dunwan this to happen again..

yeah btw im going to grace's house to watch superstar concert together with hui, pei, grace, gillian and dora~ woo hoOO!! heez~ soo excited but oso a little bit disappointed lah coz at lst i thot i'll be able to go indoor stadium to watch the concert but in the end stupid mediacorp took back the tickets.. soo sad~ long story! soo we din get to go in the end lah.. soo sad leh.. soo disappointed coz i thot i'll be able to SEE JJ in persoN! sighz!~ well, that was my main purpose lah.. hee.. i dun really care if i dun get to watch the concert without JJ.. heez~

anywayz JJ's karaoke vcd is OUT yeah!!! im going to BUY!!!!!!!! must SUPPORT!!! AND AND ANDDDDD.........if im not wrong.. he's having his promotion in singapore.. i think its 10 sept at IMM worz~ anyone interested to go?! heeeeeeez~

My First Tuition!!!

2005-08-26T17:46:00.000+08:00

. : : My First Tuition : : .

wahaha.. well, i was actually damn nervous b4 i had tuition with my "kid" lol.. i really seem soo old now!! dotxz~ coz this is my first time!! yeah man~ i jus reached home.. the guy.. oh yah.. my tuition kid is a secondary 2 BOY lah.. guess wad.. im actually feeling quite happy and glad after the tuition LOL!!!

im really quite scared lah.. coz im afraid tat i dunno how to teach.. there were awkwardness at the beginning~ but i told myself.. im now a teacher (chey! haha) soo i should behave how a teacher behaves..then i recalled the way Amy, my tuition teacher had taught me.. .

oh yah.. b4 that.. i almost lost my way.. though its jus a blk away.. LOL.. u may think its dumb! but pls k.. though its jus one block away.. BUT BUT BUT!!!! the block itself has SOO MANY UNITS! damn it lah.. make until so big for wad.. lol.. and i took like hmm.. 15mins? lol.. to make my way there.. nv to mention it AGAIN!!! -_-

i feel the time actually past quite quickly.. coz i actually felt quite relaxed teaching him.. i taught him graph and simultaneous equation.. wosh~ unexpected lah.. coz i actually prepared him some questions to do! but i'm really glad to hear from him tat he really understands better wad i've taught.. and its really a great comfort to hear that.. heez~ dunch u think soo?? hee.. i jus hope i can help him pass his math coz he told me he has failed 3 tests b4.. dotxz~

overall quite fun lah.. coz i will nag n lame with him.. lol.. im not that old anyway.. jus 6 years older oni mah~ jus like a didi to me.. lol.. good start~ heez~ jia you serene!!!

P/S: HLG, i think hor.. i cant go for the k session next fri le.. but can meet up for dinner.. or can we like change it to other day? since hols is coming SOON!! hee.. yeah?!

TUITION!!!

2005-08-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

yeah~ i finally get to teach tuition!!!! heez~

my ex- tutition teacher sms-ed me asking me whether im interested to teach a sec 2 kid for math.. lol.. actually im not very confident lah.. coz tat kid's from express u see.. but i think shld be ard the same.. riTE????!!! hmm.. give me some comments abt this kiez.. im abit afraid oso.. coz this is my FIRST TIME!! hee.. ehh.. anywayz if u guys still have ur sec math reference books.. can pls lend it to me??? thanks alot~~~ =D

jus being emotional~ life is really unpredictable...

2005-08-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

from the previous entry.. i mentioned that i will be meeting pok pok today. yes. and i've met her earlier. together with hui.

initially i only plan to meet her alone.. but hui popped out for no reason. (wahaha.. j/k lah) well, i promised pok that i will give her a big surprise when she sees me. and i bet she's anticipating. so i asked hui along. we met up earlier to buy her present. wondering wad to buy for her.. coz we really got no idea wad to buy for her. then we came to this place.. and i saw this cutie little froggy voice recorder.. guess wad?! wahaha.. it simply reminds me of pok. (coz xiang n i saw one froggy toy who resembled her at genting lst world hotel.. and the shop is called "lovely land") wahahha.. so we intended to buy that poky froggy~ and went down basement for takopachi coz both of us were hungry already! (did i spell wrongly? anyway i couldnt pronounce tat properly and hui asked me to say "zhang yu shao" instead.. dotx) nvm~

aft tat pok called and i went to meet her lst. oh yah. b4 that we went round taka searching for cake for pok but couldnt find one. so decided to bring her to N.Y.D.C. @ wheelock place! kk. then i met pok and i told her we are heading to lido to watch movie since that's our lst intention of meeting up. while we were walking and chatting at the same time, hui popped up from the back.. blind folding pok using her hands (planned earlier as well)... and there.. we headed for N.Y.D.C!!!

the food.. the atmosphere.. the prices were ALL alright. with great companions too lah.. hee.. oh yah. except for this stupid creature (its jus some stupid ugly orange looking toy) popping behind me whenever i leaned back. the stupidest thing was that that stupid toy actually moved from my left to my right the next moment i turned back. its really quite scary~ btw the pple behind me moved it lah. dun think too much! LOL! its really quite horrifying sometimes even though its a non-living thing. hoho~ aft tat hui brought pok to e washroom and i quickly ordered oreo obsession (cheesecake with one scope of hazelnuts ice-cream with oreo toppings)! well, it tasted alright too. coz i dun quite like ice-cream with hazelnuts. i'll prefer mango instead. lol.. yeah yeah.. mango agaiN~ LOL

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aft that we went to shi han's mum's wake. only pok and i.

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she's brave. she's strong. she's tough! i admire her!

i dun think i can even handle that. really~

i might jus burst out crying all day!

im not as strong as u think~

life is really unpredictable!

someone might jus die from some illnesses.. or even car accidents..
some might recover from some illness but died in the end becoz it worsens? haix~
some might jus die out of no reason and jus disappear in thin air the next moment!

its really sad to see all things happen!

it jus reminded me of my grandma!

i miss yoU~

i miss your milo with sugar~ it jus tasted soo uniquely fantastic~ though simple!

i really do~

**tears rolling down my cheeks~

p.s: live life to the fullest! coz its short!
cherish the ppl ard U.. coz u might not know when they might leave u one day.

(Sorry jus being emotional n thanx pok n hui for being my listening ear for the day)

Bewitched

2005-08-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

8 upon 10.

the movie is expectedly great.

its based on the black-n-white show "bewitched" last time.. (somebody pls tell me that i've watched it b4.. coz i do rem i watched it in my younger days...dotx..nvm) anywayz its nice!! really~ watch it if u haven't.. its entertaining!!!

it truly amazing to be a witch.. aint it?! wow.. nv dream of being one though.. juz a snap on ur fingers and u can get everything DONE! wosh~ amazingly GREAT! but well, face it man serene, be realistic!!

where the two pts go? somewhere perhaps. ha.

well, i feel somehow somewhere its abit draggy.. and my butt really hurts for sitting such a long duration.. ard 2 hrs pluz if im not wrong.. im not that time conscious.. that's me! yah.. (know somebody nodding their heads lah.. a.k.a late queen.. yeah MEEEE!!! thank you)

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aft that.. ohh btw i watched that movie with gillian..

yah. aft that we went s*ensens to SPLURGEEEE and SINNNNN on the yummilicious FOODzzzza... occasional extravagance its alright i guess! wahaha.. we SHARED fishy~ baked riccceee, seafOOd pasta, da chips n lastly the sizzling dessert --- apple crumble (this is my 2nd time eating it btw). the dessert, especially.. was terrific~ awesome!!!!! u guys should go and have a try! no regrets!! omg~ im drooling again~ both of us were too full to walk out in the end due to our greediness! haha.. ate too much and im still feeling soo damn bloated at this point of the time.. goodness~ on one end im trying to slim down (even gil has praised me for getting slimmer).. the other end im sin-ning like hell.. dotx~ anywayz we were leading ourselves into hallucination.. telling ourselves they arent fattening n unhealthy AT ALL!! ahemz~ i BETTER do something to my FATS tomo~ ARGhhHHH!!!!

anywayz i dunno why im damn thirsty jus now.. i drank hmm.. 5 cups of water? wahahha.. i was quite paiseh coz i kept asking from the same person --- the manager.. wahahha.. well, she's basically in charge of the tables around that area mah.. soo if u get to see me jus now.. u will basically see two ~~FAT PIGS~~ chio buz gorging on the food and meng drink water lah.. heez~

btw there's this guy and his fren who walked past swensens and past us.. and kept looking in @ us.. due to my curiosity.. i turned and looked.. to my surprise.. its GUO YAO worz~ wow.. he even waved at us.. its kinda shocking to see that happen.. coz we dunch even know him at all.. other than his name? wahaha.. well.. maybe he's attracted by our beauties.. wahahah.. -_-

more updates tomo.. watching "land of the dead" with pok pok! heez~ ciaoz~

2005-08-20T15:17:00.000+08:00

WHAT'S THE MOST "IN" TOPIC NOWADAYS?!!

yeah.

the controversy on the PROJECT SUPERSTAR !!!

wad do u think of this pic?!!! wahaha...

hilarious rite?

LOL.

its really damn funny lah.

SO CUTE!

actually i begin to like junyang le.

btw this jy looks not bad in tat pic. or rather.. candyce looks abit wierd?!

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this is kelly's poster by the SP juniors.

well, i feel its abit useless lah. wad do u think?!

i read this entry at the superstar forum.. here it goes :

"seriously i hope kelly is runner-up.. I SUPPORT KELLY but i dun wish that she'll end up having a contract with playmusic.. the truth is universal music (runner-up's contract) will be a lot better than playmusic (champion's contract) since playmusic only managed to make singers like ocean and cai chun jia popular in s'pore.. however, universal music singers are not only popular in S'pore, they are red hot in asia.. so kelly will definitely have a brighter future in universal music.. these are my thoughts though =)i'm still a true fan to JUNYANG but now that junyang's out, i can only wait patiently with him and all fans for his next opportunity.. kelly is my favourite female superstar (though i do not like her as much as junyang) so i'll buy her singles to support her! i think junyang's losing may be a blessing in disguise becos at least he will not have to be controlled by mediacorp or go to those not-so-good music companies.. he deserves more well-known and great companies to offer him opportunites!

yah lo.. totally agree w the last statement! earlier i mentioned i know a fren who knows junyang.. he told me jy told him tat haidie is planning to groom him into a superstar even b4 the project superstar competitioN! so wads the worry about?! its jus the matter of time. the thing is will jy be a thread to jj? lol. yet to say... anyway know alot of HOT stuffs from this fren of mine.. juicy gossips~ wan to know.. haha.. well i might not tell u all.. but u can try asking lah.. heez~

****Junyang is not ready to hang up his guitar for good for the world of economics and business. Although he is game to try out hosting (“I'm not very good but everything must give it a good try.”), music, be it behind the scenes or in front of an audience, will be his first priority should opportunity knocks.
"I will give up my studies if given a chance. [trying to imitate jj eh :P] It's a little bit of a waste but music is still my passion." ****

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:: Winning is not everything. Glamour, it will fade. But hard work, passion and music will remain in people's hearts. ::

E M/F SUPERSTARS!!!

2005-08-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

The champions for both the female and male superstar contestants are borned!! hmm.. well, wasnt very happy with the result for the male one.. coz i thot junyang will get the champion la.. hmm.. as for e female one.. very happy!! hmm.. kinda stunned now! dotxz~ hopefully kelly can get the superstar of the superstarS!!

btw.. if u guys watched the result show earlier.. u will realised jy thanked someone --- WAYNE!!! wahaha.. isnt it obvious who it is!!! wahhaa.. clever arh.. jy din mention jj.. think i dunno.. lol!!!! =P haix.. good luck for the both of them.. well.. i hope to go and watch on 1 sept leh.. anyone got the tix? heez~

2005-08-18T14:48:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. isnt it damn hilarious-exhilarated-uproarious-humorous-witty-entertaining!!! wOOhoo!! LOL!!! well, it all means funny anyway.. haha.. its really damn comical lah.. u know y he's sitting on that errr.. "gigantic"-bike??!! lol.. becoz he has broken the 10,000 records for his new album (no. 89757) and ocean butterfly decided to reward him a bike in return! lol.. its oso partly becoz he doesnt have a car license lah.. lol.. =D

uploaded jj-jian jian dan dan MV!!!

2005-08-17T18:07:00.000+08:00

hehe.. im soo happy now!! coz i finally managed to upload jj's jian jian dan dan's mv.. and finally get to watch it!! yday was really damn irritated by the kbox thingy.. becoz i tried a few times selecting the song "jian jian dan dan" by jj.. and it jus "disappeared" in the thin air.. dotx~ i thot maybe im jus not fated to watch the mv and sing it.. its one of my FAV song can.. luckily i managed to get this mv (abit small though)'s link from some blogger that i was browsing earlier.. heez~ soo happy!!!

p.s.: for those ppl whose pc is abit laggy, i think most prob u cant view the mv properly. and ANDDD.. most prob it will be laggy for the first time u're watching it. (the images seem to be hanging but the song continues rite? well.. i guess its normaL? maybe u wait for the 2nd round lo.. heez~ haa.. well enjoy it anywayz)_sorry for tat!!

dunch u think jj's damn CUTE at the beginning???!! wahaha.. anyway tat lady resembles abit like.. hmm.. the FM 933 DJ pei fen & hebe too..? haha.. abit arh.. well, she looks older than jj worz.. jie-di lian uh.. poor jj got rejected in the end anywayz.. hahaa.. i found other mv-s too like yi qian nian yi hou, mu nai yi and bian hao 89757.. hope to find others too.. if u got the link.. muz tell me k.. thanks alot!!!

anywayz do u guys have the midi for jj's songs? i got a few but i wan more.. in order to convert them into piano scores.. if u wan.. can ask from me.. i've got lotsa scores now.. im jus too smart lah.. haha.. j/k.. rem k.. muz send to me if have the midi.. esp now im looking for his lst album songs.. like bu dong.. esp.. n maybe jian jian dan dan.. though i've got one.. but its like abit.. hmm.. hard to convert u see.. haha.. tuneless? lol.. k.. take care folks! enjoy the mv btw.. =D

tamp kbox really sucks to the CORE lo!!!

2005-08-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

i'm going to share something that i've experienced today! damn TERRIBLE can!! wonder if U have been to that TAMPINES KBOX branch b4... well, if u dunch.. let me WARN UUUU.. its SUCKS to the CORE.. so pls pls pls.. PLS dun go k.. dun say i nv warn UU!!! argh! it really SUCKS terribly.. ANYTHING.. EVERYTHING --- the songs, the time, the services ESPECIALLY!!! kaoz~ dun let me CURSE u to hell k! tamp kbox really suckz~ by the way, i was typing half way and realised its already 11.45 and i knew i couldnt finish typing everything by today.. so, a great idea struck smart BUT lazy serene.. wahaha.. i went to grace's blog and copied everything here.. wahaha.. soo smart eh~ heez~ thanks my dear gracey.. whaha.. and btw i will include [...] to wadeva she writes lah.. heez! my own opinions!!

"I am so angry, I am SO ANGRY, I AM SO ANGRY!! You know what, usually when I complain in my blog, I dun name the other party, but this time, I really have to tell everyone out there that I want to complain about KBOX! [its TAMPINES BRANCH btw] Well, I just came from a Kbox session with Serene just now and I'm bloody, fuckingly irritated with their service. It started out like this....

Serene and I went for the Happy Hour session which was supposedly from 2-7pm. But when we went to book a room, we were told it's from 2-6pm instead. We thought that we can be extended for another hour since there's very few people there and it was already stated on this notice board that the session is from 2-7pm. So we went ahead, all ready to sing ourselves hoarse.

Then the first incident took place. Each of us could order two drinks, so the staff came in and took our second order. Serene and I pointed to my empty cup of hot honey lemon drink and say, "Same", assuming they will understand what we were saying. Then when the drinks finally came, Serene received a glass of COLD honey lemon drink and I got a cup of hot honey drink, WITH NO LEMON!!! [some ppl are jus retarded & acting "smart"!!] Fine, maybe they misunderstood. So we decided to forget about the incident and continue singing.

While we were singing, a few songs were deleted by itself [we actually thot the room is haunted btw..nah..j/k] (which means that it has got nothing to do with us) and we thought there were something wrong with the system. Songs got deleted and we were cut off while singing. Never mind.... Soon, it was 6pm. We were enjoying ourselves so much, we did not realise that time's up. Then a large number of songs started disappearing. (At first, it was 1 or 2 songs, den it became a few PAGES of songs!) [CAN U BELIEVE IT!! i was actually told b4 that they can actually delete our songs] It was at that point of time when we found out that it was 6pm. But nobody came in to settle our bill, so we thought the session was extended to 7pm. Nobody bothered to warn us or anything as well.

Serene tried to choose some songs, but to no avail. We did not know what was going on. So we assumed they were trying to chase us out of the room. But we dun care since it always a practice for them to settle our bill first before time's up. Then we decided to sing along with the MV played by the system. We managed to finish singing Yi Bi Yi, by Fan Fan [luckily], which we had selected earlier on, but was cut off (I'm not sure whether it was deleted by us or by the people outside). Then, they started playing David Tao's song, Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta. But there was nothing on the screen. [hmm.. i thot it was played by the other room??] I admit I was stubborn here, I sang along with the music. In their last desperate attempt to get us out of the room, they actually TURNED OFF THE MUSIC! Can you believe it??!! It was so ridiculous. Then this idiotic staff tried to continue the song with his tuneless voice. [well, u are too kind grace. ITS OUT-OF-TUNE can] I was really pissed off.

We walked out of the room, went to the toilet and wanted to pay at the counter. But we were not sure where the cashier was. When we finally paid up, I can't help noticing how many people there were, crowding in and out of the counter, with nothing better to do. If they could just sit there and talk rubbish, why can't they have the courtesy to at least send us the bill and remind us of the time?

The both of us walked out of the place with a sulky face while the staff were happily greeting us, "Thank you, please come again!" FUCK! Who wants to go to this kind of place with such poor service?

Listen up, the boss of Kbox: Unless you want to face bad publicity like NKF becoz of TT Durai and the fate of losing customers' trust and loyalty, get rid of all these nonsense and give your staff proper training! I'm sure a lot of people out there are having the same problems with them. As for me, I'm sure I won't be back in at least a year's time. Even if so, I won't be the one paying for the services there, becoz they dun deserve it!"

arent they f***ing ass-es.. damn it! i shant go to that branch again.. its really ... @#$%^&* arggHH!~